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[saejimin]

Hey, whatever drove you to your eating disorder, I just wanted to say I’m sorry.

Weather it was a fatphobic comment overheard during class, or bullying, or a “health” obsessed parent, or a society saturated in diet culture, or trauma, or anything else; I’m sorry.

You were wronged. You may never hear it from the people or things that influenced it, so hear it from me.

You deserve better.

I’m sorry.

[saejimin]

Oh, to be a skinny girl in a big flannel..

Oh, to be a skinny girl with lovely clear skin..

Oh, to be a skinny girl buying a new wardrobe because the old one doesn’t fit anymore..

Oh, to be a skinny girl just like HE likes..

Oh, to be a skinny girl with a killer jaw..

Oh, to be a skinny girl and give off a badass vibe..

Oh, to be a skinny girl with perfect eyeliner..

Oh, to be a skinny girl with a tiny waist that people want to hug.. with small thighs that don’t touch.. with bony fingers.. with collarbones and ribs.. with a flat stomach.. with hipbones that stick out.. with tiny ankles and skinny calves..

Oh, to be skinny..✨

[saejimin]

i want to be dainty, i want to be fragile, i want to be delicate

i want my thighs to look like they shouldn't be able to hold me up; i want my wrists to seem snappable; i want to still feel my ribs when i sit down; i want the chains of necklaces to pool in my collarbones; i want to see every single bone in my hands and feet when i sit cross-legged or hold a pen; i want my shoulder blades to jut out with my every gesture.

i want to be dainty, i want to be delicate, i want to be fragile.

[saejimin]

is there a better revenge than getting skinny?

[saejimin]

Oh how badly I want to have a body like Rosé..

[saejimin]

i wanna be skinny so my crush can finally like me

[saejimin]

i just started my fast now :) my goal is to fast for 168 hours (7 days) so if anyone wants to join me or keep up with each other then please feel free to say hi!