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Taking Stock of 2023.
My extremely positive end of year review.
Well it is almost that time of the year again! As another year comes towards a close, and we look forward to a new year. I really wanted to reflect on my past year. I haven’t written much the past year. Truthfully I have been so happy, this year it’s actually genuinely surprised me. If you told me back in 2021/2022 I would be happy again, I would of not taken you seriously at all. I was…
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REvisiting as I enter my last year in the 20's...
Past Post: Before 30 Bucket list. As I am now officially 29, I thought I’d look back and see what I have achieved on my Before 30 bucket list. Also see what will not be achieved, as well as what to celebrate! Well sort of a few more achievements than I realised. I attended my first festival, Slam Dunk, after it was delayed 3 times because of the pandemic. I visited 3 countries, America,…
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Out of the box thinking, but grateful.
A personal journal post.
This has been a thought on my mind the last 2 days. It’s possibly a bit far fetched. But I mean bare with me! 4 years ago, when I finally got diagnosed with PCOS, I hated it, and struggled. Struggled a lot with being told and I quote from a doctor, ‘you probably won’t ever have another baby’. I came to terms with that, given the symptoms. At that time did it put more strain on the then…
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Memories evolving & connecting.
I fully believe after the last few weeks, where I’ve endured similar bad dreams, nearly ever other night! My mind has found a new way to traumatise me! If there’s a way for memories to trauma bind together, I fully believe that is what is happening to my memories it finds a similar memory and bonds causing a bigger impact on my mind. Issues with this is, I’ve gone through more bad experiences…
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Going into 2023...
Going into 2023…
What a roller-coaster of a year 2022 was. It brought some amazing memories, from spending 5 weeks in Melbourne, Australia (May – July), to starting a decent contracted job (July). Finding the strength to leave a toxic relationship and running my little flat alone. Surviving my first single Christmas in 9 years, as well as surviving a double chest infection, the week before Christmas. Deciding to…
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Did I just produced and starred in my own horror?
I am not sure whether it’s a blessing or not, being able to vividly remember what happens in dreams/nightmares. This is about the one I had last night. I wouldn’t call it a nightmare though. I watch way too many horror films for fun, to get nightmares. And I believe this is why my mind has started producing these mini ones in my head. I have no idea if it’s based on a film, if you read it and…
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Smile: Film review
You should know me by now… if there’s a horror film coming out. I am totally on that bandwagon. Last week was Jeepers Creepers: Reborn. But this week was Smile. I will try to write this review with no spoilers, but I can’t make any promises. Firstly, I saw the trailer to this on multiple adverts for films, as well as YouTube and Facebook ads. I was intrigued by the premise of a smile, being used…
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When one door closes…
When one door closes…
Another one opens… I do hope so! Having the most horrendous mental come down, and officially dealing with it alone, I have come to the decision, to put my effort the last 10 years into something else. This is to build and grow my own happiness. To protect myself. When I started my journey I set out to do one thing, speak up break the stigma. However with no support received, and only needing…
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To rebrand or not to rebrand...
To rebrand or not to rebrand…
That is the age old question. Firstly ‘ll be keeping all social media the same. my personal instagram will be rebecaklxo, my style instagram is chasingbecky However I have been sat thinking hard about this blog. It’s been 6 great years, but I also recognise this as a weird identity crisis labelled as a lifestyle blog. Maybe it’s why it hasn’t done well. So I have thought about making a new…
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Livestream for charity.
Will you be joining me 18/19th August 2022? From 11am on the 18th August, until 11am, 19th August 2022, I will be livestreaming via instagram live. All for charity. I am raising money for Meningitis Research Foundation UK. As part of my finalist journey, representing Bristol again at this year’s Miss Mystic Beauty pageant finals. You can use my title, Miss Bristol livestream, when donating to…
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The best month of my life.
The best month of my life.
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Anxious and exciting.
I have been quiet on here, due to many personal situations happening. A lot of stress, financially, relationships, social, education etc…. It’s been a hard run mentally. A rise in my depression also has paused blog posts, even though I have several ideas. It doesn’t help that I have a really big trip coming up. A lot of exciting things to hang in there for. As always while I’m away, I’ll likely…
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Just a small rant...
Just a small rant…
I do not recommend Virgin Media at all for broadband and tv. And this rant will for sure explain why. Did you know the Financial Conduct Authority (FCA) have implemented new security measures for online transactions? I did not know this until I came across my debit card declining a bill payment with Virgin. Only reason given, was strong customer authorisation (SCA) required. But never any…
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Coping by daydreams.
I spend a lot of time day dreaming. I guess that’s the consequence when we live in a world where everything requires/revolves around wealth. That or a sub par relationship. I seem to find a lot of my time in my head, daydreaming. I dream about all kinds of scenarios. Now this could also just be a manifestation of my mental health. However, sometimes it is also just nice to enjoy a very cool…
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Film review: Texas Chainsaw Massacre 2022
Film review: Texas Chainsaw Massacre 2022
A fresh take on a classic horror. If you follow me on Instagram, then you will know that Texas chainsaw massacre is my favourite horror film. It is very special to me. From watching the 1974 classic, and every remake and special edition made. To add to my sentiment of these films, they always say that you remember the first 18 film you see in the cinema. Well mine was Texas Chainsaw 3D, in 2013.…
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