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I want to get back into writing!

I left this account a few years ago when I started to get caught up in school and work and stuff, but its been a while, and i’ve been trying to decide if I wanted to come back or not but I do.

So heres who I will write for: and where

MCU characters: I will continue on here! (@rouglybarnes)

Teen Wolf characters: @starstruckstiles

Avatar the Last Airbender characters: @celestialsokka

Disclaimers: I do write smut, i LOVE to write angst, and fluff. I do not write for non-fictional characters. 

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Blur - Avengers pt.1

Pairing: Platonic! Avengers x Reader

Warnings: ANGST! Alcohol, weed, self destructive behavior!! Depression (?)

Request: none

a/n: I WANTED TO TRY ANGst AND NO ONE IS REQUESTING IT SO (ALSO THIS IS LIKE WRITTEN FROM EXPERIENCE DONT COME FOR MY ASS PLS)

This is part 1!! Because I hit the text blocks limit grrrr.

It had been days you locked yourself in your room. You occasionally left to search the liquor cabinet or use the bathroom but that was it.

You had decided to stop taking your antidepressants, you didnt consult anyone, you knew what they'd say, it was a bad idea, you weren't ready.

Once the last of them left your system you felt absolutely worthless and hopeless. You hadn't felt really anything in the longest time, and it hit you like a ton of bricks.

You knew the right thing to do was to start taking them again. But you felt more alive, you weren't numb.

You picked up your old habits immediately. Smoking had always calmed you down, and the drinking just was a distraction.

Tonight you were going out. One of your old friends was visiting and you had no choice. You smoked before leaving.

On your way out, you attempted to avoid everyone. But unfortunately, you bumped into Tony and Peter.

"Y/n? Are you feeling okay?" Peter asked, clearly not realizing what you had done, he was innocent, naive. You wished you were the same.

"Im fine." You mumbled, going to walk past to the elevator.

"Hey! Where are you going?" Tony said in a frustrated tone.

"Some club." You shrugged, and with that, you left.

You walked into the crisp chilly autumn air, spotting your cab across the street.

Once you got to the club and saw your friend, you quickly made your way to her.

"Hey mama! Havent seen you in a while!" She greeted.

"It has been a long time hasnt it." You grimaced.

The two of you did shots and shots together, your mind getting foggy and you couldnt see straight.

A guy approached you, your friend had disappeared and as usual you just wanted to go home.

He was touchy and just too much. He kept asking for your number and flirting. He tried to dance with you but you made it clear to him you weren't up for it.

He was persistent, he dragged you to the dance floor and grabbed you and you felt vulnerable and scared. You tried to make it to the bathroom and with luck you got out of his grip and did it.

You grabbed your phone, who could you text? You thought of the avengers as family, they would be so disappointed. But you had no one else.

Which one of the group would be least likely to lecture you? You could already picture a lecture from Tony and Steve.

You decided to text Bucky. He might lecture you but he's also willing to help first.

'borky'

'Y/n'

'can youu cime pick me up, om in a situastion, im scsred'

'send address.'

You did as he told you.

'Outside. Do you need me to come in.'

You responded a simple no and gathered yourself, stumbling your way out of the club. You didnt see the guy thankfully.

Missing the door handle completely, you fell into the side of the car.

Bucky quickly got out and picked you up, opening the door and putting you inside and buckling you.

"I couldve done that." You slurred.

"Sure you couldve." He smiled and it fell the second he looked at you, he silently closed the door and walked back to his side.

After a 10 minute silent ride, you spoke up.

"I'm sorry Bucky." You whimpered.

"Its okay."

"Its not okay, I fucked up, you cant even look at me right now." Your eyes filled with tears.

"We can talk about it when youre sober, okay?"

"I dont want to."

"Talk about it?"

"Be sober."

You heard him sigh.

He didnt speak again until you got home.

"We're here."

You got yourself out of the car and practically ran inside to lock yourself in your room.

After an hour or two of not sleeping, you decided to just go smoke. It was five in the morning.

Assuming no one was awake, you grabbed a blunt from your room and went to the balcony.

You lit the blunt, taking hits until someone walked out.

Since it was your luck, it was Steve. You put it out in the ash tray.

"What are you doing awake?" You turned to him.

"I always train early in the morning."

"What about you?"

"Cant sleep." You mumbled. You knew what you looked like. You were wearing almost nothing, you hair was a mess and your makeup was still on. You hadnt eaten in days and hadnt slept in even more time.

"Are you okay y/n?"

You contemplated telling him. You stopped taking your medicine, the pills that made you want to live. What made life seem worth it to you. You knew you couldn't though. Telling someone was a bad move.

"I'm doing fine." You shrugged, turning to go back to your room, but he grabbed your shoulders.

He looked at your face, staring you in the eyes for a few seconds.

"Y/n..."

"All good." You struggled to smile but did it anyway.

He let go of you and you quickly raced to your room.

-

The next two days you successfully avoided everyone.

Your phone had several missed calls and texts from Wanda and Peter. Since you were one of the younger avengers, they were your closest friends.

All of the avengers knew you and your problems but you felt more comfortable around the two of them.

You decided to block out everyone, you felt like everyone would be better off without you anyway.

There was a knock at your door and you thought about opening it. You were high, as usual.

Another knock.

And another.

The door opened, even though you thought you locked it.

"Go away." You whined, and pulled your blanket over your head.

"Y/n!" Peters small little voice yelped.

Your room was quite frightening. Bottles of vodka and rum littered everywhere, clothes thrown in every spot, and weed on ever counter place.

"Mhm."

He walked over to your bed, ripping your blanket off you to realize you weren't wearing really anything besides underwear and socks.

"Have you been eating?"

"Nope." You popped the p.

Your head was more cloudy than ever. Your eyes were almost shut.

Peter quickly grabbed clothes to put on you and dressed you himself. He sat down on the bed next to you and tried to sit you up.

"Why not." He huffed.

"Because have you seen me. I dont deserve anything." You angrily said.

"Y/n. You need to eat."

"I dont need to do anything."

"Dont you need to eat with your pills?"

"If I was taking them, yeah."

"You went off them?"

"Duh."

He looked at you with sad eyes.

"Please eat, I'll go whever in the city to get whatever you want." He begged.

"No, Peter."

"Yes, y/n."

"I'll just go to the kitchen." You groaned, shifting and standing up.

Your knees gave out after your first step. You bit your lip and tried to stop the tears in your eyes, had you really let it get this far?

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Number 8 “Everything hurts” pleaseee

lol anyone ya wanna request for orrrrr

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someone requested a girl x girl my gay ass is so SIKED

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Prompt List!!

a/n: im uninspired.

feel free to reblog & use

1. "Leave me alone."

2. "Havent heard from you in a while."

3. "I didnt want this to happen."

4. "Happy endings dont exist for people like us."

5. "I'm sorry, I need to go."

6. "You are the love of my life."

7. "I cant do this anymore."

8. "Everything hurts."

9. "Im sorry I didnt come to you."

10. "Did I mean nothing to you?"

11. "It was a mistake!"

12. "Youre cute when youre sleeping."

13. "I never loved you."

14. "You broke my heart."

15. "I can't do this without you."

16. "Please dont do this."

17. "Dont leave me."

18. "I hate you."

19. "You hurt me."

20. "We're bad for eachother."

21. "I love you."

22. "I loved you."

23. "I fucked up."

24. "I want to spend the rest of my life with you."

25. "About damn time."

26. "Are you drunk?"

27. "Are you high?"

28. "I swear to god if you say it one more time."

29. "Please dont cry."

30. "I love you to the moon and back."

31. "I'm pregnant."

32. "Kiss me."

33. "Are you insane?"

34. "I'm not okay."

35. "I'm scared."

36. "I miss you."

37. "I need you."

38. "I am here for you."

39. "Cuddle with me."

40. "Why was I not good enough?"

41. "Dont say that."

42. "You complete me."

43. "I couldnt do this without you."

44. "I'm too sober for this."

45. "Ow, my ass."

46. "You love me?"

47. "Can you be quiet?"

48. "You suck."

49. "You make me nervous."

50. "Marry me?"

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It's bc tumblr deleted a bunch of bots, I doubt anyone unfollowed you :)

ok thank you for clearing that hahha

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im mad lmfao i havent posted because im a dumbass bitch but my follower count DROPPED so hard

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You know how when a mother feels her child is in danger, she'll go to any extent to make dure theyre okay, like lift a car or run extraordinarily fast. I truly believe that i would have the same abilities to actually kill thanos for hurting my babies.

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hey i love your fics so much like they are the best thing to read. Just wanted to if you have any other tony fics in the works?

only one, so if youd like to request, please do, you are very welcome here.

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Hi! I have a request for a Bucky fic where the reader was best friends with Buck and Steve in the 40s (she somehow got the serum or something to preserve her like the boys) and the team calls her in to help Bucky with his bad Hydra memories. smut or fluff or both, whatever you think. I know you’ll write the best thing!!

posted!! hope it lives up to expectations <3

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Night Terrors - Bucky Barnes

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader

Warnings: smut! slight angst, oral (male recieving), unprotected sex (dont be a loner, cover your boner)

Request: Hi! I have a request for a Bucky fic where the reader was best friends with Buck and Steve in the 40s (she somehow got the serum or something to preserve her like the boys) and the team calls her in to help Bucky with his bad Hydra memories. smut or fluff or both, whatever you think. I know you’ll write the best thing!!

The call was quick.

“We need you. Somethings wrong with Bucky.”

You raced to the tower. Your feelings were overwhelming.

They hadn’t informed you on what was going on. You didn’t really care, you just needed him to be okay.

Steve and Bucky are the only remnants of your former life before the 21st century.

If you ever lost them, you dont know what you'd do.

When you got to the isolated tower, you ran in.

You spotted Steve, pacing.

"Where is he? Is he alright? Whats wrong?"

"Nightmares. He wont talk to me. Hes in his room."

Once you got to his room, you knocked lightly, not wanting to startle him.

He was sitting on his bed with his head in his hands.

When your eyes met, he looked different. His eyes were clouded and red.

"Y/n?"

"Its me."

"Distract me." He whimpered.

"Do you want to talk?" You sat next to him.

"No, no more talking."

"Then wh-"

You were cut off by him turning toward you and cupping your face.

"I need to be back in the 40s. How we used to be."

The two of you were never truly a couple. You had done it several times back then but ever since, nothing had happened.

"Are you sure?" You asked.

"Positive."

You climbed on his lap and grabbed the back of his neck. You looked into his eyes, hoping to see the same old Bucky from the 40s, happy.

You were met with something darker.

He crashed his lips into yours, and you moved quickly with him.

His lips traveled to your jaw and then your neck.

You gasped loudly.

"You know, darling, ive missed this." He mumbled.

"Oh god me too." You whimpered when his lips continued to trail down to your collarbone.

He pulled down your shirt lower and lower until her just ripped it off. He was more rough than he used to be. His hands tightly gripped your hips and flipped you under him.

He trailed his lips down your stomach, leave red and purple bites all over. Once he met your hips, he hesitated to pull off your leggings. You kicked off your shoes and gave him the look.

He practically ripped off your pants and you whimpered realizing how clothed he was.

He took off his shirt, grimacing his metal arm.

You quickly distracted him by kissing down his torso, kneeling right before him.

Your hands quickly worked their way to his jeans, unzipping them and pulling them down to his ankles along with his underwear.

You saw his ready cock and licked your lips in anticipation.

As you began to pump his member, you made eye contact with the brooding man.

You kitten-licked his tip, and then licked a solid stripe down his shaft.

"Doll just like that." He grumbled out.

You began to take him in your mouth, trying your best to fit all of him.

He threw his head back, his mouth open, panting. His eyes were squinted shut and he looked in pure bliss.

You kept going, hollowing your cheeks, he was clearly getting on edge quickly.

His hands were tangled in your hair, a makeshift ponytail made but not used to guide you. You were in control.

He was about to cum, and thats why you were so suprised when he pulled you off of him.

"Not yet." He mumbled, gesturing for you to stand up.

You did as told and faced him.

He wasted no time discarding your bra, and pushing you against the wall, rubbing your soaking panties.

"You're absolutely drenched for me, arent ya, doll." He smirked cockily.

"Just fuck me already, Bucky." You whimpered.

"No need to ask twice." He pulled down your panties, kissing your thighs slopily before coming back up to you.

He picked you up with your legs wrapped around his waist. He quickly entered you and you yelped.

He wasted no time before pulling out nearly all the way and slamming back in again.

The room echoed with the sound of your skin slapping together, your yells and moans, and buckys grunting and groaning.

Your nails dug into his shoulders, your legs feeling completely numb and limp.

You could barely hold on to his waist anymore.

"Bucky. Bed." You sputtered out.

He quickly did as told, without even pulling out. He began to pound into you in missionary position.

Your back arched up to almost reach his chest. Your toes curled.

"God, Bucky." You moaned.

"Y/n." He called out.

"Fuck! Bucky!" You yelled.

He knew what it meant. You were almost there.

The two of you switched positions so you were riding him.

His hands latched on to your hips, guiding you back and forth as you grinded down on him.

You began to shake and sputter as your finish came over you. You tried to keep going to keep him satisfied but you couldnt manage it.

He lifted you up, moving his hips to ride you through it, and at the same time, his orgasm washed over him.

"Oh, fuck." He spilled himself into you, groaning and gasping.

You rolled over onto the bed, getting yourself dressed.

"That was amazing." He said.

"It was incredible, but i gotta go so no one gets suspicious."

He nodded, knowingly. You grabbed your bra and panties, searching for your top.

"Shit. You ripped my shirt, remember."

"Whoops."

"Well now theyre definitely gonna know."

"So just stay. Who cares." He persuaded, grabbing his boxers and putting them on.

"Do you really want me to?"

"I would love you to, doll." He said, grabbing you and pulling you to the bed.

He hugged you close to his chest.

"Thank you." Bucky said.

"For what?"

"Being here."

"I always will be." You mumbled, nuzzling into his chest.

"Is everything alri- what?!" Steve barged in the room.

Your faces immediately turned beat red.

You looked at Bucky trying to think of an explanation why you were both on his bed, cuddling, in your underwear.

"Well, this really is just like the 40s." You said, referencing the first time the two of you did it, and Steve walked in.

"Nice job, Captain Cant Knock." Bucky shook his head, laughing

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Also!! If you want to be tagged in anything coming soon, just comment!!

Masterlist

**=smut

Bucky Barnes

Jealousy - You make it back from your unfortunate date to find just what you were looking for.

Girls Girls Girls** - Reader is on an undercover mission as a stripper with Sam and Bucky. Sam slyly sets the two of you up.

Bets - A cheesy wager happens between Bucky and Sam.

Peace - A soft morning with Bucky is just what the two of you needed.

Slipped - Of course it wasnt the right place or the right time, it had just slipped.

Night Terrors** - Bucky is having trouble sleeping and the team calls you. The two of yiu have the perfect distraction. (COMING SOON!)

Sam Wilson

Bets - A cheesy wager happens between Bucky and Sam.

Tony Stark

A Warning** - Tony teases under the table. You and Tony just happen to make it to your childhood bedroom.

Ropes** - Your dirtiest fantasies come true. For your twenty-first birthday Tony did everything you wished to you. (COMING SOON!)

Pietro Maximoff

Rainy Day** - Classic kitchen counter sex. (COMING SOON)

please request for the following!!

Steve Rogers

Wanda Maximoff

Natasha Romanoff

T'challa

Valkyrie

Peter Parker

(no smut please)

Thor Odinson

Loki

Bruce Banner

DISCLAIMER: I HAVE OTHER STUFF COMING SOON BUT THE FICS ON HERE ARE WHAT I INTEND ON RELEASING FIRST!!

DISCLAIMER #2: I HAVE A LOT OF REQUESTS RIGHT NOW, ALTHOUGH, THEYRE STILL OPEN!

[roughlybarnes]

Masterlist

**=smut

Bucky Barnes

Jealousy - You make it back from your unfortunate date to find just what you were looking for.

Girls Girls Girls** - Reader is on an undercover mission as a stripper with Sam and Bucky. Sam slyly sets the two of you up.

Bets - A cheesy wager happens between Bucky and Sam.

Peace - A soft morning with Bucky is just what the two of you needed.

Slipped - Of course it wasnt the right place or the right time, it had just slipped.

Night Terrors** - Bucky is having trouble sleeping and the team calls you. The two of yiu have the perfect distraction. (COMING SOON!)

Sam Wilson

Bets - A cheesy wager happens between Bucky and Sam.

Tony Stark

A Warning** - Tony teases under the table. You and Tony just happen to make it to your childhood bedroom.

Ropes** - Your dirtiest fantasies come true. For your twenty-first birthday Tony did everything you wished to you. (COMING SOON!)

Pietro Maximoff

Rainy Day** - Classic kitchen counter sex. (COMING SOON)

please request for the following!!

Steve Rogers

Wanda Maximoff

Natasha Romanoff

T'challa

Valkyrie

Peter Parker

(no smut please)

Thor Odinson

Loki

Bruce Banner

DISCLAIMER: I HAVE OTHER STUFF COMING SOON BUT THE FICS ON HERE ARE WHAT I INTEND ON RELEASING FIRST!!

DISCLAIMER #2: I HAVE A LOT OF REQUESTS RIGHT NOW, ALTHOUGH, THEYRE STILL OPEN!

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I just want to say that I LOVE YOUR WRITING ITS LIKE A WORK OF ART have a good day😂😂💖😂💖🙌🙌

thank you babe💖

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Bets - Sam & Bucky

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader, Sam Wilson x Reader

Warnings: fluff ?

Request: Bucky and Sam both being into the reader and competitively flirting??? And being kinda jealous but not like mean to each other cause they are buddies

AUTHORS NOTE: THIS IS SHIT IM SORRY

You walked into the kitchen to see Bucky, Sam, Nat and Tony.

“Hey y/n.”

You sighed, already knowing a pickup line was about to be shot your way by his tone.

“Is that a mirror in your pocket? Because I can see myself in those pants.” He laughed, turning to Natasha for a high five, only to receive an eye roll.

“Oh c’mon, I could do better than that.” Bucky quipped.

“I’d like to see you try.” Sam egged him on.

“Y/n?”

“Yes, Bucky.” You grumbled, shoving your hands over your face.

“Are you tired?”

“No.”

“Are you sure? Cause you’ve been running through my mind all day.”

“Okay that was just dumb.” Said Tony.

You left the kitchen and went back to your room, tired of their cheesy come ons.

After a nap, you made your way to the living room.

“Somebody call the cops!” Sam yelled!

“What why?!” Everyone went into panic mode, ready to fight.

“Because it’s got to be illegal to look that good!” Sam finished.

Bucky smacked Sam on the back of the head.

“You can’t tell that in a house full of avengers, Sam.” He scolded.

Everyone went back to their conversations, and you took a seat next to Sam.

You sneezed and were met with bless yous from Bruce and Sam.

“I’d say God Bless you, but it looks like he already did.” Bucky couldn’t help himself.

“Jesus!” You yelled!

You could never catch a break between the two of them. The lines and gestures.

Once, Sam bought a whole bouquet home from a mission for you.

You thought he was kidding at first, until you began to notice up on the flirting and suggestiveness that you hadn’t picked up on before.

It didn’t help that Bucky did the same thing.

Instead of flowers, Bucky would bring home candy. Mostly chocolate.

They had both brought home souvenirs for missions you didnt attend. They never failed to wow you with a gift, even though you’d never really accept.

Their tones and attitudes were always convincingly comical. Nothing ever seemed serious with the two of them. Pick up lines were just funny to them.

Later, you made your way to the training room, finding Peter, Bucky, Steve, and Sam.

You werent going to act like you werent attracted to them, you decided to play along.

"Hey beautiful." Bucky greeted.

"Hi handsome." You never really answered back but something got into you today.

"Hello gorgeous." Sam chimed in.

"Hey good lookin'."

"So, y/n, Bucky and Sam have been arguing for forever about who you'd choose to date?!" Peter exaggerated.

"Thats easy!" You paused.

"Okay, then who." Sam rushed.

"Neither one of you? We're a team!" You laughed.

Their faces looked relieved but also annoyed. Had they really been serious about liking you?

"Oh c'mon, for real who would you go out with." Bucky pushed.

"Honestly, I havent thought about it." You giggled.

"Dont even joke, its definitely me, I dont think y/n is into older guys." Sam nudged Bucky.

"Hey! My age just means more experience!" He winked in your direction. "Besides, she's totally got the hots for me!"

You shook your head, rolling your eyes.

"I bet I could make her blush before you could!" Sam challenged.

"I wanna do more than make her blush." Bucky smirked.

"Then why havent you." You bit your lip.

Peter and Steve looked bewildered.

You walked more toward Sam and Bucky.

When you reached them you first turned to Bucky, grabbing his shirt and pulling him down to almost meet you. You licked your lips and moved your hand to the back of his neck. You ran your fingers through his hair before turning to Sam.

You ran your hands up his arms and met his cheeks, biting your lips and barely missing his before turning your head to the side to whisper in his ear.

"I win." Seeing their flustered faces.

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Peace - Bucky Barnes

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader

Warnings: fluffy as fuck

Request: Can you do one where it's just really nice and domestic Bucky? It can be smut or not idc. Btw Ilysm thank you for existing

authors note: sorry about the length again I’m a bITCH for not writing more but here enjoy this soft ass fluff.

You woke to the sun shining through your blinds. The room was warm, and comfortable.

Bucky was still sleeping, his features were soft.

His lips were slightly parted, soft snores coming from him.

The light hit his face so perfectly.

His arm was draped around your waist, his legs tangled in the sheets.

For once, he looked at peace.

His eyes fluttered open and he furrowed his brows. You couldn’t help but giggle at his confused expression.

“Something funny, huh?” He teased, placing his hand on your waist and lightly gripping.

“You’re just so adorable.” You muttered.

“What a clichè!” He laughed at your cheesiness. “Every romantic move you’ve forced me to sit through had that line.”

“Well it’s the truth!” You laughed, cupping his face.

The laughter died down and he smiled warmly at you.

“I love you.” He mumbled, kissing your forehead.

“I love you.” This time, you kissed his lips.

After you pulled away, you got lost in his eyes. Lately he’s seemed happier, his eyes less clouded with guilt and anger.

“What’re we going to do today?” You asked.

“How about” He started, grabbing both your hands from his cheeks and holding them. “We just do absolutely nothing.”

“I couldn’t have said it any better than you did, babe.” You hummed, closing your eyes and squirming until he rolled over so you could put your head on his chest.

His metal fingers stroked your hair, instantly putting you at an even more calm state.

“This is perfect.” You spoke.

“I know.”

“Why can’t it always be like this?”

“Just appreciate what we have, here, now.” He continued to stroke your hair.

He hummed softly, a tune that was unrecognizable to you, so you guessed it was from the 40s.

“Do you ever miss it?” You question.

“Hmm?”

“The forties, do you miss them?”

“Sometimes, it was a bit easier back then, before I went to war. Times were simpler, I didn’t have to worry about fighting a super villain, one with powers, at least.”

“If you had the choice, to go back, for none of this to ever happen, would you?”

“Absolutely not.”

“And why’s that?”

“I would’ve never met you.”

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How come when I go into your tags everything is tøp related

because I used to be a tøp acc, just recently switched