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also put what kind of jam in the notes, I am curious about what everyone likes! I use peach preserves or hot pepper jam

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VOTE SNAIL THEY DESERVE THE WORLD. PLEASE IM BEGGING!!!

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My brain misses Keith so much that I'm turning into some parts of him and I'm seeing my boss do things that Keith would do or say and it's becoming problematic. //Catch me turn into half Keith half my boss 😭//

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This is for science.

In the tags tell me you pronouns and fav vld ships

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hey if you have a pet or pets you need to reblog this rn and tell me in the tags what their names are. bonus points for including what kind of animal.

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Oh mighty duck it's been so long. Please grant me the creative juices for the worms in my brain

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Anybody else's Spotify wrapped got it out for them??

HOW IS MCR MY MOST LISTENED TO ARTIST??

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YALL I FOUND THE SWORD!!! Im not using this account much anymore cause I dont really write much anymore but I had such big plans for this comic. Mayhaps I'll start it back up

So I may have planned to draw a comic on klance and it never happened. I had drawn the first comic page and it deleted it’s self so I gave up, but here’s what the title page looks like. I might just make it into a story rather than a comic.

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YALL I FORGOT ABOUT THIS!!! LETS GOOO

In other Voltron news: the only paladin who hasn’t had his birthday yet is Keith and I have some good candidates besides the obvious “Halloween Birthday”

You’re welcome

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Y'all I need a Keith picture for my little picture cause I've been Tumblr-esque for too long. Does anyone have suggestions?? With credit of course and only those who allow it. Or should I attempt to draw my own? I've been so out of touch with digital drawing idk if it's a good idea or not lmao

WAIT I WONDER IF I CAN Find THE KEITH SWORD I DREW FOREVER AGO

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You came like it was nobody's business and then left me begging for more

If you truly don't care anymore why are you still asking everyone how I am?

One day I won't remember your eyes and it'll be the last piece of you I'll lose

You may not love me in a year, but I'll still think of you fondly and wish it couldve ended differently

You were beautiful even in your manipulation of my heart, mind, and soul

I'll miss you when I'm old and grey, when you're the only one I'll remember

I may be young and dumb, but that didn't make the love any less real

You were the one real thing in my life

God I miss them so much, writing these is a stab in the heart but they're all so very true. We were together for so long and now I feel like moving on is cheating, I can't even look at another person appreciatively. You broke me. I thought I'd be okay cause I saw it coming, but no one can prepare for the way you turned against me. You were my best friend and I thought my life partner. May our next lives have more in store. You were the one person that I depended on and now that you're gone I don't know how to move forward.

I'll do it though. I promised you I'd make it through no matter what, even if you weren't watching I was gonna prove to you I was going to be better.

I may not be in love with you in 10 years, but I'll always care and you'll always have a piece of me

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When I first left the vld fandom I was really heart broken about the show. I tried not to interact as much and just grieve what could've been and then the fandom came up with that little spinoff and I was really happy. When I got with my (now ex) two years ago they called my love for the show ridiculous and said I was too passionate about it and because I wasn't willing to let some show ruin something good I just stopped entirely

I know now that I never should've let that happen. I love vld and yes, some of the fandom is toxic, but I wish I'd still been around. I've missed a lot and it's really sad that I let something so important to me go for someone that was barely even trying to make the relationship work.

I'm glad to be back and be as obsessed as I once was with it. The show brings me happiness. So yes, just because something ends canonically, doesn't mean it has to end entirely.

Fandom is so different now and it’s becoming un-fun with how quickly shit moves.

I just want to enjoy things. I don’t want to have to play a game of Artist-Race that seems to be afoot lately.

Ya’ll eat up fandoms, leave artists and writers bone dry and then move on so fucking quickly then fucking wonder where all the Good Fandom Stuff is.

Idk Maybe cherish some things for longer. Reblog stuff. Interact with people. Comment and share.

Fandom is Capitalism now and I’m not being nuanced.

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can everyone reblog with the interest of theirs that was the most intense or continued for the longest because i’m so curious

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Update: WORK IS SLOW AND IM NOT READY FOR THE BLACK FRIDAY CROWD 😭😭😭😭

IF OD KNOWN I WAS GONNA BE FINISHING THE COOKING FOR MY FAMILY TODAY I WOULDVE STARTED AT LIKE 8 AND NOT 11. WHY WAS I LAST TO KNOW THAT I WOULD BE COOKING 😭😭

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This was not the ending of today that I was expecting but anything to help a friend

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Debating on keeping my hair red or if I should have another crisis and dye it back to black or get a fun color

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Anyways I work tonight and I still have an hour of cooking and if I have to leave at 8:30 with no sleep it's my bosses fault for scheduling me on my day off

IF OD KNOWN I WAS GONNA BE FINISHING THE COOKING FOR MY FAMILY TODAY I WOULDVE STARTED AT LIKE 8 AND NOT 11. WHY WAS I LAST TO KNOW THAT I WOULD BE COOKING 😭😭