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{{ HEY just want to apologize for the absence! Life stuff is making me have very little free time and my attention has just been hyperfocused elsewhere, but I just want to let you know I'm not dead lol!

Don't want to repeat my mistake from last time sdhgkdsghs I should not be gone anywhere near that long with any luck though istg I am drafting everyone's threads tho, and following people back }}

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✞  ✧ ✧ ✧ ✧ " Making another attempt at understanding me, are you? Alright... But, sorry to say you are further than ever. I do not drag this dying body onward in hopes of finding a "friend"... What a ridiculous use of my time! And what is the connection between being "cared" for and having a meaningful death..? I fear our perspectives may be miles apart... "

"You know, I don't think you actually want to die. I think you just want someone to care about you and make your death mean something."

"So what you actually need is a friend and some anti-depressants."

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✞  ✧ ✧ ✧ ✧  " I make the most of it, like any inconvenience... "

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"Oh, you're still alive? You must really like being alive after all..."

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“   i have to keep fighting the darkness .   so i can be whole .   ”

✞  ✧ ✧ ✧ ✧ So much heartache, so much desperation... They don't have to say it-- he can see, with those piercing, unnatural eyes of his. A sixth sense. Call it a gift... Isn't it strange? The god of darkness finds its way into the cracks of even the purest of intent. Even in the people who actively seek to destroy him... A paradox, of sorts.

❝ Trying to find a cure for the human condition are we? Ambitious, if nothing else... ❞ So is he. His pill is harder to swallow but it is fast acting-- instant, if his aim is good. So he finds himself fascinated, almost a respect for how close they are to understanding the need for radical change. Even if he knows they are just a different kind of blind.

His lip tugs down on one side as he scowls. ❝ But, at this rate, you will never be whole. Not so long as you deny that the darkness IS you-- as is the darkness all of mankind... There is no separation, no "pure" you to find beneath. To destroy a shadow you can only destroy what casts it... ❞

This strange, tall, and pale man was a figure in white. Just a hooded cloak he wears nowadays, hiding his usual tatted, and gaunt appearance. And his beloved gun. You would never guess he was an agent of the black and terrible Erebus, if not for those tired, tired eyes. He steps slowly towards them, with an unflinching stare as if he was looking for something in the other, but offers a hand almost as if welcoming them.

He speaks with a frustrated but honest plea. ❝ Help me to understand... Why must you wage such an exhausting war? Why not find peace in acceptance? ❞

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{{ I feel like if chidori referred to Takaya and Jin as her gay adoptive dads, even to fake getting out of a situation, it would be Jin who incredulously says "Gay??" and Takaya who says "Dad??" indicating their priorities dskhgdsgkhs }}

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girl i don’t know how to say this. that’s not a found family that’s a platoon of child soldiers.

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"How will I know where I belong, truly?" (AU where Akira's part of the Kirijo experiments :3c)

✞  ✧ ✧ ✧ ✧ " With those who share your experiences, and who truly accept the inevitable nature of your end... Where else could you possibly belong? "

Why did the would-be shepherd insist on wrangling his sheep? No one thinks to ask, it comes so naturally to all those who escaped the labs. Survival instincts, you might guess, a desire to move in packs. Empathy, even. Just the faintest opportunity for self-doubt is met with reassurance of the right ideals, the very ideals that survived them this long, dissuade losing hope-- getting hurt. Or perhaps it was something else, something gently, proudly, hopelessly unspoken.

The leader takes a few steps closer and cranes his head as if to catch their eyes in his. They were soft, as calm and utterly confident as always, but his subtle stare was steady and constant. " Do you think there is anyone else out there that could even resemble you and I? " His tone paint the very idea as funny. He gestures vaguely out into their surroundings with one hand, nearly waving them off-- dismissive, unimportant, unwanted. " Let us not forget how exceptional our existence is... these other people of the world-- they not only want those they connect with to have a tomorrow but expect it... they do not understand what we do-- and it will make them act ridiculously toward you... " Not to mention their propensity for ending lives tends to be frowned upon...

He turns back to what he was doing with a casual gait, checking something on his gun, a shrug of his head to the left. " We're kin, Akira... Have no doubts about that. "

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“   do you ever think about why we’re doing all of this ??   ” - minako

✞  ✧ ✧ ✧ ✧ " ...Why? You have resisted us with this much conviction and you don't even know why? "

One last meeting. One last semi-friendly talk. He's turned the whole city against her, made a party of a funeral, and now they meet him here, with the very distant thump of a club beat, his cigarette crushed beneath his heel, his golden eyes flicking up in disbelief. He knows full well why he is doing this-- he is fighting to keep what little of his existence is actually his own after being at the mercy of others so long. His memories, his purpose-- the catharsis of seeing the world finally understand everything he and those like him have ever felt. A happy ending-- for everyone who suffers. The world they want is a fate worse than death for him and Jin.

What are they fighting for? To keep living? More of the same? Overrated. But... as he thinks deeper about exactly what it is he's being asked, he slowly smiles as he begins to laugh, a haggard and delirious sound before his long hand comes to pinch his brow.

" Or... are you asking me why it had to be us fighting to decide fate..? I imagine the great martyrs of the past asked themselves the very same thing... But they all had something in common. The truth is-- they had no choice. " He placidly shrugs.

" Our fate is always at the mercy of something beyond ourselves... and these gifts we wield are but fingers on the scale, given to us by something we cannot control. Be it a god... luck... or... affliction... " He gives a faint and bitter smile.

" ... The truth is we are simply both prone to misfortune. "

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Knuckle tattoos that say SING, MUSE

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“   why is it that you always have to stare at me like that ?   ”

✞  ✧ ✧ ✧ ✧ He blinks innocently, slow and languidly. " ... Do my eyes unnerve you? I apologize... I have been accused of having a... intense gaze. " To say the least.

His eyes could pierce the heart and pull something out of you on their way out. They're the eyes of one's truest self, after all, is it any surprise they invoke a feeling of unease? But he is giving them his attention for a reason-- passively, idly, he is not one to get his hopes up for anyone, but he is also not one to ignore opportunity... He's drawn to people with a certain potential, and those people, they're drawn to him. He doesn't know why-- an intuition he's born with. He has to trust when something hooks his gaze and holds his attention, have faith that there just might be a reason, even if he hasn't quite spotted it yet in the subtle expressions of their face.

" Merely thinking. Pay these eyes no mind, rest assured they are not as frightening as they look... How have you been since we last talked? Perhaps you've tried just a taste of radical acceptance..? "

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“   why you gotta cause me so much trouble   . . . ??   ” ( from Tohru Adachi lol )

✞  ✧ ✧ ✧ ✧  ❝ In my defense-- you did say you were bored, did you not? ❞

It seems he's caused them both to enter into another shadow realm. That is what the society of nyx calls these other worlds-- these liminal spaces where the veil parts and the true self speaks. Playgrounds for the gods. But what game is this one for? At the start of things like this-- he doesn't question it, just jumps head first. He's been in search of this for too long to hesitate. And, of course, leaps of faith are easy when one doesn't fear death.

But, maybe he dragged along this… man in a suit… in his haste. Alas, it is not like he deliberately means to interfere with their clearly restful and indifferent existence. Interference is always unwelcome, especially as someone not a part of his beliefs. Were it up to him, of course, he would do everything completely and utterly alone. But, fate holds the cards. And he is never impersonable.

He draws his gun from out of his belt and sighs, turning languidly towards the shadows they have undoubtedly stirred to waking with their presence. ❝ My sincerest apologies for the inconvenience… If you do not die, I will buy you a drink. ❞

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{{ i swear I will answer all those asks I got earlier, i am very happy to have them im just super busy, but listen ok i found two takaya songs-- }}

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if you're interested in a persona 5 original character who so happens to also be a villain, would you mind reblogging this to get the word out? i wanna write with people.

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{{ oh my god, do yall remember when I used to write spamton, drew my own icons and everything

do you remember }}

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❥     𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐃𝐎𝐌 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐒 𝟑𝟓𝟖/𝟐 𝐃𝐀𝐘𝐒 ( 𝟏.𝟓 𝐑𝐄𝐌𝐈𝐗 )   (   𝟐𝟎𝟏𝟑   )    [   𝚂𝙴𝙽𝚃𝙴𝙽𝙲𝙴 𝚂𝚃𝙰𝚁𝚃𝙴𝚁𝚂    ]   .

change gendered language   &   add context to your needs . happy roleplaying !!  ♡

“   are you really sure that you don’t have a heart ??   ” “   i can give you purpose .   ” “   man ,   i miss the old times .   ” “   bet you don’t know why the sun sets red .   ” “   like i asked ,   know - it - all .   ” “   you worried about the new kid ??   ” “   you said the same exact thing the other day .   ” “   i don’t even know what a heart is .   ” “   i have to keep fighting the darkness .   so i can be whole .   ” “   c’mon ,   let’s get some ice cream .   ” “   i’m gonna be away for a while ,   starting tomorrow .   ” “   i wish somebody told me these things .   ” “   find them ,   &   dispose of them .   ” “   this place is so much nicer without the loudmouths .   ” “   you earned the icing on the cake .   ” “   this is such a great spot   . . .   how’d you find it ??   ” “   we’re not even supposed to   ‘  be  ’   in the first place .   ” “   he looks a lot like you .   ” “   my name is of no importance .   ” “   i hope that you can join me next time .   ” “   what’s the matter ??   you look like you’ve seen a ghost .   ” “   you had me worried .   ” “   i guess i just needed a little time to sort out my feelings ,   you know ??   ” “   what ,   not even   one little word   of appreciation ??    ” “   good to see you made it back safe .   ” “   i moved things along just the way you wanted .   ” “   he must’ve rubbed off on me .   ” “   friends need to lean on each other every now   &   then .   ” “   just eat your ice cream .   ” “   best friends are different from plain friends ,   right ??   ” “   let us remember why we are here   &   what we hope to achieve .   ” “   all this fighting   . . .   i wonder what it’s for .   ” “   i just don’t see why having a heart is that important .   ” “   i think i’ve always been pretty much the same .   ” “   i wonder what kind of guy i was before �� . . .   ” “   i thought you said you were tough .   ” “   buy me one   &   we’ll call it even .   ” “   i hope we can always be just like this forever .   ” “   well   . . .   nothing lasts forever ,   you know ??   ” “   wow ,   that was   so   not you .   ” “   ever heard of knocking ??   what do you want   ??   ” “   i can handle all the dirty work .   ” “   i knew you’d be here .   ” “   i hope we get another vacation soon .   ” “   i’m not going to tell you   all   my dark secrets .   ” “   you’re letting yourself get too attached .   ” “   you know   . . .   you’ve changed .   ” “   just give me another chance .   ”

“   you were a mistake i never should have made .   ” “   is there anything you couldn’t bear to lose ??   ” “   it’s scary to think of what it would be like without you .   ” “   you can’t fight fire with sparks .   ” “   find a new crowd .   trust me ,   those guys are bad news .   ” “   sorry   . . .   my mind’s on other things .   ” “   do you ever think about why we’re doing all of this ??   ” “   just be straight with me for once ,   will you ??   ” “   did you bring me these seashells ??   ” “   keep your mouth shut .   ” “   does the past mean nothing to you ??   ” “   don’t scare me like that anymore .   ” “   maybe you’re not completely well yet .   ” “   it almost sounds as though you know .   ” “   who am i ??   what am i here for ??   ” “   you made me a promise .   ” “   i’m sorry   . . .   i’m not sure i’ve kept my promise very well .   ” “   am i not supposed to exist ??   ” “   what would it take for me to be like you ??   ” “   to be honest ,   i’m not even sure today really happened .   ” “   since when do you ever worry about me ??   ” “   it’s just not the same without all three of us .   ” “   i’m nothing more than a puppet .   ” “   do you hate me for taking your friend away from you ??   ” “   how will i know where i belong ,   truly ??   ” “   the answer you come up with can’t just be right for   you .   ” “   well ,   we’ve had our share of drama lately .   ” “   i know we’ve seen a lot of sunsets ,   but today’s puts them all to shame .   ” “   if we ran ,   i bet we could always be together .   ” “   i think you know what needs to be done .   ” “   stop pretending .   ” “   why is it that you always have to glare at me like that ??   ” “   i’m asking you   why   you did that ,   &   you know it .   ” “   you’re not making any sense .   ” “   if only the whispers at the top carried to the bottom .   ” “   can you at least try not to harm her ??   ” “   could it be that you’ve known this whole time   &   not told me anything ??   ” “   i’ve been searching for a way to conquer the darkness within me .   ” “   you don’t have to worry about me .   ” “   best friends are supposed to be   honest   with each other !!   ” “   finding out the truth doesn’t always work out for the best .   ” “   if i can’t get answers here ,   i’ll get them somewhere else .   ” “   no one would miss me .   ” “   everybody thinks they’re right   . . .   ” “   you think you can do whatever you want   . . .   well ,   i’m   sick   of it .   ” “   i’ll always be there to bring you back .   ” “   why you gotta cause me so much trouble   . . . ??   ” “   am i the one who did this to you ??   ” “   why are you trying to stop me ??   ” “   i can’t let you go do anything crazy .   ”

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★ WHY HELLO THERE... my name is matcha, and this is a brand new takuto maruki rp blog. i am independent, selective, private and crossover/oc friendly !! eventually ill be making a promo thats a lot prettier, but im impatient, and i want to get my man out there !!

oh and feel free to reblog this to get my name out there <3

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{{ I would love to actually write Takaya using his Theurgy attack but through a non-gameplay lens, because he almost definitely only uses it after one of his trademark manic breakdowns. He probably masters using it on purpose without an evoker in his future verses.

and then what if its not just a few tree-like shapes but....... a forest of sharp spiky trees and bramble thorns that shoot up and wrap and ensnare the entire room and to even brush them with your skin afflicts fear and paranoia and existential dread, and he just makes a maze of the entire battlefield / makes for a great distraction while he runs off ahead, now stuck in full shadow mode for as long as he uses the attack

and the faux forest is full of creepy little butterflies. }}