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assorted moths and butterflies (png).
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today's bug thing is this embroidered butterfly!
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today's bug thing are these cotton ball bugs!
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“..as I told Henry, once, you were made to be worshipped.”
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draw fanart of Dorian gray? you mean the thing that killed Basil Hallward?
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am i hormonal, having a depressive episode, or is everything just kinda awful right now and it's getting to me: the 2025 story
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Today’s sigzai is: being silly! (They will die in 30 minutes)
#the sillies :3#ive had this image as my instagram and discord pfp for awhile#bsd sigma#bsd dazai#sigzai#bsd
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Want to go to the river and I’ll find you pretty rocks? (Flirting)
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at this point i dont care about impulsiveness i just want to take a pair of scissors to my hair and chop it up all funky. Im tired of just looking like a girl with long hair. I don't even want to look like a particular gender at all
#ouugh my gender is so complicated that i dont know what to do to feel good about myself anymore#i like to describe it as the south pole of one magnet and the south pole of another. its very fluid but more specifically every time i try#to figure out what pronouns feel best at that time and what gender I am at that time#my gender just. goes in the opposite direction of what i think it is#like literally somedays I'll be comfortable with being a girl and I'll run it through me head “okay so pronouns? she/they right now?#something like that. im more of a girl than anything else right now i think :)“ and then the next moment im Not A Girl At All and i#don't want to look in the mirror because it doesn't look like me and then my legal name makes me physically recoil. and then whenevwr im#like “oh im comfortable right now as not any gender at all. this is nice. Pronouns? they/xe is good for right now” and then i start to feel#more like a girl or more like a boy and then don't feel as comfortable with using they/them.#and then I'm never entirely any gender. never entirely a girl never entirely a boy. a lot of the times I'm neither.#sometimes I'm every gender. but it changes so many times in a day usually that i can't keep track of it nor do i have the energy or#motivation to update my pronouns every day on every site that i have my pronouns listed.#and then i can't come out very easily to irls. i feel like a lot of them only see nonbinary as “girl that goes by they/them.”#regardless of telling people i go by anything or sometimes even being specific about which pronouns I prefer#not once has an irl used anything for me besides she/her unless they used they/them for me before they knew me. which is only one instance#only a small group of irls in this past year have called me ruebyn(<3<3) and most people just hear me say “yeah i prefer the name ruebyn”#and take it to mean that its optional. because to everyone around me im just a cis lesbian.#im a nonbinary lesbian. specifically genderfluid. but of course if i explain it they'll just think “cis girl with extra steps!” which is. no#like sorry. i literally cannot do much to look less like a girl. i have a mental block with making any changes to my appearance. i meant#to cut my bangs again a year ago. over a year ago. they've gotten down past my collarbones. i dont know if they even count as bangs anymore#and if i asked to get a haircut i might get called “impulsive”(ive wanted to change my hair for years) and people would make such a big deal#about it. say that i was “so content with my [current] hair” and talk about how surprising it is. i dont like that at all it makes me want#to puke. anytime i express something that's out of line with what people think of me its treated like such a big and surprising thing.#if this sounds incoherent its because its almost 1am and the dog just pissed on one of my pairs of dress pants.#delete later perhaps#anytime im percieved as anything other than “straight-As kind innocent /girl/” people treat it like such a big deal#especially the innocent part. people get surprised when they find out that I've masturbated before? i start pre-calc next year be so fucking#for real.#people still get surprised when i swear? i swear all the time i thought???#ironically almost all of the people who've said things like that are younger than me.
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Today’s sigzai is: angry
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if tumblr was for ants itd probably be called crumblr or something. and also itd be a nanoblogging platform instead of microblogging since theyre really small
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sorry for inflicting all my problems on my faves in my brain fanfiction it will happen again
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