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i just want someone to tell me everything’s gonna be okay, that i’m special, that they’re here for me. someone who asks because they care, and calls me pretty when i feel like the worst person. loneliness keeps haunting me.

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O SANGUE (1989)

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my problem is that once i get attached to someone, my mood starts to depend on them — because i notice every little thing. and i can’t keep doing that, because they always leave. but at the same time, i need someone. and if, for some reason, someone stays, the cycle just repeats.

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‧₊˚♪ 𝄞₊˚⊹ ʚ🧸ྀིɞ‧₊˚♪ 𝄞₊˚⊹

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i don’t know how people can walk carrying their bodies, feel the fabrics of their clothes, feel the sunlight burn their pupils and carry on.

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hiyaa lovee!!! Hope ya having a wonderful day!! 💗🫂✨️

hii babyyyy, i miss u so much 💔💔💔 i wasn't feeling ok these days we should talk again and way way way more 😕

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i have lied to everyone my entire life to be liked and now that i don't try anymore i realized no one really knows me and the little bit they do, they despise

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my face :(

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i feel so insanely unwanted I'm sick to my stomach

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there's nothing i could possibly have in common with someone that has a family groupchat

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i wouldn't survive in casual relationships I bring Shakespearean-level devotion to a 3-day talking stage

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i want to wake up to paragraphs and multiple texts, i want to hear about what you did while i was gone. i want updates about a certain project you’re working on. tell me everything , i do care.

talk to me , please.

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hii!! i saw ur post on a WLW community on here :3. im looking for freinds as well and i was so drawn to your post!! We have very similar interests with music, pinterest and writing. id love to get to know you more. pls dont look too much at my tumblr i rarely use it 😭😭

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youre so pretty <33

bah that’s so so so sweet 🥺 tysm! that’s so nice, i’m looking for friends and i’m happy someone has a similar taste to me, it makes me feel less lonely lol. dw, i love freak4freak, and sorry but i did checked out your tumblr and i loved every bit of it, so yeah, we definitely have similar interests! you can text me whenever you want <3 and tysm, it means a lot! this message made me so happy:((

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i always fall back into my cycle of silence and pain. rotting and dreaming, especially watching and remembering, with a nostalgic feeling for things i’ll never live and things i’ve already lived. i keep wondering if life will ever change, if someone will stay, or if i’ll ever feel like a real human being… but every year the answer is the same.

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