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when you're heavily dissociated and people are trying to talk to you
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feelising ny cringiest listening to sad music
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someonw please help me. i dont know that to do right now life has been sog ood for us bith as a ssytem and us as like a single "person" thourghout our life . i don tknow why i am here wheve been taking our meds and have had more enrgy and more happy lately but im not and i dont know what to do and i want to be happy and i dont know how . i dont like anything i play games and talk to people but i still dont feel connected wht do ido i dont know what to do naymore
#vent#talk.txt#i am not and am hardly able to cry for myself but i feel like i should and i dont know how to cry either#i want to feel connected to our friends but im not a frequent fronter or the host and it feel s so fake because im not them .#i want to because damein really likes his friends and i know theyre noce and are all good people but i cant like them and i do#nt knwo what to do#i want someone to tell me what i need to do how to fix myself#idk
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pick up your ophone please
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i lvoe my life i love my life i love my life i love my life i wish showmone would say why they hate me and so i could i could enf end it all
#vent#talk.txt#suicide m#i lvoe mu self and my life i catually ilive my friands and also why is my sould empty aslo hah ha :-))))#WHY DOESNT ANYONE ACTUALLY LIKE ME TELL ME WYH YU HATE ME AND ILL END IT RIGHT NO W#I HATE IT HERE ..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1#i dont wannt die i love my pets too much i need a drink or something
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i lovee my life o live my life and with noo mwentla issues
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i just lost likeee... 10 lbs :D
#talk.txt#non vent#weight mention#im generally trying 2 be so much healthier .. and also get skinny LOLL#ive been eating much healthier Nd exercizing more ... im so proud of my self <:)#i was 260 now im like 249 :3c#more than 10 but idc LOLL
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plus i havent been to school at all this week which sucks because i WANT to be there but in so scared of ny 1st hour class. i try really hard in it but im falining it by a lot and im so scared. also been thinking alot about death lately and idk why. im just so scared of everything
i havent really ate anything in like a week besides for one semi meal in the middle of the day and idk why... like i physically havent been able to get myself to eat anything. i think its because when i went to the doctir she said that i need more fruit nd veggies. also my blood sugar is still high. I DONT EVEN EAT THAT MANY SWEETS! we have no fresh produce in my fridge and even if we did i never have the energy to cook. and when we do none of us remember to eat it and it all goes to waste.. plus im also a really picky eater so its like times 100 when we get produce
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i havent really ate anything in like a week besides for one semi meal in the middle of the day and idk why... like i physically havent been able to get myself to eat anything. i think its because when i went to the doctir she said that i need more fruit nd veggies. also my blood sugar is still high. I DONT EVEN EAT THAT MANY SWEETS! we have no fresh produce in my fridge and even if we did i never have the energy to cook. and when we do none of us remember to eat it and it all goes to waste.. plus im also a really picky eater so its like times 100 when we get produce
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im gonna kms literally.
#talk tag#like. i understand that youre new here and im being nice but god. PLEASE dont pull me around
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i Feel like to cvtting mysel f. i will not because it will hurt but i feel zombie
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ughh.. headache <- no actual healthy food in like a month and never having enough to eat, living off of almost 0 water (mainly gatorade/gatoralite)
#talk.txt#not a vent#<- kinda#all of this is not by choice..#I LOVE BEING POOR 😁😁😁#AND autistic !!!!😁😁😁#sensory issues can hardly eat most stuff vs being poor and having little to no comfort foods
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that trauma is so disorder (we have a literal version of us when we were younger and hes one of our main trauma holder)
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its really only ever the things i wanna do huh
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yeah ill go to bed in a min
#i gotta take my meds because “ i am mentally unstable and can not be easily trusted with front on my own” whatever that means lol#talk.txt#at least im not ****** and literally had a breakdown because my mom dosent care. loser#<- yeah thats mean but idc#the only person i tolerate is creepie and hes never around most of the time
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*me and our mom started talking about the future. will i cry when my grandpas gone? ive already accepted the loss i think. i need to get a job.
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