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ahhh!!! I'm so glad to hear from you!! I hope things are going better for you and you're in a good place :) welcome back!

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This is so genuinely gorgeous I don't even know what to do with myself.

You actually inspired me to go back and read those fics again and I kept thinking like "Damn! These are great!" as if I didn't write them with me in mind hahahahaha

Thank you so much for these!! 🥺

cover's for @rexismycopilot series, Anikin/Obi-Wan literally read the entire thing in one night knowing damn well i had work in the morning. you'll notice these aren't mockups like my other covers... because photoshop crashed... after 3 days of work. when i gain the will, i will do this amazing series justice. THANK YOU FOR THESE IMMA GO READ THEM ALL AGAIN. READ IT!

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i hope you’re well!

I am! I promise :) Lexapro and adderall kinda killed my brain for a bit there (aka, put me on the couch with no desire to get up up and do anything lol)

BUT I'm working with my doctor to turn that around!

I hope you are doing well too :D

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Hey Friend! Sorry if this is weird but you haven't been around in a bit and I just wanted to let you know I'm thinking about you and hoping things are going alright! Hope you're doing well!

I promise I'm okay!

I got diagnosed with ADHD and they put me on adderall and I went straight to sleep lmaooo

so my brain has been somewhat caput lately but I'm doing my best to get it back up to snuff!!

Thanks for checking in, friend. Hope you're doing great!

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affections

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Was just thinking about you and your series today! Just popped in my mind and I wanted to come check in on you! I hope the Lexapro is being nicer to you!

It is being so much nicer to me!!

I think I'm finally through some of the more debilitating symptoms!!

You are really sweet anon to check in and I really appreciate you and that you continue to think and read about my series 🥺

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Hi sad question, I don't if you want to answer it, but my cat died and I wanted to ask you how you can move on from it?or accept it ,yk?

Omg, Anon. I am so so so sorry.

I just want you to know that if you never "move on" or "accept it" that that's okay.

It's been two years since I lost my cat JD and I still cry about it. Not nearly as much as I used to, but last week I definitely shed some tears for him. I miss him so much.

Losing a pet is so hard because they are there for everything. EVERYTHING. When I worked, JD was there. When I fed the dogs, JD was there. When I did the laundry, JD was there. It's awful. I came to realize that everything I did was about JD.

There is no moving on. Honestly. There's really just finding another outlet for your love and that will take time. I am so so sorry that this happened to you. If you want to send me pics of your dear beloved cat, please do. I will 100% empathize with you. You can tell me all about them. I'm sure they were so special and sweet.

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Hi Rexy!! So Qui-Gon and Little Ani popped in my head today, and I was wondering would Qui-Gon ever dress Ani in a onesie??! I don’t recall him ever doing that, but oh my gosh that would be adorable!! Little Ani in like a bunny onesie or like an Elmo onesie! If he already did that though…please disregard this🤣

Hope you’re doing well💕💕💕💕

Oh!!! That's a very sweet idea!!

I think I did have him in a onesie in one fic, but it definitely should be more! I imagine it would feel kind of like a hug for him! I bet he would love to be in one more.

Also! Look at this one!!

He could match Bunny-Wan!! Or this one!

the options are endless!!

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hope you’re doing well!

I'm alive!!

I'm doing... okay. I think lexapro is kinda kicking my butt a little bit. That combined with the busiest time for my work just wrapping up has been really kicking me down.

BUT! Guess what I did today?? I opened a WIP AND I WORKED ON IT!!

I can feel the applause now 😂

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Hello there hehehe, I haven't finished the third part of FS but my monkey brain that craves angst and hurt/comfort has been pretty crazy lately since I read that Obi-Wan's parents died because of a drunk driver and was just thinking if you were planning to do anything about that like... Oh I don't know... Maybe have AnakinandObi-Waninacaraccident? And maybe it's likeabitmoreseriousandthere'sjust... Somuchangst? I just think it's near putting your faves through traumatic experiences, especially FS Ani since he's just the perfect candidate for that \(•3•)/

OOOOHHHHHH!! Anakin really is the perfect candidate for angst lmao

And that would be SO much angst!! If Obi-Wan was driving at the time too and is the one to make the mistake he would really be kicking himself. And if Anakin even had so much as a bruise, Obi-Wan would become mother hen lol.

Maybe Obi-Wan coming up with another thing to bring up in therapy with Plo...

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Hi Rex!! I hope you're doing okay! I was thinking about FS last night and I have a question, do you think Cody or Padme will ever make an appearance in the series? A blast from the past

I'm doing okay! I promise! I know I've been relatively silent, but I've been absolutely swamped with work that has left me braindead.

As to your question, I'm honestly not sure if they'll come back. I think if Anakin saw Padme, it might be good closure for him. Especially giving him the understanding between a crush and love. Maybe he's doing something totally innocuous too, like at the grocery store and runs into her. He realizes he really doesn't have any feelings for her and is genuinely happy. Neither are upset with the other and the depart as, maybe not friends, but as peaceful acquaintances.

And then there's Cody... I'm racking my brain, but I actually don't know. There is a part of me that kind of wants to represent the situations where we don't get closure. We just have to accept what happened and do our best to move on.

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Hi!! I just wanted to pass by and let you know that your FS series has been quite the discovery for me. In the sense that it has most likely helped me understand more than a few things about myself. I stumbled upon it and honestly it's not something I would willingly go looking for BUT I gave it a shot bc you never yuck someone's yum without trying it first and it wasn't even a yuck.

More than realizing a few things regarding the BDSM side of the story, it helped me realize a few things about my own mental health and needs, which is something no other fanfic or book in general has accomplished.

Sorry for the long ask hehe but long story short I'm very grateful for all your fics and stories and I'm extremely excited for all your possible works to come!

Anon, this is so so kind! And it really means a lot to me that you sent this in. I'm very partial to Fifty Shades too because it's honestly helped me as well and it's incredibly meaningful that it's significant to others as well.

It's really hard to go through life with this need inside of us to be understood, but feel like people just aren't quite getting it. (That probably makes zero sense lol, but I tried lol.) My point is, I hope you continue to explore your needs and I hope you don't settle for anything less than what you deserve.

I really wanted to write more this month, but I've just been weighed down by work, new meds, and my therapist suggested I get tested for ADHD (which honestly blew my mind lol) so I've been working on that! Phew, hopefully things settle down in the next couple of months because I miss my boys 🥺😭

All that to say, thank you so much, Anon!

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Send this to ten blogs you think are lovely and deserve a boop on the nose. 🖤

Thank you, friend!! I know you sent this so long ago, but I want you to know I didn't forget about it! Thank you 💗

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Anyone have any good tips for lexapro? It is kinda kicking my butt, but I think it's helping?

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a restful sleep

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