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this is the first 4/20 in 6 years that i haven’t been able to smoke (i had to quit cause i stated getting severe panic attacks and genuinely tweaking out), so i wish all of those who celebrate a happy high day and ask to take a hit for me in spirit. i will be celebrating by watching lady gaga music videos and crocheting on my couch

love yall lots

merry 4/20

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The inherent homoeroticism of kissing the cheek of the man you are about to betray

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i was definitely born in the right generation. i love doomscrolling, drinking tweas, and watching bojack horseman while i hit my vape constantly longing for a sense of satisfaction and relief that everything is okay.

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I feel like no one actually listens to me. like it’s always “i’m here for you.” but when i need someone to talk to im on delivered for hours or sent to voice mail.

i just want to feel validated in my thoughts and feelings.

i’ve been trying so hard for so long. i’ve been trying to get better. to build up the motivation to get out of bed. to be a person again. but i don’t feel like a person anymore. all i want is someone to listen and hug me and say “everything’s going to be okay.” but it’s been 2 fucking years since i’ve been hugged like that. no one’s ever told me everything’s going to be okay. no one’s ever told me everything’s going to be okay.

a part of me really wants to stop trying. the other part is saying “you can’t die until we get fucked again,” cause hypersexuality. and the other 80 voices are all spouting incoherent nonsense. but who would want that? i’m fucking disgusting. i just showered for the first time in a week and brushed my teeth.

I should be proud of myself right now for finally taking care of myself a bit right? so why do i feel worse? why no matter how hard i scrub in the shower can i not get the feeling of his hand off me? why can i still feel the rocks from that day under my skin? why do i still hear his voice? what the fuck is wrong with me? why do i only feel okay when im oversexualizing myself or starving or creating breaks in my skin for the vitality of my veins to seep through?

i feel disgusting. i want to not feel like this anymore. i’m awful. i’m horrible. and i deserve nothing less than that.

i don’t recognize myself in the mirror. i don’t see a person. i don’t feel real. I felt real 2 weeks ago. I don’t know why i don’t now. i don’t know why i cycle like this. what the fuck is wrong with me.

idek who i am rn im too dissociated and feel like a blob

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Girls will be boys

Boys will be girls

Fascists will 💖 be shot💖

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rip mythbusters you would've loved destroying cybertrucks

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the implications of this confuse and intrigue me. would Will be Rapunzel? Hannibal as Flynn? would Abigail be Pascal? is Mother Gothel’s counterpart Jack or Alana? I have so many more questions.

If Will is Rapunzel, would jack and alana be the king and queen? Would Freddie be Mother Gothel? Is Hannibal still a cannibal? Would the Flynn character end up killing/eating the Mother Gothel character to save the rapunzel character? DOES WILL STILL GET BRAINWASHED?!?!

Theres so many ways this could go and i am so invested

Very sudden and immense need to write a hannigram tangeled au

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This comic makes me so stupid emotional. She might have never known.

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i have a slur to say

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Very quickly drawn zine about a bee :)

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Edit: I’m not trying to glorify the CCP guys, I’m well aware of the problems people in China face in regard to censorship and protesting. I thought these screenshots were just good examples of people realizing that USamericans do not have it nearly as good as many think

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Will Graham & the expressions he makes while being a meddlesome little freak

When he threatened Hannibal at gunpoint after being released from jail, using his empathy to visualize tying Hannibal to a tree as he confessed his feelings before killing him

Looking at the gory self-mutilation Hannibal had drugged Mason into doing before telling him to clean it up, taunting Bedelia by revealing that he's planned Hannibal's escape and will tell Hannibal to kill her

When he said "please" to ask Hannibal to go along with the FBI using him as bait while hinting at the fact that this was good for his plan, too, and looking down at Hannibal after Dolarhyde shot him in the stomach and he collapsed in front of Will...

I think the conclusion here is that while you might assume that the prideful, manipulative, brutal serial killer would be the obvious choice, Will is a more likely choice for the sadist of the relationship and has just as much of a penchant for bitchy cruelty and bloodshed as Hannibal. “You delight, I tolerate….” Sir. Your pants are smoking. The evidence suggests you are a certified liar liar pants on fire

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love how 11 is always considered the childish one when 12 canonically asked for a kids' menu on his first day alive and then some time later had beef with a 14 y/o. and he lost

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hanging from the meat hook all by yourself, handsome?

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Being a system is so weird like my mummy and daddy didn't like me so now I'm sans the skeleton

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Reblog to give a trans woman a warm cup of soup