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Showtimers are starving, so I have to do charity work.

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Oooohhh showtime is BACK BBY!!

🙌🙌🙌

This is what Caine was dreaming about when he fell asleep during the softball game guys trust ✌️✌️✌️

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Hang Gang new PFP just dropped!

Been needing to update for a while and was really proud of it ☺️☺️

That’s all! Hope you enjoyed the two chapters, I’ll edit them properly as I kinda rushed it out on my phone so sorry for the mistakes!

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https://archiveofourown.org/works/57245806/chapters/171306649

We're baaaack!

CHAPTERS 13 AND 14 ARE POSTED FOLKS HAVE AT IT!

Happy Pride Month once again WOOOOOO, Abstragedy fans I hope I served you well!

Love, Sammy⭐️🌙

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🩷💛🩵🙌🙌🙌

yippiee 🩷💛🩵

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UPDATES!

New format I'm trying out and I really dig it so far, but yeah just thought I'd let you guys know the sitch!

See you soon and HAPPY PRIDE MONTH!!!🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️

Love, Sammy⭐️🌙

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“Caine is scared of water” sonic aahhh attitude

ironically pool party!caine is scared of water

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🐝🐝🎪🫡

world bee day!

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It'll quench ya!

As any distinguished and successful wacky ringmaster knows!

👁🦷👁

Reminder; it might not seem like much but it's important to hydrate in order to stay healthy!

-Love, Sammy⭐️🌙

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So how are you doing? Drinking water? Eating enough food? Maybe some fruit?

Honestly not too good...But I'm back! Taking care of myself and getting back on track! Thanks so much for asking!

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!!Back in Business!! 2/2

TADA!

I really love this trio a lot, the colours, whilst different shades all culminate into the primary ones, let's break this down:

As some might know, I have been in the Sonic fandom since 2012, so yeah, have experience in THAT mine field, but nah it's such an amazing fandom and has helped me through a lot, kinda needed it more than ever.

Of course our girl's in this, admittedly you can garner a little self projection in this one, really showing how I've personally been feeling, there'd be days where I'd just lie in bed and listen to Sonic music whilst crying or really any music. But please do not worry, I am getting better!

And our little darling bean! Yes I have seen the spring update! Whilst I started the piece back in February, the update really motivated me to keep chipping away and to get it done and be proud of it.

SOOOOOOOO I thought why don't I just grow attached to them and bring them together!

I do have a question for you guys though:

That being said, I will be in touch VERY SOON to give indication on what the sitch is with TAMC and Starman, I'm getting more ideas and have revamped some things also; Please note with TAMC in particular it might be on the more lighthearted side, this is due to me not wanting to trigger myself, I do apologise in advance.

Will be writing Soon! Thank you! 😊

-Love, Sammy⭐️🌙

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Back in Business! 1/2

Howdy gamers!

Really needed to pop back up here and just let you all know what's happened briefly.

Unfortunately as of late things have been...terrible to say the least, I've been at a really, really low point in my life, I would say kinda the lowest of the low, I dropped everything and just robotically went to work and acted like everything was fine, but it wasn't.

Personal mental issues took a nose dive after life factors kept dragging me through the ground and it was awful, I had no motivation to even go on a walk or clean my room, just wake up, work, home, sleep, repeat.

Being so burnt out of everything in life in general, so many factors just kept on piling on and I will admit, it got...super scary, I won't get into too much detail, but please know that I am okay now, so that's a plus.

As for the projects I was working on, even those were far from my mind, I lost all motivation for The Amazing Monstrous Circus and Starman, I couldn't look at a document without feeling down.

But. One thing that I did, made myself do every day since I hit rock bottom was to pick an important piece of art I wanted to do for the longest time and just, chip away at it. Obviously, this fanart isn't the cure all and I am still improving my art, those also have been thrown out the window of doing one every month (clearly).

But, that is to say I think I'm happy enough to come back and be back on track with everything, I really do apologise for letting it fester for so long but I just couldn't handle saying/posting anything.

The positivity will come in the next post!

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Chapter 1 of Starman is up!

It's short and sweet I feel and to the point, humble beginnings I think, I didn't wanna get to crazy, that'll be future me's problem teehee!

Anyway I hope you guys like it!

As always,

-Love, Sammy⭐️🌙

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STARMAN: A Shadow and Agent Stone Friend hurt/comfort fic

Welcome folks to a New Sonic Fic coming very soon to an Ao3 theatre near you!

Agent Stone, whose unwavering loyalty is vanquished when the doctor sacrifices himself to save the world, goes through the motions of existing in a reality where everything and nothing reminds him of Dr Robotnik, his emotions are tested time and again, especially when a certain broody hedgehog is found alive and just as disgruntled as ever. He should be more than livid, but can't find it in himself to do so, something he sees in Shadow prevents him from such rage.

Stone slowly finds all the lessons he planned to teach the doctor, maybe he could share with an equally lost soul? 

Pull up a chair, enjoy a latte with Austrian goat milk and happy reading! 

Things to note:

I understand I am late to the trend and there are plenty of talented people who were on the ball long before I was , this has been ruminating in my mind and stuffed in the back of my projects. I'm brushing the slightly collected dust off and I hope you all enjoy reading it. 

There is an eventual open/ambiguous ending that is a stepping stone (hah) for what I hope will happen in Sonic 4, an alternative ending is in the works but it is not necessary, as chapters are uploaded I may add a bonus chapter at the end with it if you guys want.

This story is set of course in the movie verse, that being said there will be a lot of references, from pop culture to historic and even music (most of the chapter titles will be songs), but I am hoping to not jump the line from relatable and witty to cringy.

The aim of this fic for myself is to really bring to light how much this fandom and franchise has affected me so emotionally, our dear blue blur has had a neck tight grip on me for over a decade now, especially Shadow, the first time I came across these wacky characters I knew I would latch onto him especially, lord knows how much he in particular has helped me through one of the most impactful events in my life. Sorry for being so sentimental! 

Drop Date: 25/03

That being said, please enjoy and as always,

-Love, Sammy🌙⭐️

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FEB DOODLES 2025

Really late on this one sorry haha. I hoenstly, have no frickin clue where my brain went with this one aside from it deciding to throw me back into my Walten Files fixation again. Also yeah, i did put Sophie Walten and Jenny Letterson and swapped their clothing with Ragapom because lesbians....AND!?? Ignore the Abstragedy doodle as well, I tried to make that socket puppet meme thing and it looks awful, but that's my contribution nonetheless.

Potential OC reveal? What? Yeah. I kinda really wanna introduce them but haven't gotten around to doing it but Just know they fit in REALLY well with my next batch of doodles, The focus this month is getting better at drawing fur. I think you may guess as to why.

Also I'm really loving my little trio down the bottom, wuite proud of myself for that one haha.

Anywho that's that.

-Love, Sammy⭐️⭐️

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TAMC update

Hey y'all! Been a minute huh? The main reason for is....unfortunately as of late i've been feeling a little burnt out with really everything, haven't had the courage to really do much. I've gone from having too many ideas swarming around to literally nothing.

It's been really tough but I'm getting out of it now. But on that note:

There's no set date so the chapter will come out when it comes out.

Do not get me wrong, you guys have been so sweet and your continued interest means the world to me. But my creative flow just got stilted I suppose, I haven't even checked Ao3 in a hot minute.

Among other things, not only is TAMC chapter coming your way, but I will be posting my feb doodles (I know but as I've said, burnt the hell out) as well as something I've been working on.

ALSO: The progress on the blog, there isn't really much to say but I'm happy I have documents to fall back on, I've been making a mock structure on what I hope to put on it too, little by little I think it's getting there, and I know it'll grow over time too but I'm just not proud to post it all up there yet.

I'm glad you guys liked the Ragatha post I made too teehee!

Anyway, as always,

-Love, Sammy🌙⭐️

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Hear. me. out.

The rate at which this character swiftly had a grip on me it was basically the virtual insanity meme. Bit of a context as to why this came to light.

Was going through the family's old cd rack and found my mum's copy of the Toxic single, the slightly rarer cover rather than the more iconic I guess you could say red monochrome design. Anyway, I had it and was stuck in a tiktok loop of seeing clips of Episode 4 and how Ragatha came across as slightly toxic whilst under the influence.

That is to say, this is NOT a prediction for episode 5 which I believe goose mentioned being more focused on Rags and Jax. This is more so the fact that my brain just connected to dots that didn't really need to be haha. Plus....I'm not entirely blind, Ragatha's hot and I am but a shameless dreamer.

So here we are, hope you all enjoy this month's piece!

If for whatever reason @justtheclippy happens to see this.....I'm not sorry.

-Love, Sammy 🌙⭐️