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hey bro can I smell your dick not in a weird way though

this ask has been sitting in my inbox for eight years and today i am setting it free like a caged bird

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The Desire to Disappear

By Remus C. Lewis

29-4-2023

Sometimes I want to exist way from everything

Some days I’d like to wake up and see everything the way it was

Sometimes I wish that I would walk along the hall

Feeling the rough gray wallpaper and listening to my footsteps

One day I hope I can walk by room after room and see no one

I would look down at my feet

Then at the linoleum floor, reflecting the cooling lights above

I’d look at my face smiling in the warped shine of each tile

And I would be safe with me and the moths and the dogs

Each step I would take radiating the empty echo of a place

Once filled with life

I would look out the windows that only shone white

And create soothing sounds in the space I’m given

How I would I’ve to feel the sweet water roll off my skin

Into my mouth and onto the floor

I would lock the door each night and enjoy my time

Light candles, collect things, be on my own

And I wouldn’t be scared

Because I know there’s a life for me to come back to

While it seems I’d just be gone a moment

I would live whole lives without you

I’ll come and go with the seasons

Or when I’m sad I’ll look at the way home

Asking why I’d want to be alone

But then I look at what I have

I’m okay

Alone

But okay

Because I have almost everything I need

Almost everything

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Boba Tea I made this afternoon :)

Very yummy

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An inkling girl doodle I did while waiting for my finals.

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A splatoon speed draw with my custom brushes.

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Silly lil’ guy

Sillylittlenic

A gender that feels like it’s radiating silly little guy energy (not necessarily a masculine gender)

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existinaught

a gender that feels like being a liminal existiance ; existing but at the same time not existing.

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she’s also a lesbian <333

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— cutempthic ! ☆♪

a gender that is cute, but empty, voidlike, and feels like nothing, with an association with moths.

— read my dni before interacting, reblog please ♡