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... yeah.

Gonna tag some random people right here, if you've already done this, ignore it

@pawsometoons @raygirlramblings @otomotoelzhinee @emmaolemma @scarmbledc

Consider yourself tagged if you are reading this:

Make this picrew of yourself

Take this uquiz (How Fandom Would See You If You Were A Fictional Character)

Thank you for the tag @machiavellli !

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saying “i want him” about the character but not in a romantic or sexual way . i just Require him i need to Obtain him

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I can't stop thinking about my past mistakes. Because of me, half of the Rayman fandom has been damaged, and I want some of them to interact with me to show that they'd kinda care at least or something, but I can't because 1) they have to be specific people, 2) most of those people are busy with other problems, and 3) demanding their attention makes me feel like a selfish person in the worst way possible, so... I tend to stay silent until I can't anymore.

I honestly don't know what to do at this point. Do I try my hardest not to drive people to near-death online or do I just try to survive in the real world where I'd likely do worse things to others? What about my morals? How do I know what my intentions truly are? How do I know if someone else and me getting hurt mutually was more of my fault than theirs? How do I know if I'm guilt-tripping someone or if I'm genuinely asking them to help me? I am crying as I'm writing this entire thing, and even then, I can't tell if it's because I genuinely need people to help me or if I'm just stupid.

I need help, but not everyone's help. There are people I trust fully, people I don't, and people that... well, I feel like I've no choice but to trust despite their views on things being too drastically different than mine or despite the fact that they've hurt others or despite me just... not liking their vibe. I can feel love, sure, I love my friends to some degree, I just think they're not the best at helping me heal my mental health at a low point.

I left the Rayman fandom for a reason: to prevent myself from damaging you all any further... but now look at me. People either nearly leave me or they actually do leave me, the algorithm isn't being kind to me, and I can't turn to anyone for help. I can't be consistent in what I want, what I don't want, who can help me and when. It's frustrating. Heck, I don't even think this post will reach anyone because - like I just said - it's the algorithm's fault. So... this is just me yapping to no one. To the void. It's over for me. No one's going to save me. And I'm going to die... with deserved hate. If I don't die tonight, maybe the next day... or next month... or next year... or... well, who knows how long I can stay alive? It's not like I'm actually able to kill myself, now is it? That's not always how it works. I'm too weak to even kill myself anyways. So I'll just wait.

Good-bye.

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Not to ramble here, but I'm glad that I have people online that I can talk to on a daily basis, even if it's very few, like... 4 people I think.

I'm not really good at talking to people that I'm not sure if we'd get along nor am I good at talking to those who are very likely busy or those who maybe don't like me, so if I lose everyone I have again (trust me, I literally almost did at one point this year), I am scared out of my life that I would go through a crash-out episode, attempt to kill myself a few times, and start writing a text post on this site and probably even Instagram yelling in caps lock and breaking down in front of the entire Rayman fandom for "not caring about me" and name-dropping those I lost ties with all while blaming way too many people for my own episode.

That's why the power of love exists I suppose, it's partially there to give you a reason to survive, but still, I really hope that I don't actually do that, and I especially hope I didn't do that before.

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Go watch it!

new video out

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When you get tired of your last hyperfixation so you switch to a new one in hopes that the other one would come back someday

Really, I'm just tired. I mean, the Rayman fandom's great and all, but I made way too many bad decisions while I was in it and I regret like… a lot of them. From this point on til then, I'm not gonna be posting any future art I make in public and will primarily be using social media to interact with what friends I have left as well as with my romantic partner.

Is this good-bye? For now, I suppose…

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Really feeling down rn so Rayman fandom if you'd like, dm me and I'll tell you my problems in private because I don't want them to become public or anything.

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Going through some major art block (I actually can't draw in my usual Rayman Chibi art-style), but while I'm at it, I'm just gonna delete every single post I made leaning into politics or whatever I was saying in those posts. Idk, I'm just embarrassed about those and I'm likely never gonna rant about "hey, respect the people who should obviously be respected" or "I hate kinks that involve incest or minors" (I still do tho) because I'm starting to realize how stupid they sound.

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When you get a haircut :0

Literally right after:

Several hours later (with the power of ✨brushing✨):

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WELCOME TO THE 30th RAYMAN ANNIVERSARY TUMBLR ART TRADE!

This year marks 30 years of Rayman (I havent even been alive for that long!) and us as a fandom has gone trough a lot, from fandom infights and call outs to ubisoft being... ubisoft.

My goal is to celebrate the creative that comes out of this fandom! Ocs.. writiings, edits.. Everything goes!

RULES: No ai, no hate speech and no art depicting abusive/problematic relationships.

Sign this fourm if youd like to be part of this event! Toodles!

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Go vote "yes" on the poll pls :)

Yo Rayman fandom!

Yall remeber when i did the secert santa with Chibi? Well im doing it again! Or planning to. I just need an opipon...

(Please reblog /nf)

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Sorry about being gone for like... a while now? But you see, I was really, really hyper-fixated on Kid Klown being a magical (jester) boy.

Wanna know more? Press "keep reading" below!

"Kid Klown & the Crazy Cape" follows Kid as he aims to be the royal jester in the future, but he's always making a fool out of himself and having everyone in the Klown Kingdom make fun of him, even the royal family itself, Henry "King Klown" Auguste and his sole daughter, the colorful Honey "Princess Klown" Auguste.

After a magic cape transforms him into Honey and then into an interpretation of his ideal self, Kid decides to keep working towards his dream job and make everyone stop laughing at him with the help of the real princess, all while using the cape's transformative powers to fight the hidden space pirate band, the Dirty Crew, as well as their allies.

The idea basically features... pretty much almost every klown who's appeared in the Kid Klown games like Princess Honey, Dirty Joe, and even Kid's parents from the first game he appeared in, plus a few original characters including one I helped @clownytherat60 make, Fafala. It's also inspired by several magical girl anime featured pre-1990s where the girls usually transform into adult versions of themselves.

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When you have to deal with two clover-themed clowns both of whom are infatuated with someone who's tried to kill you countless times:

(I'm not a part of the art trade, but I knew this was coming since I helped Clowny develop Fafala while knowing that Paw already made Cluver, so consider the three of us as members of the Kid Klown fandom lmao)

Doodle of someone else’s Kid Klown oc interacting with mine

Crazy girl gonna be crazy (this is kinda bland so I might make more later idk)

Cluver belongs to @pawsometoons

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Took pictures of a bird

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Hey guys! Just wanna let you know that someone I knew made a gacha video! Come check it out!

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Hey Mr Rayman, how did you "hurt" Ly? Was it in a emotional way?

"Really, I don't wanna talk about it in full detail, it's... kind of a painful memory and it's unnecessary to bring it up again. All I'm gonna say is that... I've went too fast with things on Ly, and that's it."

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Hello yes happy trans day of visibility I hope I'm not spreading misinformation and false hope by saying that estrogen stops your voice from going deeper via preventing/slowing down the process of your vocal chords thickening if I did I'm sorryyyyyyyy...