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hi besties in my phone. i hope today is so so good to you. i hope something special happens to remind you that it’s not always bad. ily.
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Finally seeing HT today and been desperately looking forward to it after the whole conversation with sister thing and with A being on vacation. So of course now I have a throbbing headache that will make doing any actual therapy stuff near impossible 🤠
#so mad about it#last week was Not Good#i need the support#i need to connect to myself#and i need HTs help w that#but now blinking hurts#and pcm/ibu aint doing shit#but if i take my migraine med im not able to do therapy either bc sleepy#so fucking annoying#still have some hope itll go well wjth HT#but also trying to prep for huge disappointment#so so so very 😭🫠#personal
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okay. enough jokes. i'd like to take shelter in the warmth of your gaze now
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I'm struggling. Asked HT if she has time for an appointment this week. She doesn't. Have to wait til next Wednesday. It's sad but fine. I want A but for that I have to hold on til the 23rd.
I can feel myself shrinking away. I don't know how to feel and words are lost. I don't know. I have to get up now, decided to work from home which isn't what's best for me but it's all I can manage.
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It was alright with my sister. I'm tired and sad and confused because this felt like such a huge make or break thing - but it was just fine. She seems to mostly get extremely stuck in the feeling of having to be the middle man between me and our parents.
She didn't ask why I cut contact. She asked if it has been good for me and seemed happy when I said it has been. She said she respects my choice if this is a choice I had to make for myself.
It seems my sister really has a completely different view of the family dynamics. It's wild. She explicitly said she doesn't want to know any big reasons I cut contact when I'm not giving our parents any reasons. I understand her not wanting to have to keep big secrets - good thing I didn't plan on telling her anything. I guess it feels lonely though. Just weird.
We talked for roughly an hour so obviously a lot was said, but I don't have many words right now. I feel relieved. Empty. Sad. I don't know why I feel so sad. Nothing sad happened, yet I just want to cry.
I miss A, a lot, and it sucks having to wait another 2 weeks to see her (and it feels magical that I still feel connected to her). I'm also really exhausted. I just really, really hope I'll be able to have a decent sleep tonight.
#last night at 1:30am I was woken up by a big thunder clap#took a long while for my body to calm down again#and then i just kept waking up every half hour-hour or so#personal
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Just sending good luck <3
Thank you anon <3
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I'm still with my friends in Antwerp which is really nice but I'm also reaching a point where I feel physically sick with fear and tension about seeing my sister on monday. I feel very tense and like there is a shaky energy in me. It's like I can feel my window of tolerance shrinking to the size of a pea. It's really hard to remind myself I'm okay, to keep taking deep breaths, to not get frustrated and annoyed by anything and everything. Just over 48 more hours like this and then... I don't even know. Who knows how I'll feel after that conversation.
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whoever writes the nyt connections categories is experiencing joan of arc type visions & hallucinations
#i screenshotted this to send it to my 2 connections besties (2 colleagues)#but they would never. never understand this level of tumblr textposting#so i'll just giggle about this post quietly
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happy government collapse to all my fellow dutchies 🥳
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👀 possible Dutch cabinet/coalition collapse mere weeks before huge NATO summit @ the Hague ???? 👉👈
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HHAHAHhhahahah it happened 😈😈😈
👀 possible Dutch cabinet/coalition collapse mere weeks before huge NATO summit @ the Hague ???? 👉👈
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