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[rubybaely]

i thought about the gone series and i realized i couldn't remember most events in these books so i read the wikipedia page and what. what do you mean talking coyotes anti mutant supremacist group kid who can control his density kid who emits deadly microwave rays what do you mean?????

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[rubybaely]

My current plan to recover from my mental and emotional existence is to just go so deep into being insane that I'll come out sane on the other side. Being a chronic people pleaser plagued with impostor syndrome stretched me too thin, and that leash simply snapped and I am now a completely untethered, unapologetic vermin.

Fuck having impostor syndrome, if I'm not entitled to be here they should've barred the doors better. If I'm doing everything wrong because of imaginary rules that nobody told me about, that's their problem, you should have made your confusing system more idiot-proof.

I'm not here to please everyone and do everything right. I'm here to make bad art, chew on furniture, make people laugh, cook awful food and look at pretty landscapes, and piss off the people who don't want me to exist. If I have an unseen infinite debt somewhere that I can never pay back, I'm going to keep running that tab until I die. I'm alive purely because the universe is shit at pest control.

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[rubybaely]

every single fandom: isn’t it so sad that we’ll never be able to read them again for the first time,, without remembering anything,,

trc fandom: .. yeah real sad, totally. i feel you

[rubybaely]

fuck dating apps i want to meet someone the old fashioned way (i see your spirit on the corpse road so now i know you're going to die in the next year)

[rubybaely]

journal comics

#6 august

[rubybaely]

being alone all the time feels fine until you have a normal conversation with someone then its like ohhhh i was losing my mind ok.

[rubybaely]

i swear this is my last post about the darkest minds movie but i just wanted to throw this out there 

orange naturally comes after yellow and red yes?

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[rubybaely]

the most hilarious thing about the darkest minds movie is that their eyes light up with the color of their abilities whenever they use them; and in the movie chubs is green and sometimes his eyes turn green whenever he just like formulates a thought

like for example this is towards the end when psfs come storming east river and clancy is clearly cooperating with them

i love this because what the filmmakers are implying is that chubs needs his superhuman ability in order to draw the conclusion that clancy is helping the soldiers when it is so blatantly obvious in this scene but thank you green chubs for clearing this up i love the darkest minds movie

[rubybaely]

ALICENT HIGHTOWER and RHAENYRA TARGARYEN HOUSE OF THE DRAGON — 1x01: “The Heirs of the Dragon” (2022)

[rubybaely]

“the horrors” is such a good phrase for when anyone experiences anything. going to work? thats the horrors. thinking about a really awful time of your life? the horrors. waking up before youre supposed to and not being able to fall back asleep? also the horrors

[rubybaely]

coming back from the dead rn but you mean to tell me we almost had the DIRECTOR OF THE FIRST TWILIGHT MOVIE directing the raven cycle show and they cancelled the project?????

they took so much from us oh my fucking god

[rubybaely]

rewatched the darkest minds movie and rereading the book and i think that

a) movie still sucks but

b) i don't think they ever could have made a faithful and interesting movie bc so much of what makes the book and ruby compelling is her internal dialogue and her mental development and it's just so hard to translate to the screen in any way

(though the movie didn't seem to care abt giving ruby any development at all, even if they had tried it wouldn't have hit as hard as the book imo)

[rubybaely]

It's Elephants Foot Friday!!!!

RB to instantly receive 8000 roentgens of radiation

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when exactly is uptown funk gon give it to me?