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I pulled down my plastic pants... to show you what's underneath !

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Huh? 😳

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SO many plushies in my bed ^^

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Do you like it more with onesie open or onesie closed, huh?

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Poor shark is being CRUSHED by me

° ^ °

Do you think that he minds it when I'm on top of him?

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HUG the shark ^^

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And now it's on my body ....

Can you tell that I'm wearing a huge diaper?

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The sushie cat has about the same color profile

xD

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Isn't it the cutest design ????

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It's time to wear another diaper and show you in pictures !!!

Do you know this one?

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This was the last picture that I took, while wearing this diaper... the NRU str8up, such a weird name

Also 😳

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Underneath my outfit, I was wearing this 😳

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Sorry, I haven't posted in a while... I'll try to add new pictures to my queue now... ^^;

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I lift my onesie for you !!!

Oh nooooes I am soaked ^^

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@requincouche Have you ever use your diaper anywhere in public or around other people?

Thank you kindly for sending me multiple Asks, actually ^^, that is very kind !!!

Hm, well I might have done something like that, or not 😮. Not necessarily to do it around others, but I've tried to venture into the Big World while being the tiniest Little deep inside..

The thing is that I'm always a little. It is my default factory setting. It's who I am, and who I'll always be. I will never truly grow up, in a way. My body grew into an adult, and is now slowly deteriorating as the developmental pathways have served their purpose and are now mostly turned off. I think that my mind also grew into that of an adult; I have adult-like thoughts, some ambitions and dreams (though most of which will never see the light of day), some sense that I want to reproduce, and I think that I have some intelligence... Though, when it comes to habits, I'm a mixed bag. There's the typical adult-like habits and hobbies like cooking, taking photos, reading, but then there's also my desire to be ✨Little✨. What that means to me, is too much to write in this message, but I wanna emphasise that it's a very important thing for me.

Being Little, and being in my littlespace, isn't just about accesories like dummies, bottles, diapers, stuffies... It's any combination of that, or even none. It's gonna be less apparent to be Little without any physical attributes, but it's easier than what you'd expect. Back in February I went on a short holiday to see a friend in the South of France. We went to an anime convention together, and in the evening we went to a different restaurant almost every day. Although I shouldn't have, I offered to pay for all of these restaurant trips, but oh well ^^;. Anyway, during one of these times, I accidentally (or not °^°), slipped into little mode, and booped a bit of whipped cream into my friend's nose, and I had to laugh so much I almost lost it. You see? There were no diapers, no onesies, no bottles or pacis.. It was just the two of us, sitting by a table in an (arguably really weird and almost empty) restaurant.

I think that this couples in to my belief that nothing by itself is inherently fun. It's the meaning which we assign to it, or the people with whom we do it together with, which give it a certain feeling and meaning. Like, if I go swimming by myself in a public pool, I will probably not enjoy it, but if I do it together with a good friend, then it'd be super fun and we'd talk and laugh the whole day !!! If I drink choco milk from a bottle, it doesn't necessarily give me any fun, but if I imagine myself being loved by a caretaker, being fed with a bottle, then I'll feel in my element and have a lot of fun !!!

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@requincouche What you have been doing lately?

sorry that I haven't been so active, lately ^^;;

I am still here, checking my blog every day, but I haven't had time to write new posts for it... or properly answer questions and messages. I'll try my best now to answer as many as I can before I run out of time again oops. I've been quite busy. My work contract will end in a few months from now, and I kinda have to finish all the projects that I still have on-going. Realistically, I don't think it's possible... Though, I want to give it my best-effort, so that I can morally defend to myself that I did all I could. Simultaneously it makes me feel bad about myself, because no matter how hard I work, I'll never be able to satisfy myself or others. But that's a whole other discussion. Right now I also realise that I have some kind of obligation to you, the reader, to portray my acitivties as positive as possible. The world is full of negative energy, after all. And in the end, only the good accomplishments survive, whereas the failures are forgotten ^^.

Soon I'm gonna go to dokomi !!! This is a big anime convention in Dusseldorf, Germany. I've never been there before, so I'm really looking forward to it. There's still a couple of things that I need to prepare for it, but I was gonna cosplay there, as well. Let's see how it goes. Maybe I'll snap a picture of myself and show it here, too ^^.

After that, I'm gonna go to the Dutch comic con. Though, there is very little 'comic' about it, as the attendees seem to mostly go there while cosplaying anime characters xD. To each their own. I will probably also cosplay, if it's not too warm. Let's see what I will do !!

Then shortly thereafter, I'm actually gonna go to Japan Expo Paris, also an anime convention, though this one will be held just outside of Paris, France. This will be my 'holiday' to see my French friend, and we've been hard at work to plan this trip quite meticulously as to make the best of it. We have a few days to ourselves before the convention, and 1 day after the convention. I wish that it'd be longer, but alas. There's a whole bunch of places in Paris, which I wanted to go to, together with my friend. I hope that it won't be too tiring, for the two of us... My friend said that it'd be okay to ageplay with me 😳. I'm still not sure whether I want to take up on that offer, or not. Who knows... Though, whatever the choice will be, it'll probably stay between us, as it wouldn't feel right to take pictures of such a thing. When I take pictures of myself for this blog, it's my choice and my consent...

Hm.. I realise that I'm just going to anime conventions xD, but after JE Paris, well a few weeks after that, I am also going to another Dutch convention! This time it'll be a real anime convention ^^.

I'm gonna stop writing here, cus I feel like my text is slipping into 'squeeeee' mode from excitement and it's becoming incomprehensible... But, as you can read, I am going to quite a few events these Spring and Summer months. Likely, I will be visiting family and friends, as well, though more spontaneously. I hope that I will have some more time for tumblr, and some more time for writing and doing other hobby stuff... Pray for my wallet.