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He doesn’t like selling offcial merch, but if you made a mini him? Both embarrassment and overwhelming joy that you’d spend such love and care making something in his image.

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Yandere Tamaki head cannons

Big time stalker, like he follows you anywhere he can, tries to get his patrol schedule to run across your daily route.

He categorizes everything boy has an excellent memory and pays attention to everything, and I mean everything, everything little detail about you is cherished.

He worships you like you are the most ethereal being in existence. He has a whole room with items dedicated to you. Things that mysteriously go missing in your home are perched on display in that room

He won’t kidnap you until everything is perfect at the little home he has set up in the country side for you. But he will kidnap you, make no mistake about that. You are to be cherished, protected, and loved by him. He was made for you, and you for him

He is brutal and sadistic when it comes to rivals or those he feel are a threat to you.

He has no qualms with killing or getting his hand a dirty

Once settled in with you he is very comfortable and confident

Would not push you into sexual situations, he wouldn’t hurt you like that ever

Once in your new home only allows Nejire and Mirio to interact with you, no one else unless you had a therapist, he’d have to be in the room with you during online sessions

Cuddle bug, he loves holding you, he’s waiting so long and now he finally has you. He will want some form of physical contact at all times

Tamaki doesn’t do punishments, if your acting out he’d only assume he’d done something wrong and would tearfully bury his head in your stomach begging you how he can do better, what did he do wrong

If you’re combative at first he’ll take whatever you dish out, worse thing he’d do is restrain you in a hug until you wore yourself out

He loves giving you gift, everything from food to little things he comes across at work. If you collect things like crystals he’d get you a new one every week. If you collected figures from shows or games he’d get you more if he thought that it’d make you happy

If you’re good and settle in nicely he’ll take you out on little hiking dates out in the woods behind your house.

Tamaki lives and breathes for you. You are his reason for existing. He will love and cherish you obsessively.

Can be a little suffocating because he is soooo clingy.

If you deny him a hug or any affection he’ll unknowingly manipulate you emotionally and here comes the waterworks.

As a Yandere Tamaki will never be a threat to you, but anyone else is fair game. If he even has an inkling that someone might take you away, they’re gone in a matter of days

If/when you finally give in life with him can be amazing. He’d take you out in little dates beyond your yard, but you must hold his hand there entire time, so no one can take you from him. He’s even more affectionate, always clinging to you from behind, his head in your lap as you play with his hair, you in his lap, holding hands or interlaced pinkies. You’re allowed to go out with Nejire and Mirio out in public too

He will ask you to marry him at some point

If you want a pet he’ll surprise you with one on his way home from work

Whether or not you have kids will be your choice. Tamaki would be happy to have a little one but more than anything is for you to have the most perfect life he can give you. If you don’t want kids he’ll make sure you don’t have them, if you have a uterus he’ll be sure to give you whatever birth control plan you want be that the pill or a hysto. He’d even get snipped if that’s what your wanted

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“Don’t be scared Darling, I did this so we can finally be together. Now no one will get in our way.”

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If Tamaki were to propose, the regular way vs how I’d think he’d do it as a Yandere

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When did Tamaki first see Y/N?

Back in High School.

You had been hanging around the school grounds. You weren’t the type to have many friends, you got along with your classmates well enough. But you could never really connect with people easy.

When Tamaki first saw you you were all alone in an errand of a park that he would often visit for the wild life. You were sitting on a rock with a notebook, drawing away. Butterflies seemed to be attracted to you as they fluttered around you, some resting on you hair and book. To Tamaki you looked ethereal, stunning. Not to far off was a deer eating grazing with its fawn, unaffected by your presence. When you looked up and saw the deer you had such a gentle look on your face that it made his heart race.

He watched you for what seemed like hours. The wild life around you only got closer, the deer nestled down to take a nap by your feet. Squirrels would come up to you and you would feed them some of the sunflower seeds you had brought with you. Was this your quirk?

After that he began noticing you around school. How you were practically isolated from everyone. Though you were always willing to help when someone needed it. He came to learn of you quirk. It had nothing to do with nature so the animals must have been attracted to you for you being.

His watching became obsessive the more he learned from you. He learned about your issues with your family when he stalked you home. He learned about your health issues when you visited the hospital several times a month and broke into your records. He learned your habits and dreams.

He was in love. Unfortunately many people could see your light and kindness. So many people to take advantage of you and use you. He’d have to stop that. Most of the time he would arrange something to happen so they would forget you existed. But some were determined, some had terrible intentions. He had to get rid of them. You weren’t safe with them around you.

He watched you for years. Content so long as you were happy. But you never seemed happy. Once he realized that maybe just maybe he could be the thing that made you happy he almost has an existential crisis. Maybe this was meant to be? You were meant to be with him. That had to be it. He could take care of you. He had a career as a strong hero. He had the money. He could just take you away. That would be fine right? You had a huge fall out with your family and he made sure all the creeps stayed away. Your illnesses were getting the better of you, you could barely function so you had disability assistance. You didn’t have a job you had to leave. Nothing was keeping you there. There was nothing to stop him. So he decided. You would be his, forever.

And you were.

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So I have this head cannon that Tamaki does not like fan merchandise of himself. He doesn’t like the attention. He’s a hero bc he genuinely loves saving people and wants to help because he can.

So bc I’m going to insert my current predicament in this.

Imagine trying to learn how to crochet during a manic episode bc all of a sudden you have all these ideas about making merch for Tamaki, you just have to be surrounded by it, right now. But he doesn’t endorse it so you have to make it. Tamaki still has work and hasn’t taken off yet, somewhat sure you’re not going to do anything dangerous, yet. So while he’s gone you figure out to crochet a blanket, it’s colored similarly to his hero uniform. He comes home right as you finish the blanket. The poor boy is all blushy and stuttering but happily takes the blanket from you to put on your shared bed.

The next couple of days you’re trying to crochet dolls, the intent to make a mini you and him. It takes days just to perfect the doll them longer still to make the clothes. You manage to hide all the failures in a place he won’t notice and when you finally, finally get it all right you place the two dolls on your bed and go back to crocheting another blanket bc it’s the only thing getting you through your episode.

Tamaki comes home kisses you in greeting and heads to your room to take a shower and change, he’s taking off his vest when the dolls catch his eye. He suddenly halts before rushing over to look at them closer. He picks them up gently and cries so softly before holding them close and still half in uniform toward you in your living room. He stands at the corner of your vision until you notice him. When you look at him he’s flushed pinch, his ears are softly twitching up and town and tears are gathered at the corners of his eyes. You end up smiling gently at him and ask if he likes them. He comes to sit next to you and kisses you temple and whispers that he does. After some cuddling you usher him into the shower before putting the dolls up on display in your bedroom.

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Had a phsych appt today. My meds are being upped, three of them. She wants me to take the max dosage for two and I have to get a blood test for my lithium levels, she thinks they may have dropped again. If that’s true she’ll probably increase that too. Why can’t he be real? I just know Tamaki would help me the way I need it. But for now, vent art.

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Could honestly use Tamaki irl right about now. I’m dealing with a manic episode and nothing seems to be helping. I know all I can do is wait it out but I feel like shit. I don’t have the ‘happy’ bipolar like Hollywood likes to portray in movies no, no. I’m messy, I’m irritated, sometimes I feel like I’m high in all the wrong ways.... I just want this over soon.

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Tamaki would love a dog to death. Might even help with his anxiety to be honest.

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Tamaki would make his own stuffed animals to give to his s/o, and kids if he had any. You can’t change my mind

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