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Some of you transbian switches out there are bottoms who CAN top a subbier girl but melt at the first sign of assertiveness and it shows

Like one "good girl" from a sultry voice and you're a puddle on the ground

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Hypnotizing a trans girl to alleviate her dysphoria :3

Whenever I see another trans woman struggling with dysphoria, I want to take her somewhere quiet and comfortable. I give her a few moments to let her get cozy, then I check in on her. Just ask how she's doing. Then, if she isn't doing so well, if it seems like she needs it, I bring out a little screen. Unassuming, no bigger than a cellphone.

Until I turn it on.

Then she sees the spiral. The soft colors, lazily swirling inwards into the center. Inviting the eye to follow. I encourage her to focus. Just watch the spiral. Let it pull her in and lead her deeper down, down, down, down, down, d o w n,

down.

The display reflects in her eyes as she watches, completely engrossed. Until her focus begins to slip. She fights to maintain it, trying to keep her drooping eyelids open. But it's too late. Her face softens with a sleepy, empty peace, her expression one of vacant bliss. The spiral has her.

I slip my fingers beneath her chin, gently lifting her face to mine. I praise her, she's doing so well, what a good girl she is! Then I tell her what I brought her here to say. I remind her that she is a woman. A beautiful, amazing woman. A woman the world is lucky to have in it, whether the world realizes that or not. I remind her of every way in which she is radiant and wonderful and important. No matter what, no matter the dysphoria or the shitty people trying to tell her she isn't, she is a woman.

I ask her to repeat this to me. She does, her voice a soft whisper. She's doing so well! Such a good girl!

I tell her that when I snap my fingers, she will awake, this knowledge cemented within her.

Her attention drifts back towards the spiral, reluctant to leave the quiet blissful haze it has pulled her into. Cute as it is, however, it's time for her to wake up.

I put the screen away and snap my fingers.

She blinks and the haze clears from her eyes. It takes a moment for her consciousness to trickle back. She looks around, finds her surroundings unchanged. I can't help but tease her just a little, ask her if she's alright, tell her she spaced out for a minute there. Collecting herself, she says she's fine.

She leaves soon afterwards- we were just checking in, after all. As she goes, however, she feels lighter. Unburdened by the ugly feelings from a short while ago. Whenever they threaten to return, she's able to dispel them at once with a thought. I am a woman. A beautiful, amazing woman. No matter what. She repeats it like a mantra. It works every time.

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Bite me and leave me bruised 😈😈😈

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Photos from wax play night 🤭🤭🤭

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Frankenstein and her monster

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imagine you're a mechanic in the Transformers universe and you have a car come in with engine trouble so you open it up and the engine is just full of some kind of weird fast-spreading rust. never seen anything like it before

so you're like. hmmm. and you call the Autobots like 'hi I know this number is supposed to be for reporting possible Decepticon activity but I've got some kind of alien bullshit going on and I don't know who to ask'. they hand you over to Ratchet and Rachet is like 'hm I think I know what that is but let me come run some tests'

SO Ratchet comes over and has a look at the engine and is like yeah as I thought. its crotch rust. and you're like 'crotch rust??' and he's like yeah its crotch rust. its a. well I think humans call them STIs? its like that.

so you're like '..........are you telling me a Transformer fucked this car' and he's like yeah. looks that way. and you're like 'what in the world' and he's like I don't know. people are freaks. anyway we don't want this stuff spreading so I'll be back tomorrow with the right nanites. keep it away from the other cars.

he comes back the next day like okay so I have good news and I have bad news. you're like 'well what's the good news' and he's like WELL I spent last night testing all the autobots for crotch rust and they're all clean. so you're like 'does that mean the car wasn't fucked' and he's like oh no the car was definitely fucked there's no other way this could have happened.

so you're like 'wait. are you saying a Decepticon fucked this car?' and he's like yes. we have a Decepticon fucking cars. and they are giving the cars STIs. thank you for bringing this to our attention here are the nanites goodbye.

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“Hey Roxy, why do you like hypnosis so much?”

I dunno, sometimes I just don’t want to have to make decisions or think about shit 🤷‍♀️

(plus being autistic and trans I’ve almost always been treated like I’m doing something fundamentally wrong, and part of me wishes there was just somebody telling me how to do things in a way that would result in me being liked instead of ostracized 🤷‍♀️)

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This sleep paralysis demon do be kinda thicc tho 👀

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what do you mean halloween is over? can't a witch cast her spells either way?! // pinup for chiphead99!

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I want to be forcefully pet by at least two people. Like the way a group of people will gang up on a dog and pet it real hard and it loves it? I need that in my life. I need to not be able to keep track of the hands on my body.

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The need to be hypnotized but not for anything kinky, just so I don’t have to think or do anything for a while. Mindwipe me and leave me on the couch for a few hours pls

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Thinking about Chimera Ariane again

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little known dragon fact: they have really pretty eyes

go ahead! look at them!

aren't they gorgeous? so vast and deep and heavy?

that's right. sink down into them. feel yourself fall lower and lower past the point where you have any control~

no, don't run. in fact, stay nice and still... that's a good little human...

aww, you're blushing! do you like how her tail caresses your throat and tilts your head back as she circles you like a cat stalking a mouse? don't be silly, of course you do... humans are so easy.

come now, you'd rather be a dragon's pet anyway, wouldn't you? as long as you're nice and obedient for her, she probably won't even eat you~

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your late night walk just got a little more interesting... // halloween pinup for starry_snepfox! just had to post this one, was too excited not to!

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Fish posting today

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bruh i wasn't meant to have a job and participate in society, i was meant to be a dumb little kitty and have people call me a good girl and a pretty girl who's doing such a good job, and also an awful stinky creature and a little rat goblin :3