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[rn-kao]

describe heaven

It's a decent place at best, oppressive at worst. There's a mixture of born angels and created angels here, created angels are people who have died on Earth and arrived. Then, the name born angels is self-explanatory. Every angel has a different social status, amount of knowledge given to them, different abilities, and so on and so forth. What you are and aren't feels like it's randomized, but it's not. I don't really know the specifications for being a higher up, but this kind of stuff is usually decided in court/meetings.

I've personally never attended an angel meeting, but I was in a trial a long time ago due to some legal issues with my family. Everybody on Earth seems to think Heaven is this grand place that is devoid of sin and does naught but purify the soul, yet once you actually come here, you'll start realizing how similar it actually is to the state of Earth.

Sure, the scenery is beautiful. Clouds everywhere, a beautiful shine of sun and moon, and you can literally go anywhere at any time. But... that only means so much when the people can be cruel. Born angels are typically more sympathetic than created angels, I believe it's something in our DNA. We are born as beings of purity from the get-go, in a way you could say we literally HAVE purity in our blood, and we are programmed to always do what is morally right by genetics.

Whereas created angels still retain habits and the personalities of their past. We don't allow sinners in here willy-nilly, but everyone who was and is on Earth is flawed and those flaws carry over to Heaven. And boy, are some created angels the meanest people ever. Being mean isn't enough to get you in trouble, but there are lines that can be crossed that can make an angel transform into a demon and let me tell you... It's not fun. I've seen it happen and it looks and sounds painful because... well... it is. Think about a werewolf transformation in a way, changing your biology and DNA to match some whole other species? Yeah, not fun.

This isn't to say born angels can't be just as cruel or even manage to cross the bridges, it's just typically seen more with created angels due to their experiences on Earth. Obviously, born angels don't have Earthly experiences unless they're a guardian angel, rogue, or a higher up. Only higher ups have the rights to go from plane to plane.

As I said earlier, there's a social structure in this place and it's weird. Even I barely understand how it works. I went from being just a welcome committee member to a guardian angel, I'm not sure if they just didn't have the right angels or what because I was never told why I was switched. Though I've heard some talk about certain souls being bonded and therefore creating the connection of guardian angel to mortal.

How true that is I'm not sure, but I do definitely feel a bond with Alfred. Though that could literally just be because of how close we are rather than some "this is your destiny as an angel" thing! XD

[rn-kao]

you seem kinda nonchalant about death… that miighhht just be me tho.

Don't get me wrong, I know the severity of it... but I'm technically dead and see people die all the time. When people are entering Heaven, that means they're dead. Do you know how many people I've had to welcome to Heaven and comfort?

Then coming down to Treelight, I don't think I could ever see anything worse than what happens here.

[rn-kao]

tell me about your childhood

I was born and raised in Heaven, which yeah... I know how that sounds. Stupid, right?

There's a reason I'm a demon-angel hybrid, this isn't just something that can happen on Earth. I was created in Heaven, raised in Heaven, then sent down to Earth.

My parents were... pretty messy. Back then, when I was first conceived, a interspecies relationship was forbidden. As you can tell, a demon and an angel fell in love and they had to keep it a secret for awhile. They never told me the specifics, but their relationship was actually documented when it came out due to being so absurd in the eyes of the higher ups.

I was kept in Heaven because it was the safer option and the place is pretty weird. It mostly looks how it does in the stories, but the way it works? Not really. It's not some special magical land free of wrongdoings. Some angels up here are actual jerks, it makes you wonder what the specifications for being here even is.

When my wings started growing in, I was told to hide them because of my demonic one. Sure, I had an angel wing, but having one angel wing is weird and I couldn't just have the demon one hanging out either. I was bullied for seemingly having no wings, I think a big reason this behavior was pushed aside was because my mother was a low status angel just like I am.

It was hard to be in public, but in private it was great. I got to do whatever I want, be with my mom whenever I wanted, and let my wings be as free as they needed. I didn't have to be cramped and I could just be a normal kid, well... As normal as an angel kid can be.

But even my homelife wasn't great. My father, the demon, wasn't around basically ever. He couldn't be. Angels and demons only interacted during meetings, trials, etc. I don't really know how they found the time to fall in love and make me, but I don't really wanna think about that. Having an absent parent like that definitely messed me up a bit, especially since whenever he WAS around? It was just... bad.

Now, I'm not trying to sound stereotypical or put a bad name on demons, but my parents fought relentlessly when they were actually with each other. I don't know if it was the clashing personalities, species, DNA, whatever, but they clearly were bad for each other. Maybe having me made things worse between them, especially since they were breaking the angelic/demonic law right under authorities noses.

I've seen and heard things I never should have as a child, but I can't change it. I try to only focus on the good parts of my childhood, like the stories I made in my room and enjoying the abilities of flight and stuff... But I can't ever get the sights of my mother and father in cuffs out of my head.

[rn-kao]

would you bring Alfred to heaven?

Only during emergencies. Bringing mortals/people who haven't died yet to Heaven is practically illegal. There's a reason there's no known way to get there aside from dying.

[rn-kao]

do you remember people from your time in heaven?

Of course. Most people there are pretty nice, or well... they definitely try to be. The rules of that place are a little out of whack, you don't really know what's okay and what's not okay aside from like y'know... obvious sins.

While I remember way too many people to really recount them for you, I do have this one person in mind I'd like to share. It was a girl I had met, no older than 13. I met her when she first arrived to Heaven since I was one of the welcome committee members, she looked lost and scared. I don't think she understood what was going on or that she even knew she was dead. When I asked her if she remembered what happened before arriving, she couldn't give me a clear answer.

I personally wasn't allowed to know how or why someone died due to my status, that's kind of a thing kept for higher ups. Thinking about it now, it's definitely weird there's a social structure in Heaven. But... uh, anyway... Back to her, I remember she was missing an arm too.

She clearly didn't know how she got it, but I was pretty concerned a girl her age had died. Nobody deserves to have their life cut short like that, though now that I'm back here... It makes a lot of sense that that happened to her. I'm not sure if she came from Treelight specifically, but this place is full of horrible people.

After the little girl got situated, I was consistently visiting her. She needed a guide and I needed a friend, overtime we got really close. I guess you could say I was like her big brother... or father, maybe. I don't really know how she saw me, I just knew she liked me and I liked her. She made me a bracelet and I still have it, normally transfers aren't allowed to bring items down to Earth because angelic tools have a certain power to them that is harmful to mortals but I managed to sneak it through. Please don't tell anybody, though.

I know the dangers but I also know how to be careful. Her bracelet is my good luck charm, I didn't wanna lose it. I haven't been able to see her or talk to her since I came down so... This helps. I hope she's okay.

[rn-kao]

who is your favorite danganronpa character?

Kaede Akamatsu!

[rn-kao]

do you own any plushies?

Definitely got some! I’ll get some pictures for you later when I can, anon!

[rn-kao]

what is your favorite ice cream flavor?

Plain ol’ vanilla. Not too big on other types, plus it’s generally the best flavor as you can pretty much put it with anything. Strawberries, root beer, blueberries, bananas, chocolate, caramel, pretty much anything you want and it most likely wouldn’t taste bad since the flavor is generic.

[rn-kao]

what do you think about cutecore?

It definitely fits the name and my personal dressing style is pretty similar. Heck, I’d probably be categorized as someone who dresses that way.

[rn-kao]

would you be into fairy kei?

Totally! I love the style and use of soft colors! :>

[rn-kao]

would would you do when you reach old age?

Well, my mortal time is long and gone by now… But if aging did affect me the same way, I’d probably just do what I’ve always done. Spend my time with the most important people around me, like Alfred and Ito and Shai… List goes on.

I’d probably try to catch up on my bucket list… Yanno, do things I never got to experience before I’m unable to move at all.

[rn-kao]

what type of gyaru style do you like?

Agejo!

[rn-kao]

what is your favorite scent?

That's a weird way to phrase this question, but I don't really have one...? There's a lot of good scents, I don't think I could choose just one. Especially with how vague this question is, like what type of scents? Perfumes and colognes? Or something more like cakes and beverages?

[rn-kao]

do you like unicorns?

Doesn't everybody?

[rn-kao]

tell my muse what your muse thinks of mine on anon! Anything goes!

bonus points if you leave little hints

[rn-kao]

I'm glad... Kao keeps his stare on Alfred, intensely and uncomfortably. He's quiet for a few seconds before reality hits him and he comes back to the present, Oh, I'm fine too. Uh...

Kao rubs his bottom lip with his paw before hesitantly speaking once more, You know if you ever need me, I'm... here... Right?

Hey Alfred… How’re you holding up? Kao looks up to Alfred with a soft expression, his hands hidden within the confines of his jacket’s pockets, I know it’s been awhile since everything and… I dunno… I guess I just wanna catch up with you.

@rn-kao

"Oh, hey Kao…" alfred smiled slightly once he felt kao's presence, and his focus shifted to him.

"It's alright. Things have been…" alfred paused for a moment. his paw reaching around the back of his neck, his head lowering.

"Fine, I suppose. Same old, same old. You know?" his metallic ears lowered.

"But — I'm okay." he stuttered a bit. "How 'bout you, buddy?"

[rn-kao]

made an arthur roleplay account becoz why not. more renightmare = good life @rn-arthur

arthur actually used to be the main rn character i would roleplay as in the past, i have so many old arthur/alfred profiles on amino