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vent tw...

it breaks my heart that i feel like this. i want them both truly equally. i want that to coexist. its too optimistic and sacrificial to hope that that could be possible.

besides, i dont even think its possible that he could love me as much as i love him. maybe thats close minded but there's no way he's as ridiculously head over heels for me as i am for him... if anything he's probably into the way i treat him... he kinda wants to fuck and were good friends but that only scratches the surface of the affection i feel for him :(

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not ponies but posting here bc i dont reallyyyy want it showing up on my ppl's dashes...

i can't believe this is the life i've wound up in. i mean i suppose it's not that out there for me, but it feels a little ridiculous that this can actually happen irl to me. not to be dramatic about it. just... being likely polyamorous in a very monogamous relationship? what do i even do? i don't wanna lose what i have, not for the entire world, but what if i change my mind? what if my husband's worst fear comes true and it's my fault because i just got bored and moved on to a relationship that suits me better? even if that's not really my fault, that's the most heartbreaking thing i can imagine. i would probably yearn in silence forever instead or give him reason to leave me of his own accord .... but that's worst case scenario. i'd miss him so terribly, i would only push him away for his own good. even if i'm not correct about that. or even if that's not truly what it is deep down. i dunno. i'm being truly so dramatic thinking all this though just because ive got a big fat crush on someone else. i still love him just as much. i just want them both so bad. i don't even know if the other one is okay with polyamory at all either, what if i just hurt both of them?

i wish it was simple. i wouldn't because i'm incapable of keeping a secret and it would destroy me inside, and also the other one wouldn't allow it unless i lied to him about how okay it was, but still... i wish i didn't understand how people can cheat. why am i so selfish and greedy? these feelings will probably pass soon anyway... i'm already embarrassed about how ridiculously forward i've been, i feel like i'm ruining things with my friendship with him. yes, maybe i'm his favorite, but now i'm making it weird and uncasual and high maintenance. i'm sorry.

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a project I finally got around to finishing!! the mane 6, inspired by their earlier generation counterparts, within a medieval fantasy style setting. please don't repost without permission! you just need to ask.

some fun facts:

fluttershy is half unicorn here!! that's why she has the deer-like build and slightly long tail.

rarity is half horse

applejack is fully just a horse.

pinkie and rainbow are the only true ponies

their jobs (in the order shown in the lineup) are royal messenger, royal jester, royal menagerie keeper, royal tailor, royal orchard farmer and Queen Celestia's Most Specialest Student.

in this au, they all met due to working within the castle grounds.

in this au, celestia is queen, luna is still banished, and twilight is discouraged from making friends as it distracts her from her studies. she is celestia's heir and grew up in the castle.

they are all marekissers. lol

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(Creamsicle and Kingsley were rereleased in this set, but since I already included them in a previous poll they are excluded from this one)

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Summerwing ponies postcard

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hi so uhhhh have some. this.

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Princess Celestia in Generation 1 My Little Pony toy style

I saw a video of someone customizing a toy pony into princess Celestia and it made me think about what Celestia would look like if fully designed in g1 style. The video was using a normal pony body in Firefly pose, which has the same chubby roundness as the rest of the ponies. Obviously it was really cute and a great custom but I wanted to make my own version!

This is the Celestia pony compared to the "Buttons" pose pony I made previously.

She's much taller, obviously, to match the show. She has tinsel in her hair to match the Princess Ponies from g1 but also 4 colors of hair.

Her body type is more similar to the g1 Pony Bride + a little bit of the Sweetheart Sisters.

To match the fact Celestia has bigger wings, this version has 5 feathers on the outside and 4 on the inside instead of 4 and 3.

And of course the unicorn horn is several segments taller.

She is also technically very pale pink.

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(US) My Little Pony adult pony pose releases graphic to show trends over time in style, proportion, shapes and general sculpting ethos.

Photos from ponylandpress, not my photos.

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March Daffodil came in the mail yesterday! I'm so happy to FINALLY have her, she was literally my #1 g3 grail. She was only $30 too!

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Desert Rose (2004)🩷 One of the newest additions to my collection 🩷

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Actually, let me talk about these two Pony Brides for a moment. The left one I did to sell and she has tinsel. The right one I did by request and she does not have tinsel.

They have the same colors of hair, except I did the outer row of the mane and upper segments of the tail of the one on the right in white to soften the colors even more. It worked out great. The semi-transparent white blended perfectly into the pastels.

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2004

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2007

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The original carry case, carry case bag by Loungefly and carry case necklace by La Vidriola.

This is why the carry case is great:

It’s somewhere to store your ponies.

It’s a stable for your ponies so it’s a no frills playset house.

It’s a way to take your ponies to your best friend’s house so you can play ponies together.

It’s an MLP RV basically.

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Rainbow ponies!

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Raincurl pony transparents