ruthdecaesstecker

[ruthdecaesstecker]

“These last few weeks it’s as if I have woken up from a dream. I can’t call it a nightmare, because I know I have been blessed. But it’s as if a veil have been torn away and I’m seeing myself and my place in the world clearly. Perhaps for the first time... It’s not enough to say I have outgrown people and things. I have outgrown my past. I am shedding my skin. I feel exquisitley vulnarable.” @madonna #madonna #mama #vulnerable #skin #lettinggo #ishootfilm #pentax #analogphotography #analog #selfportrait #analogue #35mm #female #filmphotography #black #tattoo #inkedgirls #ifouleave #uncertainmag #missnothingmag https://www.instagram.com/p/BpR8OCSnrPX/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=zahx7waey02b

[ruthdecaesstecker]

So proud to be part (again) of this amazing filmphotography initiative! Film is not dead... on the contrary. Take a look @uncertainmag and discover some great photographers all over the world: from Serbia, Pakistan, Spain, Italy, Belgium, America, ... #uncertainmag #summerof18 #analog #ezine #filmphotography #filmphoto #analogue #love #proud #filmisnotdead https://www.instagram.com/p/BoLl1auH_bz/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=7bleu27ktg1c

[ruthdecaesstecker]

Lanzarote, you took my breath away. Island of wonder. Black soil under my feet. Sahara Desert wind on my skin while I was standing on top of the volcano, trying to catch your beauty with my pentax. Lanzarote, you took my breath away. #uncertainmag #lanzarote #summerof18 #islandofwonder #youtookmybreathaway #pentax #analogphotography #filmphotography #ishootfilm #analog #35mm #analog #filmphotography #filmisnotdead https://www.instagram.com/p/BoLnL2Pnj5v/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1hthnns7ytky3

[ruthdecaesstecker]

“Summer of ‘18 meant reuniting with friends and family; trips to that special place or discovering new, exciting ones; falling in love and finding the perfect space to get away from the heathwave; going back to the roots and experience summer on a whole new level... In the end we believe we created a time capsule filled with distinct summer memories from our community that will last forever.” @uncertainmag #summerof18 #filmphotography #analogphotography #ishootfilm #specialplace #lanzarote #summer #timecapsule #filmcommunity #uncertainmag #analog #film #analogue #love #filmisnotdead https://www.instagram.com/p/BoLmkwUnIz4/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=11ypi8axp1nkv

[ruthdecaesstecker]

We could be the most psychedelic We could shine brighter than glitter There's only one way up We could be the most transcendent Go deep like Dylan There's only one way out #utopia #lykkeli #polaroid #polaroidfilm #spectra #image #doubleexposure #notricks #analog #selfportrait #analogue #female #filmphotography #body #temple #selfawareness #analogtherapy #ifyouleave #ifyouleavestagram #uncertainmag #girlgaze #deep #glitter #filmisnotdead #womenwhoshootfilm #dylan https://www.instagram.com/p/BoM3njsnz0s/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1gvojtk1t5fv6

[ruthdecaesstecker]

(may i touch said he how much said she a lot said he) why not said she #eecummings #he #she #love #poetry #polaroid #analog #selfportrait #fujifilm #doubleexposure #analogue #female #filmphotography #filmisnotdead #uncertainmag #ifyouleave #analogphotography https://www.instagram.com/p/Bn1DntJHts1/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=luzs6loc16u4

[ruthdecaesstecker]

you tell me to quiet down cause my opinions make me less beautiful but i was not made with a fire in my belly so i could be put out i was not made with a lightness on my tongue so i could be easy to swallow i was made heavy half blade and half silk difficult to forget and not easy for the mind to follow... #rupikaur #milkandhoney #polaroid #analog #fujifilm #doubletrouble #doubleexposure #analogue #female #filmphotography #ifyouleave #uncertainmag #thefutureisfemale #fire #mybody #mytemple https://www.instagram.com/p/Bn27mrynp7S/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=102bwdap5qd8g

[ruthdecaesstecker]

Do you see me? Can you see me? Well, frankly... I don’t give a damn anymore if you see me... I see me. I see you. Very clearly... #polaroid #analogphotography #analog #selfportrait #comingofage #analogue #female #filmphotography #doubleexposure #wanderlust https://www.instagram.com/p/Bn1obq8nTnj/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=rn4i6vxm8ymx

[ruthdecaesstecker]

And now the sun is up, I'm coming down (Nobody nowhere, I'm nobody nowhere) We just blow it up, blow it out Sex money feelings die Baby don't you cry Sex money feelings die Baby don't you cry #lykkeli #sexmoneyfeelingsdie #polaroid #analog #selfie #doubletrouble #doubleexposure #analogue #female #filmphotography #bmw #ifyouleave #thepolavoid #uncertainmag #girlgaze #analoguevibes #actingonfilm #aboutlove https://www.instagram.com/p/BnopbdhHky9/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=16c511zadw2b2

[ruthdecaesstecker]

I was born to love you with every single beat of my heart. I was born to love you every single day of my life. #queen #summeroflove #polaroid #analog #selfportrait #doubleexposure #analogue #female #filmphotograhy #mybody #mytemple #ifyouleave #uncertainmag #girlgaze #ishootfilm #thepolavoid

[ruthdecaesstecker]

I was born to love you with every single beat of my heart. I was born to love you every single day of my life. #queen #summeroflove #polaroid #analog #selfportrait #doubleexposure #analogue #female #filmphotograhy #mybody #mytemple #ifyouleave #uncertainmag #girlgaze #ishootfilm #thepolavoid

[ruthdecaesstecker]

I was born to love you with every single beat of my heart. I was born to love you every single day of my life. #queen #summeroflove #polaroid #analog #selfportrait #doubleexposure #analogue #female #filmphotograhy #mybody #mytemple #ifyouleave #uncertainmag #girlgaze #ishootfilm #thepolavoid

[ruthdecaesstecker]

I'd finally come to understand what it had been: a yearning for a way out, when actually what I had wanted to find was a way in. #wild #poppy #summer #flowers #pentax #shootfilm #filmisnotdead #analog #love #analogue #35mm #filmphotography #ifyouleave #uncertainmag #ishootfilm

[ruthdecaesstecker]

I'd finally come to understand what it had been: a yearning for a way out, when actually what I had wanted to find was a way in. #wild #poppy #summer #flowers #pentax #shootfilm #filmisnotdead #analog #love #analogue #35mm #filmphotography #ifyouleave #uncertainmag #ishootfilm

[ruthdecaesstecker]

I'd finally come to understand what it had been: a yearning for a way out, when actually what I had wanted to find was a way in. #wild #poppy #summer #flowers #pentax #shootfilm #filmisnotdead #analog #love #analogue #35mm #filmphotography #ifyouleave #uncertainmag #ishootfilm

[ruthdecaesstecker]

I often take a look at myself... a good oldschool look. How I feel now? What is running through my veins? Am I ok? Do I act ok? Am I not too fierce? Do I tell my loved ones that I love them? Can I do better? Can I be better? Do I live the life that I want? Did I made the right choices? Am I good mother? A good friend? A good lover? Does my work moves people? One thing I do know. Our life is sooo short and can be over in one second. You just can’t wrap your head around thát fact. So... live your life. Love your life. Do what you have to do. Make a little difference. And please love like you never loved before... #selfportrait #selfawareness #love #live #analog #filmphotography #female #analogue #selfie #paris #ishootfilm #canon #canonae1 #ifyouleave #uncertainmag #analogphotography

[ruthdecaesstecker]

I often take a look at myself... a good oldschool look. How I feel now? What is running through my veins? Am I ok? Do I act ok? Am I not too fierce? Do I tell my loved ones that I love them? Can I do better? Can I be better? Do I live the life that I want? Did I made the right choices? Am I good mother? A good friend? A good lover? Does my work moves people? One thing I do know. Our life is sooo short and can be over in one second. You just can’t wrap your head around thát fact. So... live your life. Love your life. Do what you have to do. Make a little difference. And please love like you never loved before... #selfportrait #selfawareness #love #live #analog #filmphotography #female #analogue #selfie #paris #ishootfilm #canon #canonae1 #ifyouleave #uncertainmag #analogphotography