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you do it to yourself

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“You look tired” thanks I stayed up all night crying over a situation I can’t even change

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I may not be the prettiest or the smartest girl in the room, but I’m definitely the most mentally ill.

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Update :I lost 1kg from yesterday to today (a step closer to my goal) and this is what I had for day 2

I also had a coffe and a Coke zero

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this hair and earrings on him >>> [cr. namuspromised]

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IU <<<<3333

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This is what I had for today, I'm fasting but I had to eat something because of my upcoming exams (I Burnet like 60 cal) so technically I'm still fasting,

This is day 1 of me sharing what I eat in a day

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SLAYYYYUU QUEENNN,

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TW :THIN$PÔ

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I've been really struggling with self comtrole lately, I mean I be doing fine not hungry and stuff then I eat the whole fucking fridge, why? Idk either, anyway unlike you may think I can handle fasting pretty well, I can even go on a week of fasting without getting hungry at all, but the problem comes when it's time to take a break (so I won't die or smth) and break my fast, the moment I put food into my mouth, I'll literally transform into a whole other creature. However,since loosing 11kg last year hitting my lowest weight then falling into binging/purging I've gained double the weight back and I've been struggling to put it off permanently, and I really need to, because I've a really import gymnastics and sports event in like a month and it's grade is concluded in my final graduation mark, that's why I need to get in shape again and lose weight, cuz like, I'm NOTTT gonna wear leggings and a tight shit in front of hundreds of people and judges, even the thought of it makes me anxious, so to help me stay in controle and lose weight, I'm gonna do long fasts, restrict my calorie intake and exercise (like once a week, cuz I hate exercising) until I get in again, I'm gonna be posting what I eat while breaking my fast, my fasting and my weight progress during this time, ik no one's gonna see this either ways, but its comforting in some way to make me feel less alone

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winona

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my toxic trait is thinking that all the bad things happen because I'm fat