#bipolor

[manic-pixi-dreamworld]

Because I was asked for more selfies 💕

[incognito-melancholia]

[muzgozjeb]

[bluedragonflydream]

Mental illness took so much away from me, sometimes I wish it would have taken my life as well

[narcissism-positivity]

You can answer whether you have any of these conditions or not, and please reblog for larger sample size! I will NOT tolerate any harassment towards any condition on this or any other post I make. The social harm you might’ve experienced is valid no matter what the results say.

[k-llforme]

what do u mean by Bipolar Barty "I will burn anyone who dares to lay a hand on you and accept my descent into insanity without you" Crouch Jr and BPD Evan "I'm going to rip my flesh apart to gift you my heart and beg Death to let me stay with you" Rosier are not codependent?

Like girl, what do you mean?

[schizophreniah]

life stressors are a huge contributing factor in psychotic and or symptom breaks in general. life stressors include

death of a family member or close loved one

moving into a new home

sickness illness injury

divorce

incarceration

leaving or being fired/laid off from a job

unemployment

abuse and or DV

money deficiency

those are just some of the examples that life can throw at you causing immense stress and triggering psychotic symptoms and even mood disturbances as well. it’s very important to know your triggers so once and or if the psychosis comes back there’s a safety plan in place for you and or a loved one.

it’s believed that 70% of those with sz spectrum disorders are likely to have a second psychotic disorder relapse within 5-7 years.

so in a sense it is imperative those who happen to have or suspect to have sz or related disorders have a safety plan with triggers stated and warning signs of when and how and why a psychotic episode could occur.

[intersex-idiots]

am i fake or do i actually have this trauma and all of these weird disabilities that have completely changed my life

[spaghettiisgross]

girls after saying “it is what it is” for the 6039277292 time

[amateur-scribbler]

I want you to hate me. Because I truly love proving myself right.

I love satisfying the sick whispers of self loathing and controlling the narrative of how this love will end, in time.

Because I know how to hurt you and sometimes I do it without even trying I’ve got this bitter guilt and this ever-quick poisonous bite.

I am not loveable or cute or the girl everyone wants to fawn over I am the girl people compare to hurricanes because it’s a promise that I will destroy everything in sight.

It’s an imposter, a facade, some type of trick of the light this version of me you love has never aligned with the one that whispers harsh truths to me late at night.

No, I’m not her, and I don’t deserve any of your love, because given the chance I’m still that sharp tongued snake always ready to poison the ones who take a selfless step in the murky waters to try to hold my head above.

So I’ll push you so far away, to the point that you stop understanding why you ever even contemplated fighting to stay.

Because honestly I truly love being right.

Letting you think I’m a monster means you’re finally meeting the dark voice who’s been whispering words of hatred to me every night.

The self fulfilling prophecy - t.k.o

[siriusblackfamilytrauma]

How interested are you guys in a period accurate portrayal of James Potters struggle with being bipolar?

I’m a bipolar author who wants to write a fic about it but I’m worried no one will want to read anything like that.

It would also include wolfstar, jegulus, and a few other ships that I personally love writing.

If you have questions feel free to ask! Id love to answer :)

Hey everyone! You can find chapter 1 here!

[manic-pixi-dreamworld]

Night check✨✨

9:25pm EST

Well I made it to Friday! Thank fuck it’s the weekend hopefully it’s nice and I can take the dog for a nice walk.

The horses start their summer turn out routine may 1st which means work gets a fuck ton easier lol

Today was the first day I was able to keep food down so I actually ate and now I’m regretting it. I hope whatever bug I have goes away ASAP it’s been a solid week.

I would kill for a mani pedi someone tip me so I can 😝 lmao Jkjk

I hope everyone had a great Friday and have a wonderful weekend! If you have fun plans tell me in the comments 💕

I love you

Remember

You are loved

You are wanted

Take your meds

Drink your water

Be kind to yourself

[incognito-melancholia]

[muzgozjeb]

[bluedragonflydream]

You know these moments where everything is good and suddenly you just get this sinking feeling. Don't know where it came from, don't know how to get rid of it. Why does this keep happening?

[unknowinglydeceasedlol]

idk who needs to hear this but you *can* relate to someone’s struggles with a specific disorder without having said disorders

it’s honestly one of my biggest frustrations when you’re venting about a disorder you have or see people talking about it online and then you see people chime in “omg I didn’t think I had this but I relate to this so I have it!” and i don’t mean those people who have genuine concerns about having a specific disorder. (fyi, if you have genuine concerns regarding a specific disorder you may have, this isn’t about you!! it’s perfectly valid to stumble upon a disorder you didn’t know existed that explains your situation perfectly and have questions about it <3)

i’ll use this as an example but if someone is currently struggling through cancer and they vent to you about extreme exhaustion and fatigue, most people wouldn’t be like “omg I feel exhausted and fatigued too!! i must have cancer!” but would probably say something along the lines of “ive struggled through exhaustion and fatigue myself due to other reasons so i can understand what you’re going through and how you feel.” it’s okay to have questions about disorders and want to know more to maybe better situations you’re going through/ are in but just seeing one thing you relate to and claiming a whole disorder because of it can be very damaging to the people who have said disorders.

as someone with a cluster b personality disorder, there’s already so much stigma around them and that’s excluding all my other disorders/ problems. i’ve seen people who have no idea what BPD is, relate to a small portion of it, claim it as something they have with no research into it or professional advice, and then unknowingly play into stereotypes or spread more stigma about it. there’s so much more to a disorder than one or two things you see someone posting about. there’s also a lot of other things someone could have that also change how disorders present themselves in different people.

a person can have disorder A and vent about it but what you don’t know is that they also have disorder B, C, D, and E. although their main post is about disorder A, disorder C, D and E can also be big factors in it without you knowing. you might be relating more to the disorder C and E aspect of it over the “main” disorder A part of it than you really realize.

the purpose of me saying all this is not to be hateful, “gatekeep”, discourage people who genuinely have concerns, want to participate in genuine conversations about these topics, or for any other malicious reason. im just coming at this as a person to who’s genuinely really exhausted. it’s already so hard living with certain disorders and then you see people online who glorify, romanticize, or even fetishize certain disorders while cause harm to those people who genuinely suffer from it.

i stumbled upon someone’s post on a different platform and her whole shtick was “i have BPD but I’m uber normal abt it and not bat shit insane like literally everyone else who has it + having FPs is totally amazing and not super draining and exhausting” and it was honestly heartbreaking. her whole reasoning for having bpd was that she got obsessive over people she was in love with so therefore it was her FPs and got depressed if they didn’t spend time with her.

if you’re genuinely curious and have real concerns, please do your hardest to research it and/ or seek professional advice if possible. don’t put others who have the disorder down when they don’t meet or work with your agenda. thank you.