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riverrunscold · 23 hours ago

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everyone should try pacing around your home infodumping about something while pretending you're on a podcast or a stream and someone asked you a question about it it's really enriching and fulfilling

#this is just me #if anyone of you wonder what im doing when im hiding in my room or have the house to myself #i think i got it from watching big brother growing up. probably did it before but i remember loving to see people express their thoughts #just alone to a camera. narration almost sometimes. loved it. that attached itself to my young disabled brain. never stood a chance

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riverrunscold · 23 hours ago

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*in the middle of a breakdown* Omg wait. this is just like the character

#i never understood this until i started having an edible on occasion and now i think about all the characters from everything in obsessed #with. 24/7. like my mind is rotating them and fic as well as edit ideas. guys...i think i may be autistic #xD #it is a nice comforting thought for a moment though huh. it's a fun little exercise #love human nature and studying it and there's nothing better than fictional characters to do that with when you are kinda socially awkward

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riverrunscold · 23 hours ago

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rb with whether people assume you’re older or younger than your actual age

#as a 23 year old trans guy who's fat everyone looks older to me xD #usually. sometimes there's an actor i watched growing up alongside me and am always surprised when they're younger or older #it's always wild to learn that usually xD

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riverrunscold · 1 day ago

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quick question: I'm not horrible for not wanting to go to my homophobic, racist, transphobic abusive step grandmother's funeral right? Asking for a friend aka my family who keeps guilt tripping me about it

#like i forget how much people outside of here feel towards their family. like we have to forgive them because they're family #not really. i know most family is rural areas is like 'blood is blood' but sometimes I forget. blissfully #the funny thing? she's not even 'blood' and i didn't know her!!#she never looked at me with anything other than disinterest or contempt and you want me to go to her funeral???? she wouldn't go to mine #someone dying also does not absolve them of the shitty stuff they've done. even though people irl with family love to pretend that #sorry. rant. vent post #it probably will happen again. just wait a few years and ill feel like chatting here again #genuinely pisses me off. it would be like me walking into a strangers funeral. i don't even know most of the people that'll be there #im a grown man i should not be in the middle of having to beg my parents not to force me to go somewhere #goddamn. don't even have funeral clothes #sorry again. having emotions and a blog is hard for a emotionally all over the place guy like myself #bear (bare?) with me please #vent post #family stuff #funeral #you don't have to forgive them. or forget. even when they die. remember that #vent #about me

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riverrunscold · 2 days ago

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#xD #im just imagining people who watch twd and just shake their head every time negan is on screem #just to let people know they don't forgive him and think he's just evil I guess?

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riverrunscold · 2 days ago

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THE WALKING DEAD: DEAD CITY 2.01 — Power Equals Power

#i want to see her hair up more!!! and slicked back again like season 1!#season 2 maggie is definitely a new look and i love it still!! love that her hair also looks a bit greasy!!#it's the little things after dina from tlou show had a stylist between moments surviving in the apocalypse apparently xD #i love her. she's so beautiful #like damn. the loml. which is a phrase i guess ill continue to use xD #i mean when a character is the loyl you just know it i guess #she looks so good bundled up like that bro. so cozy and stunning #a nose is important for my attraction to someone the more i stare at people i find attractive #eyes too which i love maggies and how expressive she is!#the walking dead #twd dead city #i love how annoyed and angry she is here. as she should be #maggie rhee #lauren cohan #beautiful people

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riverrunscold · 2 days ago

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THE WALKING DEAD: DEAD CITY 2.08 "If History Were a Conflagration"

#when people talk about stabbing being erotic this is what they mean #this is the definition #they knew what they were doing with this. like her pegging him would be less sexual #which could be what's going on if you didn't know any better #god. this moment was wild #wish i hadn't watched this episode on zero sleep so it didn't feel like a daydream but hey maybe that adds to it #because this was a dream that i didn't know i needed to come true #she's stabbed him before but damn. this moment was wildly intimate #eli...somewhere he's behind it. i sense it #also probably just lauren and jeff freaking it up because they love to be little freaks #probably my favorite moment of the episode because of how visceral it is. also negan could be paralyzed from that right?#maybe not but holy shit. it sure looks like an area you don't want to be stabbed if you wanted to be able to walk #also we need to talk about the negan/maggie/perlie ot3 because im feeling it #I've seen maggie shipped with both perlie and negan so why not? they've all got two hands #perlie helping out negan this episode. and us i think fully understanding why the saviors started following negan #dama was right about his leadership #you'd think at this point negan would realize the way to go isn't mass murder because it keeps getting his loved ones killed but alas #it's not his fault he shows love through acts of service and all he knows how to do is kill #anyway. wow. the acting in the whole episode but especially here? love it #her essentially holding him up is crazy #did lauren have to look like she'd just orgasmed for the first time in years when she first stabbed him? i love it #as she should. because yeah. the sexual tension with her knife in his back is crazy #the walking dead #twd dead city #maggie rhee #lauren cohan #negan smith #jeffrey dean morgan #neggie #beautiful people

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riverrunscold · 3 days ago

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You know a characther is fucked up and traumatized when they are wearing one of these

Edit: half of this characther were put against my will

Edit 2: i reached the fucking tag limit

#as op said there are so many. this is my top ten in no particular order #let me go ahead and tag them #ellie williams #maggie rhee #charlie kelly #mike munroe #michael munroe #tulip o'hare #just looked this up and what do you know? sasha's last name is Williams too. huh #sasha williams #jesse pinkman #dee reynolds #deandra reynolds #connie twd #kelly twd #beautiful people #the green jacket #green trauma jacket support group #there's so many more but these are just a few of my favorites

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riverrunscold · 3 days ago

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charlie's puppy dog eyes

#is it bad to say i want him on his knees?#...wish there was an extended dale oh his knees scene in bad bosses 2 in a similar way if ya know what i mean #sorry..but also i am just speaking my beliefs #my beliefs including the big one that i would absolutely get a thrill out of this lil guy on his knees #or i can be on my knees. im not picky #love him <3 #can't wait to see him again <3 #the only man to ever do puppy dog eyes this good in my opinion #sorry for being horny here guys. is what i would say if i was lame and not a freak! it will happen again 👍#it's always sunny in philadelphia #charlie kelly #charlie day #beautiful people #microwaving him in my mind always

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riverrunscold · 3 days ago

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Chardee truther for life

#they are actually kind of everything to me #i choose to ignore the later retcon in their relationship #They're in love. the jacket ANd the look they give each other??? the heart eyes??#your style is so good op!! so pretty #adorable cute. soft!!! i love it!#it's stylized but you captured them so well!!#their early and like mid season capers and schemes are everything to me #will never get over them. especially not dee in Charlie's jacket smiling at him like they fucked the previous night #like right???#sorry op xD. your art is amazing!! can't wait to see them again in season 17 babbyyyt #its always sunny in philadelphia #chardee #charlie kelly #dee reynolds #fan art #two chaotic bitches who match each other's freak to a degreee that's dangerous to the public because of how hot they are #my beloveds #tis the season of me loving my straight queer ships <3

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riverrunscold · 3 days ago

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word has come down that they want me to go to mexico. it’s what you’d call a rock-and-a-hard-place situation.

#oh my god. op. these pieces #the symbolism and symmetry here #beautiful beautiful mwah #my boys. my beautiful guys #both suffered more than Jesus smh my head #nachojesse reconnecting after everything and helping each other move forward #jesse figures it makes sense #even if nacho is still reluctant #they are the only two who know almost exactly what they've been through respectively #the dynamic. the nacho lives au is everything. i also don't think people take advantage of the idea of nacho being older #like Jesse's got so many older men vying after his attention in some way xD #sorry #anyway! i love this!!! them <3 #the devastation. the bit of hope but also that persistent fear #god. they really do mirror each other. rabid dogs huh?#thus i dub them both surviving and helping each other out rehab dogs #rehab dogs #better call saul #breaking bad #jesse pinkman #ignacio varga #nacho varga #gustavo fring #walter white #lalo salamanca #sacrifial lambs alright. miss my guys #fan art #nachojesse #platonic romantic what-have-you #i like both so. both is good

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riverrunscold · 5 days ago

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i don’t think people understand how much of life is grief. not just people dying, but losing the version of yourself you thought you’d become. grieving the city you had to leave. the friends you lost not in argument, but in silence. the summer that will never come back. the feeling that maybe you peaked at 12 when you were reading books under the covers and believing in forever

#um. this is too on the nose #for me specifically:(#like damn. yeah. life is like that huh

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riverrunscold · 7 days ago

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anyone could kill me but they dont. i love that. love & trust xx

#negan. so many people have wanted to kill him at different points for good reason #but they don't kill him! love & trust!#xD

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riverrunscold · 8 days ago

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riverrunscold · 10 days ago

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dead city season 2 aka negan bonding with two twinks

#i love pierce. he is me #he'd be me!! just a guy with no where to go hanging out to help #his name is benjamin but dama kept calling him mister pierce so that's how he is in my head #im so glad he hasn't died yet. he might though :(. i mean as long as ginny doesn't die #i feel like victor and ben would be cool with each other too #victor is an otter though my brain keeps saying to me #xD #twd dead city #negan smith #twddc victor #benjamin pierce #also a joke!!! i love maggie too!! she's the loml. ugh i hate that why did i type that?#and why couldn't they have been me huh? why can't i be the twink negan bonds with? xD

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riverrunscold · 10 days ago

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