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texts | lilah & ramona

lilah: ramona flowers, duh

lilah: idk what ur talking abt

lilah: yeah i'm p fucking gucci

lilah: had 2 deal w/ some bs but i'm back baybey

lilah: wow, im so blessed that u noticed my absence tho

lilah: tru sister connections

ramona: oh? I've never met her. Is she in our school?

ramona: That's good. I'm glad.

ramona: I just wanted to check on you, no need to do that...

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texts | lilah & ramona

lilah: OH

lilah: THAT RAMONA

lilah: wow, where is my mind these days?

lilah: i dont even know what sarcasm is, im afraid

ramona: Do you know a lot of Ramonas?

ramona: Yes, you do.

ramona: I just wanted to know if you were okay. I didn't mean to inconvenience you.

ramona: You were gone for a while.

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texts | lilah & ramona

lilah: hm

lilah: doesn't ring a bell, sorry, have we met b4?

ramona: Ramona Harlow? We have the same father?

ramona: [a few minutes later] Oh, I think you were being sarcastic.

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texts | lilah & ramona

lilah: lmao sorry who is this?

lilah: ur not in my contacts :/

ramona: Oh, sorry.

ramona: It's Ramona.

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ramona: Hi.

ramona: I’m sorry to bother you, but I just wanted to know if you were okay and to tell you that it’s good to have you back.

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hi hello my name is gina and this is my smol soft ramona who rly likes ducks, is sad™ and has to wear a clunky leg brace

tw: it’s long but also death, injury, abuse, alcoholism and I think that's it (how fun im sorry)

ramona was born in New York city. her mom (iris) was a nurse who told her that her dad was a man who was too busy to know the good things in life and that's why he had left.

but ramona didn't care since it was just her and her mom against the world, in their little apartment. ramona literally idolized iris, she adored her mother and was her little shadow. they did everything together and iris instilled in ramona to always be kind, humble, grateful and loyal.

but when ramona was six years old, the cab in which she and her mom were traveling got t-boned by an SUV. iris died instantly but little ramona was caught in the wreckage with an extensive list of injuries.

it was all very confusing when she woke up the doctors told her that her mom was dead and that her dad who she had never even met was going to come get her and take her to live somewhere else, with his real family. it was all very painful and overwhelming and ramona started hiding into herself

ramona almost made a full recovery except for her left leg, which had been very badly damaged. the doctors recommended amputation but that was a no-go for her new family (the Harlows) who already hated ramona just for existing and didn't want the bastard daughter to be an amputee on top of everything.

so from then until this day, ramona has to wear a brace on her leg that’s very noticeable and embarrassing and she has a lot of pain on her leg from nerve damage and tbh if she could cut it off herself she would

but living with the Harlows was nothing short of a nightmare for little ramona. from the instant she walked in, she was despised by two of her half siblings and by their mom, eleanor. 

Eleanor quickly became the face of Ramona’s nightmares. nothing she ever did was right. she was always yelled at, chastised and ostracized. plus, mrs harlow didn't hesitate on getting physical with her husband’s illegitimate daughter.

mr harlow wasn't any help since he wasn't around and ramona had no idea why he had taken her in since he never once acted like he wanted her

ramona resorted to just hiding: at school, at home, during family events. dragging a bunch of books behind her into the nearest closet and just staying there for hours

laurel was a saving grace, when the girl that was her older sister for just a few months started accepting ramona as her own. for the first time in years, the brunette felt like she maybe wasn't completely alone in the world

ramona worked hard at school to make sure she could make a good name for herself that wasn't entirely tied to her “family”. she got very good grades and mainly excelled in science. she had always had a big love for animals, and she wanted to become a veterinarian

when eleanor finally drank herself to death, ramona didn't know how to react. it was an awful thing but it also meant that the woman who tortured her nonstop was never going to do it again. but she also knew that she was the reason why Eleanor drank. and she knew Rhys and Lelah (her second biggest nightmare) most definitely blamed her for their mother’s death

Few things changed after that. Eleanor’s damage was done and ramona was a fearful, meek girl whose voice was seldom heard. she kept hiding, working on her grades and sneaking out to pet her neighbor’s dogs and feed the ducks (her favorite animal) at the lake

getting accepted into Kingswood was great news. ramona thought that the Harlows would have made it so she couldn't follow her siblings there. 

but ramona could finally gain some freedom and autonomy, even as a girl who’s afraid of her own shadow. 

ramona is a physically small girl, always limping around with her bad leg. she’s very gentle and tries to be approachable to make the friends she never had. she’s very loyal and always wants to help. She just really really craves acceptance and affection.

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