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Had to go back through old messages with an ex to find specific trip dates. It affected me more than I thought. It wasn’t hearing his voice, but hearing my own that got to me. I was so weak and willing to do anything for somebody who didn’t treat me the way I deserved. I gave too many chances and ended up embarrassed and hurt. Loyalty. A trait people value but can hurt you if it’s one sided, which mine often is.

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And now that I look over my old posts- this is not a new feeling, I just don’t add the hashtags anymore

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Nothing like a midnight meltdown to bring you back to your only anonymous app.

I wish I could ask everyone I know or once knew- why don’t you like me? How is it that you are friends with other people but not me?

I feel so lonely all the time and try to ignore it. But when events come up I feel that clench in my gut because my list is so small and the well founded fear of rejection is so big.

What is wrong with me?

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Make this 4 and totally true

5 years ago i was a fucking mess & now i’m a fucking mess but at peace with it and with cooler fashion sense

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Realising there’s a big difference between wanting an ex to find someone and be happy, and watching it happen way too quickly.

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Such a badass :)

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God I feel like shit.

Too much time in my hands, lonely, bored and wondering what is wrong with me that no one wants to spend time with me.

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This is the news we want to see

My heart skipped a beat at this one

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All I could think was Pajama party position!

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I can hear this so clearly in my head just by looking

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What even

AN OVERWHELMING SURPLUS OF DIGGITY CANNOT SAVE YOU

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Soo missed this in the movie. One moment where she doesn't have it all figured out.

Harry Potter book moments

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Hair goals. Every single pic

Emma Watson @ Lorenzo Aguis | Bravo (2007)

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Quotes from the Harry Potter Books [28/50]

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harry potter meme ϟ [3/7] relationships: fred & george weasley

E for Exceeds Expectations. And I’ve always thought Fred and I should’ve got E in everything, because we exceeded expectations just by turning up for the exams.

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So apart from apps how do people find partners now? Newly single and ready to not be. I always just fall into relationships and never really had to date.

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Another reason I need my own place. I've recently discovered how much I like walking around nude.