rndm-chnc

[rndm-chnc]

i love you too much it hurts

my heart bleeding out of my chest

my soul is yours and i swear by these words

i will always be here even if it kills me

because all it takes is your hand in mine and my universe is whole

logic and reason used to be my only guide but ive lost them to your bright eyes

not quite the sky but ever the sun

as night fell behind the veil of clouds we pledged our lives to some cause unknown

but i couldnt care less with your warmth in my arms

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the space between us is what draws me in

a secret only you and i share, a place transcending sin

breath entangles, unravels, then lets the other go

taut strands already binding our hearts with dusty rustic gold

as our eyes bleed from each other

and for one another

the space where stars should be

a cascading empty void

my shadow misses your presence

while my mind rejoices in your absence

like a cold shiver of air

it's painfully clear

but desperate, clammy hands clamber onto the shattered murky haze

sews them back together under an empty sticky gaze

clasp it to your chest, feel your breath hitch with that familiar embrace

one not of clarity but of intoxicating pain

-inspired by hannibal

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droning on and on in a monotone groan

grey, white, and black pulsating as i kneel, all alone

woolen hands slither all around me, and their pseudo-soft sensation is what blinds me

feel a strand from them lock around my neck, a warm embrace for some, indeed, but it's not a scarf that takes me away

a hardened coil comes into view but alas, it is too late

my eyes are clouds and my tongue is now blue

and i can only utter the color of my emotions of that dreary afternoon hue

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drunk and high with cotton ball brains

eyes slipping half way as the music pumps through my veins

blunt fire trickles down the pipes finally clouding into a all encompassing haze

high five with the floor and fall back up with the crowd

rise with the fumes and sink cold into the ground

you'll never want freedom when you have these heaven bound chains

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we pledged our lives to some cause unknown

- a dream

[rndm-chnc]

random thought but I love how smash into pieces is like "look at this amazing new world, take my hand and we'll go to who knows where, dont be scared cuz ive got you" and starset is like

*beautiful music*

..they found us

and I love both of them

[rndm-chnc]

song lyrics that i adore #1

tracking down your soul just to make you mine, mixing all the lights flashing in my eyes

i believe in the sounds bumping in my mind

as we bounce into the music

siamès, as you get high

at night the earth will rise

and i'll think of you each time i watch from distant skies

whenever stars go down and galaxies ignite

i'll think of you each time they wash me in their light

starset, starlight

meteor shower, quick, take cover but the hues in our hair complement one another

i'll sell my own bones for sapphire stones

cuz blue is your favorite color

cavetown, meteor shower

이제는 낡아버린 우리의 봄을 사가세요

(will someone buy our spring that has long since faded away)

시들어 갈 뿐인 추억 위에 화관을 씌우자

(let's put a flower crown on the memories that just keep wilting away)

dareharu, flowering

i'm a killing spree in white

eyes like broken christmas lights

panic! at the disco, victorious

i still fall for you like suns do for skies

cerulean, pouring in from your eyes

just a hollow moon that you colorize

so powerful, i feel so small but so alive

like watching the earthrise

starset, earthrise

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look at me when you sink underground

past the roots and the heat and the void

into the nothing and everything

where the empty overwhelms your senses

look into my eyes and see

the untethered roar of a soul grabbing

writhing to get rid of the pain

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when you are smothered by the dawn of the dark, repeat after me : it's okay.

revel in the pain and feel evey nerve burn

hear the blue mulling over your heart,

slowing it with its dose of anesthesia

while your chest expands until your throat convulses

tongue swollen and eyes leaking fluid

reach into yourself and pull out that black thumping pulse

watch the notes fall and the clapping rise

as you take your final bow with your skin slipping down the stage

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everything is so loud i cant get a hold of my own thoughts they slip away into the shrieking void as intruders bang on my windows and walls and i get lost in the chaos again time and time by i remind myself its not my concern but they say otherwise i will die surely you care for me do you not i believe in you and your sturdy shade but while you lie shielded from the light i am burning as icarus's wings drip hot wax on me surely you realize i am not a god

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in the howling dawn the sun was an unwelcome visitor i shielded my eyes and glared at the ground throbbing lights pounding in my skull iron in my mouth retaliation stabbing and stabbing until the moon comes up and the stars rise shining cold but a wave of relief engulfs me gratitude bursting forth and i reach out but

they denied me

so i collapse in the shade of the firs and heave a wrenching breath

"leave me here in the dying light, i have no meaning and you have no right"