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Bought an iPad!

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No babe I’m not studying I’m doing the homework I had 6 weeks to complete

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Not to be dramatic but this made me cry

We need to get a little uncomfortable for a minute. But it's ok. You have to be uncomfortable in order to grow.

You're going to fail. You're going to disappoint people and yourself. You're going to have moments where you're so overwhelmed that you're curled in a ball crying and frustrated. You're going to miss important milestones. You're going to drop the ball so many times things seem impossible. You're going to fail. You're going to be mean. You're going to be a bad person at points. It's life. It happens. You just need to understand that it happens. And on those days where you want to dissappear and never be seen again because everything is too much, your brain is going to amplify all these faults and failures and make them seem worse.

Babe. We all go through this. We ALL fail. We ALL make awful choices and fuck people and ourselves over. We ALL will have moments where we are the villains. Where we completely fail a lot of people in our lives due to bad decisions. It will happen. Probably multiple times. What matters is that you recognize these things and make appropriate changes in your life to help make sure that next time isn't as bad. Maybe start learning time management so you're not stressed constantly and blowing up on everyone. Maybe find a healthy outlet like painting or the gym or cooking. Find small, simple joys to make life better. It's going to suck. You're going to be the bad guy. But that's not your entire life.

It's uncomfortable and hard to sit with. Sometimes things are your fault. Sometimes you make bad choices and they fuck your life up and fuck others over at the same time. It happens. You can't change the past, but you have the power to change your future. You can change your future. Talk to people. Find yourself outlets. Learn skills. Things get better, but they only do so if you put the effort for them to do so. I love you. You're trying. And that's all you can do. And one day you'll slip backwards and feel so defeated but when that happens, you'll have many tools to help you get even further. I promise babe everything will be ok.

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she’s a 10 but she will procrastinate studying until the last minute and then cry about academic pressure

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7/07/2023

Had a day out! Went around to a couple bookstores in central London and then went to the cutest cafe in soho :) also visited an adorable photobooth. Extremely glad exams are over but I’m scared to receive results over the next week.

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25/06/2023

This week has just been full of revision, I’m in the middle of exams so obviously. But also I’ve spent so much time on chemistry I’ve absolutely neglected my other two subjects so I’ll low-key be please if I can pull a B.

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30/05/2023

Went out to the British library to study and then we went to Hyde park after for a walk! Managed to get a little chemistry done but not as much as I would’ve liked.. especially with exams coming up.

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Hiii! New to the studying side of tumblr, just made this account to help me focus more with studying and I’m hoping to be more motivated :) I’ll post whenever and try not to have a scheduled post (and it may not be study content all the time, might just be a picture dump from the day). I study alevels (chemistry geography and psychology) and I’m in sixth form.