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Whenever I'm in public I turn anxious that somebody would attack me and then I start coming up with lies to proof that I'm not transfem to escape imagined situations

yesss transmisogyny really does affect all transgender people equally you're so right. it does suck when it happens i suppose but luckily all of us can prove we aren't transgender women when we are targeted by transmisogynistic violence, right? its really fortunate that all transgender people have that option.

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i want to talk about my ocs but im literally this image. i got nothing

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dehydrated pavlings for easy cooking. instant pavling cup with seasoning packets and pavling broth

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If anybody ever tells you that you are girl and need to like feminine things, get yourself feminine girlfriend

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drotaverini hydrochloridum

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Cops are same mental profile as discord moderators

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Idk of it helps anybody, but my low spoon food is just boiling milk with sugar and salt and either throwing in pasta(preferably orzo) or poring in noodle mix I made inside of cup(two eggs, lil but of milk and enought of flour to make it barely a liquid), while mixing it

Then after I'm done I can eat it with same spoon I used for mixing straight out of pot or pout it into a bowl and instantly throw everything I used into sink and submerge in water do it doesn't Dry

Minimal effort dish, if you don't have grab and eat

"quick meal for when you're low on spoons!" *involves chopping vegetables* *uses a stove* *includes condiments* *involves letting something set/rest/simmer* *requires multiple kitchen items that will need to be washed* *estimated prep time: 30–45 minutes*

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Revenant(1999)

Everyone is excited for new games nowadays. Why won't anyone be excited for a game that came out in 1999. You think you're too good for that?

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I open a package and rehydrate Pavel hidden inside, he is my friend now

At first he was weak for couple days, barely ate, I had to prepare overcooked rice for him with bit of vitamin powder sprinkled on top, his stomach wasn't able to accept anything else

After few days of intensive care he got nourished back to relative health, still not as vivid as he should be, but could at least move around on his own and consume other food, I started just giving him the same stuff I eat, just served in cut out empty pill blisters to act as makeshift bowls until we figure out how to get so small plates

It seams that being instant ramen made him develop fear of boiling water, had to move my water filter to kitchen cause it resembled kettle too much

He found my models from time I wanted to be an architect, he is now living in model of a single family house, I got him piece of foam and a bit of fabric and made him a mattress and set of pillows and duvet for his bed, he also took some leftover scarps and made them into couple rugs

All seamed fine even somehow made himself set of clothes out of leftover fabric, but after couple days of exploring home and tiding it up he became apathetic and opted in for staying in bed most day, I should get him some enrichment

I didn't know what to do so I grabbed one of my trinket drawers and simply emptied it out in front of his house to explore and sat down to observe from the distance, it took him a while to get out of house, he seams not all that trusting, but once he got to a pile he started sorting it, seamed he put away items he got interested in on a side to enjoy later, all was going well, he seamed to have quite a lot of fun until he found my old brick phone, he then got extra excited, started jumping around, hugged it and pushed his little face against it, but then he froze for a moment, as if something was off, he then pushed one of buttons, but it was too discharged to respond, he started looking really anxious, then gentle pushing of buttons changed into climbing on it and massaging all of them, all while panic started creeping into his little body, he didn't make any sound, but I could see him hugging it at the end and sobbing

After that even he got worse, I placed his items on porch but he did not leave his house anymore, he barely ate a fraction of food I delivered to his door, he seamed to be withering, I lacked ideas of how to help him

couple days passed, I resolved to adding sugar to his meals to make them more caloric, but he is still loosing weight

Today I found him collapsed in corridor, needed to remove roof and help him out, he was barely responsive, I moved him to bed and gave him some overcooked rice and water

Day passed and something new have happen, I saw a lifeless bee in front of his house, I rushed towards his house, it must have flown inside thought open window, I worried that he got stinged, but then I saw him bringing his bowl full of water to the creature, upon closer inspection I noticed that luckily it was harmless sick and exausted bumblebee, he seamed better, carrying that bowl was difficult with weakened body of his, but he seamed more vivid, he also ate a lot more that day

Today I left him small container of honey with his usual breakfast and bunch of water, later I saw his plate empty and him tending to fluffy monster, feeding it and comforting it, bee barely moved moved, but it was better

Next day I found him playing with his new companion, bee didn't seam that to have much strenght, but rather enjoyed the experience, after short play with glass marble it got on top of him and pounced his face a bunch with it's antennae, it seamed affectionate in a way

He got finally back in shape, so did the bee, they both nourished each other to health, it was adorable seeing him snuggle up to fluffy six legged individual, I found them napping together later

Next day I found him sobbing again, his friend gone, it have gathered enough strength to fly away without any goodbye when he was asleep, this time he ate and drank nothing for the rest of the day, did not leave bed

Same day later

I didn't know what to do, it seamed that there is no way of cheering him up, he was glued to his bed, no signs of life except for breathing, I then decided to take extreme measures, I went outside to convenience store and grabbed another instant pavling cup, I got back and went to kitchen without even undressing I opened the package and gently rinsed him under tap, cleaning off any spices, then placed him in shallow plate filled with lukewarm water, careful not to cover his nose and mouth and observed him absorb moisture and becoming less stiff, after couple minutes his eyes started slowly blinking then he started coughing, I tilted plate a little to get rid of excess water, he was too weak, it was better to not risk him drowning, I prepped him some overcooked rice and fed him before delivering him with the plate on front porch of the house, owner did not realize the newcomer for a while, allowing new rehydrated pavling to gather some strength, I stayed and observed, after an hour I saw the home owner in a window looking at his brother, but he still had that empty expression on his face and soon after returned to his bed, ignoring what is outside, meanwhile new pavling started getting hungry, hid body screaming for nutrition forced him to stand up from the plate and limp towards the front door where food portioned for home owner laid, before I managed to help him, he fell down with audible crunch, moment that that happen his older brother came to the rescue, wet curled fluffball seamed in pain as it grabbed it's leg, he crouched next it and started hugging it wetting his set of clothes, weak one seamed to be calmed down by it, he closed his eyes and dozed off, then homeowner grabbed him, seamed that being freshly rehydrated means that he was light enough to be lifted even by his weaken brother, moment later patient was in bed and caretaker was feeding him, while also eating every other spoon of porridge I made for them, he also dried him and placed blanket over him

Situation seamed stable fir couple next days, big one made himself a nest next to bed out of leftover pieces of fabric and tended to sick brother, it seamed that due to turbulent start of their relation recovery from rehydration slowed down for new one

a month passed, they are both back to health, younger brother seam to still have issues with walking and needs cane, but he steadily gets better, they both live in their room and have sleepovers at each other's places from time to time, I see them having activities every now and then be it either going through trinkets or traveling around my flat, once found them on windowsill basking in sun and and having snuggles, I placed them a piece of blanket there to lay on in future

dehydrated pavlings for easy cooking. instant pavling cup with seasoning packets and pavling broth

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I just got a nosebleed and found out my blood thinners not only made my blood watery and not sticky, but also made it unable to stain stain surfaces, it can be easly wiped with dry cloth, it seams that I would be perfect pray for blood kinkster rn, extra messy and easy to clean up afterwards

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I love blood loss, to the point I wanted to become blood donor(can't because of HRT), but after doctor visit where I had bunch of blood draw I learned for me first thing kickin' in is nasty nausea :(

Perhaps it was thing of it being quickly drawn tho

very funny that the symptoms of blood loss include making you more uncoordinated and cognitively impaired. look at me i'm so cute and helpless and fucking dying.

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Imagine yourself after couple months in dungeon of dom mommy everyday depressed and fatigued, she looks at you and sudenlly figures out what is wrong and gives you D3 suplements and sudenlly you're back to being her loveliest slave with cutest smile in the world

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Couple last days were hard, exaustion is killing me, everyday I somehow get upset over something random and loose all of my life force in resoult, barely able to walk, breathing becomes a chore and even watching stuff is hard

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niche ship dynamic that u usally only get in ocs and headcanons but i desperate want more of

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I wanna get shipped somewhere like that, shrink-wrapped and secured inside custom box, ready to experience in and outs of postal system

I wanna expirience journey of a package, learn everything about shipping goods and gain insider knowledge about supply chains