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How can I go forward when I don’t know which way I’m facing?

John Lennon (via observando)

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Out for lunch even though we're having a bbq tonight, because why the fuck not.

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Somebody take me away.

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7476) I'm the fattest anorexic in the world.

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“…and that’s my presentation.”

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to do list

not fuck up

not fuck up

do something good

not fuck up

eat

sleep

not fuck up

breathe

smile

not fuck up

live

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Felt really down on myself today so challenged myself and took many a selfie to improve self image - kind of worked haha! Last photo was todays dinner at my aunties, veggie curry made by me! Was quite yummy if I say so myself😏

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that sounds like responsibility and i want no part in it

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Little bit of positivity..

Feeling not too bad today, had a bit of an epiphany.As stupid and obvious as this as sounds, it's just kind of hit me that the more regularly I eat, the better I'll feel and (although I find it hard to believe) the better I'll look! There's a girl at my school who I am really good friends with and who I really admire, she eats very regularly and healthily but not 'clean' healthy. She just has what she feels like and she constantly look amazing! I just genuinely think she is beautiful, and no, not in a romantic or lustful way, but in an inspirational way. She is happy, healthy and looks good for it and that's just what I want to be. Also been spending a lot of time with my auntie who went through all of this when she wasn't much older than me and she's really been helping my self image and helping me see a world outside of my own shortcomings. Sorry for the rant but I've just come to the realisation that if others can do it then so can I!

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Tw. Urges

Alome for dinner and the urge to restrict is sooo strong. Appt tomorrow, I could do it so easily.

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Intake?? Tw.

150g dried apple/pear 4 potatoes 2 big bits of broccoli 1 fish fillet Bowl of banana and honey

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