aftersome-system

[aftersome-system]

there’s someone inside my head but it’s not me…

[aftersome-system]

We depend on each other 🌈🫂

[aftersome-system]

1. One of the oldest (original 2)

2. Nonhuman

3. I love being the host and I would never want to give that up

4. Internally? Puppy for sure. Externally? My wife.

5. Honestly everyone, that's part of the reason for DID therapy

7. Handle them, usually

8. I got us kicked out of 3 different high schools and we were given a diploma out of pity despite not actually having a full high school education

9. Unspoken Instincts shirt by Howl Out, electro red Tripp pants, qozmo bndg gloomy bear black by YRU shoes, red zombie bunny hat by BeanieBunnyBrigade, red paw necklace by Pawstar, Tripp spike & chain face mask, I BITE collar by OurWidow a black clip on tail from Hot Topic and a slip chain I got from Petsmart held together with a carabiner

10. I've made a lot of art lately

11. Tbh yeah

12. Capricorn/Sagittarius cusper

13. Me, Soap, Ciggy, Lita

14. I've gone through some phases, yeah. But ultimately I ended back up where I was 10 years ago (positive)

15. A lot of us do, yeah

16. Puppy, Jewn, Fig

17. Not that I know of,,,

18. Poorly 💀

19. Yes, absolutely

20. Around 20-ish

21. Fronting. I don't have access to the inner world, or if I do I have no recollection of it

22. Several, actually

23. Our private Discord server of just us 'n Pluralkit

24. Yes

25. Yes

~ Gamz 🍖

💜sys ask meme💜

are you an older or newer split?

are you a human or non human alter?

do you enjoy your role in your system?

who are you closest with?

who would you like better communication with?

who do you not get along with so great?

do you handle issues or avoid them?

what’s a fun fact about yourself?

what’s your go to thing to wear?

what are something positive you’ve done lately?

do you like personality tests?

what’s your zodiac sign?

who would you consider an artist in your system?

have you changed much from when you first became active?

do any of you share interests?

who do you prefer to co-front with?

have any members recently come out of dormancy?

how do you handle stress?

are you a people person?

how many alters are active in your system?

do you prefer fronting or hanging around the headspace?

do any of you keep notebooks?

preferred method of system communication?

do you have a hard time sharing belongings?

do any of you have different favorite foods?

[aftersome-system]

1. DID system

2. Realized at like 13, went to a psych, got dismissed as "naming emotions, wild imagination", ignored it, got worse, re-discovered plurality while living with partners who realized something was off, went back to a psych, got diagnosed

3. There's so many I don't know which one you're referring to

4. Sort of? Our plurality goes back as far as I (Gamz) can remember, and as far back as I can remember it was always me and Newt (who presented as the body) but one day he just kinda vanished? So if he was the "original" then no, but I consider myself to also be the original because it was the two of us.

5. Sometimes

6. All of us

7. A lot of have similar styles, but some have completely different styles. Our entire wardrobe was built by me as the host so some aren't a big fan of that. I have some "compromise clothes" tho.

8. Yes

9. Yes

10. I don't know,, I know of at least one alter who was integrated who did but I'm not sure of everyone else

11. Lita and Lottie are twins

12. Probably, and I have no idea

13. Pluralkit

14. Yes

15. Yes, but some are more similar to each other than others

16. I'm an adult so this isn't an issue

17. Most alters have ARFID but with different fear and safe foods

18. "Aftersome - adj. astonished to think back on the bizarre sequence of accidents that brought you to where you are today—as if you’d spent years bouncing down a Plinko pegboard, passing through a million harmless decision points, any one of which might’ve changed everything—which makes your long and winding path feel fated from the start, yet so unlikely as to be virtually impossible." self explanatory

19. Just so many...

20. Again, so many...

~ Gamz 🍖

System Ask Meme 💕

1. What type of system are you?

2. How did you find out about being plural?

3. Do you like the multiplicity pride flag?

4. Is your “original” still around?

5. Does anyone have trouble responding to the body’s name? (IE someone calls the body’s name and whoever’s front doesn’t realize they’re talking to them)

6. Does anyone hesitate when asked “What’s your name?”

7. Does anyone have completely different styles that make it so someone switching in has to wear something that makes them go “ughhh not again”?

8. Does anyone have positive fronting triggers?

9. Does anyone have negative fronting triggers?

10. Do you have any alts with pseudomemories (aka memories from before the system)

11. Does anyone have siblings within the system?

12. Has anyone ever said/done something the host would never do? How did you explain it away? Did they believe you?

13. Do you use pluralkit/tupperbox?

14. Do you keep a system journal?

15. Does each alt have their own handwriting?

16. How do you explain the different handwriting to teachers?

17. Does anyone have problems eating certain things that others don’t? (Vegetarians, allergies, religious reasons, etc.)

18. How did you pick your system name? What does it mean to you?

19. Any littles?

20. Any nonhuman alters?

[aftersome-system]

babe wake up, new overly-specific system bingo just dropped

Tagging: @the-cepheid-system, @genderqueer-frog, @histrionichedonist, @quiltedsystem, @hivemindsys, @crimeposting

[aftersome-system]

In favor of our most recent post about people making "DID fakers" bingo, I made my own DID bingo card. Feel free to fill it out and see if you have a bingo

–John

Edit: OSDD systems or UDD systems can do this too. Basically just systems in general –John

[aftersome-system]

'?' for ones we don't know or don't understand

I’m not procrastinating. You are

-Emily.

[aftersome-system]

[aftersome-system]

Cringe

Soap

Fridge

Toast

Long Horse

Cigarette

Sockit

Milk

Duck

Trinket

(our entire system of 150+ is mostly silly names)

Silly system dynamic 1!!!

Make a top 10 silliest names in your system

If you don't have that much names, a top any number you want of silliest names, or just one number

Silly bonus points if you add context, origin or some extra info with the silly names

[aftersome-system]

Aftersome System Outfit Inspo 2

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Aftersome System Outfit Inspo

[aftersome-system]

I KNOW YOU'RE WATCHING US!!! I KNOW YOU ARE!!!! I KNOW WHAT YOU'RE TRYING TO DO AND I KNOW YOU'VE CONVINCED EVERYONE TO HELP YOU!!!! WELL I'M NOT GOING TO LET YOU!!!! I WON'T LET YOU HURT US!!!! I DON'T CARE HOW MANY TIMES YOU'VE BEEN FORGIVEN I HATE YOU!!!! I HATE THAT I EXIST BECAUSE OF YOU!!!! FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU!!!!!!!

- HAYWIRE ⚠️

[aftersome-system]

[Text: This system's child alters act like children.]

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[TEXT ID: this system with NPD is very opinionated and wishes to be kept out of discourse]

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[aftersome-system]

(and BPD)

Gamz 🍖

[TEXT ID: this host of this system is a HPD and NPD symptom holder]

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[aftersome-system]

THIS!!!! Our Dissociative Disorder specialist said that it's actually SUPER common for systems to have several overlapping trauma based disorders. It kinda comes with the territory of severe, repetitive childhood trauma. And other disorders that may not be trauma based might make it so that someone is more susceptible to being traumatized. If you see someone (like myself) with like 7+ disorders, that isn't indicative of faking; it's indicative of the intense trauma they survived.

Y'all, can we NOT fakeclaim for; "They have too many disorders!" And then they're nearly all caused by trauma. That's why they're a system in the first place, thanks!

[aftersome-system]

🎨• Sysboxes

A requested sysbox!! I hope you like it

[Text ID: This subsystem uses i/me and we/us pronouns interchangeably]

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