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Beautiful things

I want to create beautiful  things. But in my way. No the way others categorize beautiful things. I want to take photos of people stretching their faces and people being intimate. I want to take photos of people being beautiful messing around, smiling, being happy. I want to represent the beauty of the human skin in all its glory.

With all its spots and pores and freckles and all its filth. I want to show people how beautiful it is and how underappreciated it is.

How there are so many versions of it.

I want people to see beauty from my perspective.

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So much stuff to do, so much time(sort of...), and so little urge todo any of it

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Rip to so many childhood memories

Almost all of them are gone, now….

R.I.P. to Gene and all his friends.

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I wonder

I wonder on the days im alone how much you could change my day, if i’ d even notice you, if Id even miss your presence when you left baby. Why don’t you come by when I’m lonely and fill my day, fill my day with your words and fill the gap of silence.

Come by and put it to the test baby, please put it to the test. I wouldn’t want it to be anyone else.

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Baby I need you where are you?

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🐸☕️ This tea is too hot

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I have a question for all you people (if anyone reads what I write)

Why do we talk about sex as something so big? Why is it such big deal? Why is it that as soon as, girls at least, have sex they become whores or cheap?

Why? They are literally o natural its in our DNA... I'm not saying everyone go out have sex whenever anywhere go mad blah blah blah hah no I'm not saying that. I'm saying we shouldn't slut shame and/or isolate people who have done it or are with someone who they love and care about and take the decision to do so.

There is no reason to do so!, Literally none at all! Firstly it is their decision, not yours, secondly since when does having sex change you as a person? if anything is likely to change its confidence or trust in the other person (there are other ways to do so yes I agree), and lastly folks sex is something universal that literally happens everywhere, some people do it differently fine yeah good fro you haha everyones different after all, but the one thing that never changes is the fact that it is eac person divine right to choose when and where and with whom etc to have sex . No one else can force you to do so. If they do you say no and leave that place. END OF.

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I stop and think sometimes

I stopped and thought the other day about what I had been told and what I had been warned of.

All my life I had been told that girls do not complain, girls are not strong, girl should not want sex and/or be lustful, girls... It goes on and on.

But I stop and think why? Why cant we? Why the fuck not??

Because I want sex sometimes, I want to be able to complain or blow air really dramatically out of my mouth without being questioned or tutted for not being correct, I want to be able to wear hold ups and think damn girl who’s you?? haha and not have some snide side comment about how much of a slut I am etc.

I would like to remind these people that your mum? your nan? yeah they all probably wanted sex or felt lustful and wore hold ups and the whole shabang for your grandpa and father because hell they probably looked hella gorgeous and it made them feel good.

So don't I have the right to want all that too?

Cant I do that too? Should I feel ashamed and dirty?

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Fucking  THIS!

i hate meeting new people and them being like ‘oh ur so quiet :(’ like ????????? what the FUCK am i supposed to tell u jessica i dont even KNOW you

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If men had hoohas

I stop to imagine such a theory in my head now and again when I'm down you see. Not in a mean or malicious sort of way but just as a fleating thought.

I imagine the image of the vagina, or hooha as I call it, as an image of pure manliness  and strength with men lining up to be kicked inbetween their legs to show how much willpower and lack of pain the muster. Whereas the women are ridiculed for simpy having something so fragile so lanky so useless. banished from those pain competitions for being too weak and not bein to withstand even the first round after one kick to the balls.

After saying all this you stop and think and we are in fact the mightier species above men as towards being able to withstand pain. In my opinion anyway. I Believe that we are very undervalued in that aspect of things. I mean something that bleeds every month for 3-7 days and meanwhilst still going to the gym and pumping iron in some cases. I men that IS VERY BAD-ASS INDEED. Do you not agree??

And all whilst if men had vaginas they would probably demand days off complaining oh I'm so bloated oh I cant go on! Shows in broadway canceled because the main actor isn't feeling himself because he has cramps and has shut himself in his dressing room with the chocolate fountain.....

Having said all that I take my hat of to men putting up with the shit that we put them through. Not as drastic as I exclaimed as in their case I'm sorry I have to add, but just generally putting up with the fact that we do have mood swings and we do get cranky sometimes when its that time of the month you see and we literally quite often have no control it just comes out. But hats off to you, for not having periods you lucky lucky bastards you.

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Those moments

Do you ever get those urges to be near someone? just those urges to hold them, to hear them, to feel their presence.

Not to have sex not to fondle nor snog. But to hold and listen to their feelings, to listen to their thoughts and dreams.

Its like honey, it does not need to be sweetened by kisses nor sex nor anything else, it is sweet enough and nice enough all by itself just to be near them, and hold them, listen to their wishes, embrace them...

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Sometimes we al need a little help, or a little courage, or even so little as a hug to give us all what we need.

We forget the little things like that when we’re around people who we think are brave, we forget that they get scared or nervous or lonely or sad and sometimes they need a little help or a litte hug.

We do these things at the start but we forget, and then we complain that is isn't the same in the long run. Ofcourse its not the same you've forgotten the most important key....YOU ...your support, your understanding, your strength, your hugs...

Don't forget the smaller things, sometimes they re vital and the most important ones.

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Hope...

We do so many things without looking properly beneath what we see. By doing tis we miss so many opportunities like jobs or hobbies or new ideas. For example since we were kids we might have had an idea in our heads about what we wanted to be like a doctor or a nurse or an astronaut but when we got older, fine a lot of us stayed with those ideas etc but others just went after the normal rather boring paths like a waitress, a cleaner, a model, a chef etc when we were blind to so many other possibilities like for example a mixologist, an inventor for cleaning products a hand model, a photographer to models, a prson who advises models about job offers, a taster for a factory like a KitKat tester or alsorts.

The opportunities are endless with or without education or with theres endless possibilities.

So remember never to dispare what you do in life, you can always do amazing things no matter what happens..   

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God damn it this post is beautiful *wipes away tear*