better to honor the living, then desecrate your falsified memory.
a forever unknown last attempt at grace
0 notes
you are
neglected
rotted
molded
a house with roots growing up it's sides.
into it
become absorbed
with dead life
suffocate
in the warmth
and wetness
of a love
that is unloving
and break
under foot
of those afraid of you
1 note
·
View note
s;nl3ss
oh darling,
do you wish me sinless?
so you can ruin me.
take pleasure in a ruined birth.
do you wish me pure?
indulge not my impure mind;
cling to a beauty of pure dedication.
to one.
to love.
to expectation.
taste new;
until all that's left is to cling to rotting bones.
try to return our life;
but the flesh is gone.
lingering, still.
you press for warm skin
when you saw the blades slip in.
2 notes
·
View notes
wake me from my slumber, darling
wake me deep within.
taste forbidden fruits, my longing
let our sin commence.
1 note
·
View note
|_;ps
that,
slight,
t;ck-
UP !
in your
LIPS !
as i
wrap my
hands around your
throat !
{oh how it arouses me}
0 notes
3m;3t;b || b;t3 m3
bite;bite;bite
me;me;me
keep me (keep me)
close
(closer)
neck
(to neck)
kiss me
with your t3#th
7 notes
·
View notes
dar-ling~
darling
oh, most wonderous, presti;g;ously, beloved darl;ng.
don;’t c#&ry @Wh&#eN, :; I /eav##333e
; loved you
; loved you so tenderly
; grew you from the earth
and ; k;ssed your effervescent petals
; loved you tenderly
when your thorns pr;cked me, repeatedly
and then stopped, once ; showed you my l;m;ts
oh darling
most frag;le and damaged and un-bordered darling
why do you forsake my love
with things
and emotions
; cannot comprehend?
1 note
·
View note
nepenthe, oh nepenthe
let me make you
my beloved,
nepenthe
my lovely
and most necessary
po;son
my chosen drug
my op;um
tr;pp;ng,
tr;pp;ng,
tr;pp;ng
k;ss;ng,
k;ss;ng,
k;ss;ng,
dose
after dose
after dose
more
and more
nepenthe,
oh nepenthe,
what gr;ef?
; know only
your pleasure.
1 note
·
View note
give me a chance, and i’ll make your body my religion
worship your lips, your eyes
that wonderous flush on your cheeks that i cause
all your perfect little stutters
perfect little noises
the softness of your flesh
in the presence
god devoleb ruoy fo
2 notes
·
View notes
4/20-fucking blaze it (and the it, is me)
i wanna fucking kill myself i wanna fucking kill myself i wanna fucking kill myself i wanna fucking kill myself i wanna fucking kill myself i wanna fucking kill myself
it’s funny how young the first thought was
how unshockingly natural it was
how innocent i was to death then
as i had my left hand there, on the handle
how i thought it all through in a moment
how it wasn’t the first time
and was not the last
in that form, or the multiple others
its funny how easy it was
to do it, for only mine to see superficial reasons
that delved deep into my mind
my worn out, stressed soul
how odd
that a child could think that
and not remember
how odd
how easy
to forget
and dismiss
this pain.
2 notes
·
View notes
i wanna wATch something messed up
to make sure i’m human
to cement that i am good
to make it clear
none of this is true
i am wrong
i am wrong
i am wrong
and i am dying./
0 notes
lovely
cold
metal
run
along
skin
delicate
and graceful
tip
slide in
to my brain
and free me
of my sin
darling
i love all
my sins
1 note
·
View note
turning you
inside out
rearranging you
just right
stronger
quicker
smarter
but
weak
i’ll have to make you weak
first
1 note
·
View note
yeah, ;
lusted for you
felt a need for parts of you
wanted you
but with you
; bit off too much
and it is too late
to let go
1 note
·
View note
you “love” me
no
n o you d on ‘t
you love the idea of me loving you
because you‘ve never had that
you love the idea of me
caring more than average about you
to become more than neutral
for you
to become god for you
to save you
to heal you
provide for you
but i’m sick
of being god
im sick
of being stong
fake
covered in false pretenses
false assumptions of my san;ty
5 notes
·
View notes
crav e y ou
here
sopping on me
whimpering
growling
groaning
breathing like a animal
but only then do ii crave you
when i need you
but iit wouldn’t need to be you
you fool
you precious fool
so willing
to sacrifice
your desires
just to ha ve a false one
2 notes
·
View notes
fuck my brains out with a gun
hit my amygdala until i freeze
until there’s no emotion
until i short circuit
until there is no use of my brain
until i fade
fuck my brain with a gun
make me feel the best i ever have
in that nothingness
1 note
·
View note