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I know! It’s like you’re at a point in your life where you think you should be improving with your social skills or whatever. But instead they’re regressing at an alarming rate

anyways I think it is so so soooo funny that I have developed this kind of social anxiety that I literally never used to have as a kid where I feel like I have to present myself as cool and calm and collected at every moment but especially when I am in a stressed-out state. To the point where I sat down to take my calculus 2 final test today and I realized that I did not grab my notecards to use as notes and rather than asking my teacher if I could grab them or explaining myself to the professor, I just accepted my fate as taking my final with absolutely no notes. At any point during the two hours in which I was taking my test I could have said something, or grabbed my notes, but no. I did not want to talk, make a noise, or let the people around me know that I was taking it without notes because I was unprepared. Instead of fixing my problem with an easy solution, I instead sat there and did nothing and suffered immensely because of it. I decided that I would rather fail my whole final than raise my voice. I'd rather lose 20 points on my test than have those 20 points. Such a simple conundrum and somehow impossible for me.

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Ok but for real this is such an issue for me as well and I rarely see anyone talk about it. I can’t explain it, I can’t fix it, I don’t know how to deal with it, wtf is this?? I will 100% suffer through unnecessary situations rather than speak or draw any iota of attention to myself in any way

anyways I think it is so so soooo funny that I have developed this kind of social anxiety that I literally never used to have as a kid where I feel like I have to present myself as cool and calm and collected at every moment but especially when I am in a stressed-out state. To the point where I sat down to take my calculus 2 final test today and I realized that I did not grab my notecards to use as notes and rather than asking my teacher if I could grab them or explaining myself to the professor, I just accepted my fate as taking my final with absolutely no notes. At any point during the two hours in which I was taking my test I could have said something, or grabbed my notes, but no. I did not want to talk, make a noise, or let the people around me know that I was taking it without notes because I was unprepared. Instead of fixing my problem with an easy solution, I instead sat there and did nothing and suffered immensely because of it. I decided that I would rather fail my whole final than raise my voice. I'd rather lose 20 points on my test than have those 20 points. Such a simple conundrum and somehow impossible for me.

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(ʘ‿ʘ✿) “what you say ‘bout me”

(ʘ‿ʘ)ノ✿ “hold my flower”

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the problem with autism is sometimes you want to do something (brave) but you need someone to gently walk you through each step so you know what will happen. and people don’t like doing that

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Take one

Pass it down

Pass it on 💛

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you think you can hurt me? i'm a writer who can only work on her projects at night when she's too exhausted to do it to begin with because the daylight doesn't make her feel inspired and productive

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…damn

I just found this quiz and it’s, phenomenal

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stop telling your teenage daughters who say they don't want kids that they'll change their mind

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Dazai "everyone's project" Osamu

(Plz don't @ me with any suggestions or "corrections", thank you.)

Edit: holy shit this blew up way more than I ever imagined lol. Thank you to all who reblog, your tags are everything ❤️

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❤️

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How are you today?

I am quite well now that the day is over! Was rather busy. My brothers are moving, and though it’s so adorable to see them excited to be adults, my gosh do they not plan for anything!

Thank you for asking! That was very sweet of you!

How are you doing today??

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I loved that show…

Please reblog this if you’re a fan of Star Wars Rebels

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Keeping the tags from op cause they’re great

The “for once” is so fucking funny.

Sigma has known Dazai 5 minutes and in his mind that’s 5 minutes too long.