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Your f/os have a color that remind you of them?

If you can reblog this so I can get bigger numbers

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You got OCD too? I'm also a selfshipper with OCD.

Yes! My OCD is fucking horrible in all aspects of my life. I wish you much luck and true relief dealing with it as well. :,)

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a positive of this:

i’ve seen it all. i’ve seen every horror my ocd could possibly conjure. every. single. one. i’ve faced every possibility and every “what if” and i stare it down, say “fuck you, i do what i want and not even god can stop me!” and move the fuck on.

yeah there’s shit about my special interest that upsets me, certain gaps in information that leave room for interpretations that makes me want to throw myself off a cliff. but i do my own thing, i write my own fanfiction and draw my own drawings and interpret how i wanna interpret bc it hurts nobody

my special interest means everything to me. i love it both in source and the version i created in my mind.

i have been OCD doomscrolling through tags and stuff of my special interest (aka my f/o) i need to FUCKING STOP 😭 i know the horrors i don’t need to look at them

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I offer you safe harbor, get some water friend

thank you 🫡 i appreciate that. ❤️

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i have been OCD doomscrolling through tags and stuff of my special interest (aka my f/o) i need to FUCKING STOP 😭 i know the horrors i don’t need to look at them

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me: i don’t like any ships with my f/o. it personally makes me uncomfortable, i prefer different interpretations, and—

some asshole: *is homophobic toward same-sex pairing involving my f/o*

me:

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Gentle touch from your evil, cruel, sadistic f/o is something you cherish so deeply. Imagine how amazing it is to know you’re the only one they hold, the only one who does not consider crushing you or ripping you apart. They’d never even dream it. Their respect for you, your flesh, is unheard of. Maybe it took them a while to learn how to be gentle, but they did it for you.

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Appreciate the small parts of your f/o. Such as a crooked smile or a specific look in their eyes. Be it personality, appearance wise— what are those small details about them that really drive you mad with love??

Gush about it in the tags/reblogs!

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i miss them (fictional character i think about literally every single day)

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reblog this if you want anonymous opinions of you

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❦ what was / do you think would be your F/O's very first reaction upon meeting you (or your S/I) ??

❦ similarly, what was / would be your / S/I's first reaction upon meeting them?

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I think this works right?

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Villian f/o who begs to let them kill somebody for you.

Imagine they plead with you like it is a decision as simple as asking the gods if the sun should shine or if the night should remain dark: they almost shake when they ask, out of an anticipation for blood to run. Has someone wronged you? Are they possessive? Or do they simply have an insatiable compulsion you must keep in check? Do you indulge, do you command them to do so with pride, or do you question their horrid tendencies with a loving flame in your heart? Imagine how they look at you whilst they beg, a starved dog whose affection shows with teeth and claws. Their voice is a sweet melody that beckons for carnage.

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“vampirism is too romanticized these days” damn that’s crazy. I’m romanticizing it even more now though because you’re whining like this

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The Character: has a weapon

me when i see The Weapon irl: omg. omg. omg. it’s just like. like. th. the. the character. oh my god it’s The Character weapon.

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i wouldn’t wish tumblr’s mobile formatting on my worst fucking enemy 💀

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someone, noticing visible merchandise/wallpaper of The Character: oh hey is that (THE CHARACTER)? i know them!

me, vibrating at the speed of light and about to explode: yeah :) they’re cool