sayla-stuff

[sayla-stuff]

Hey sorry for kinda just disappearing. I was trying to recover butttt fuck that shit. Okay, I know recovery is important and I do really what everyone with an ed to recover. For me tho my recovery sucked and it was more just me learning new ways to not eat. Yeah so no I’m not done with this bitch.

Sorry for the long ass text.

🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍

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How long have you been pvrg1ng? How much?How often?

Do you remember how was your first time? Where? What drove you to do it?

Where do you like to pvrg3?

Who else knows?

Damn that’s a lot of questions buttt

I have been trying for like 2 years but it has only worked a few times so yeah:(

I just remembered seeing a TikTok or something about it and then I was like I have to try that

My bathroom?

Nobody:)

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I always see people saying

“ oh I just go to the bathroom after dinner to purge “

excuse me! How the fuck is your family not hearing that??? How thick are your walls?!

[sayla-stuff]

This ed is ruining my life:(

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Ciggs>>>>🚬❤️

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When eating under 1000 cal kinda feels easy >>>>>

I have never been happier

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Feeling your ed get bad again >>>>>

( I’m fucked but I love it)

[sayla-stuff]

Feel like eating? Imagine having to make you Bitmoji fat so that it Matches you💔

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Remember how effortlessly beautiful you’re going to look while doing every day things🤍

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Me going on tumbler for the 1000 times today🤍

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✨Remember you have control of your mind ✨

if you continuously tell yourself you don’t like unhealthy food you WILL stop craving it

If you tell your mind you love the feeling of hunger you will start to love it 🤍🤍🤍🤍

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Just don’t eat it is not ACTUALLY that hard

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Here is your reminder that those mealspo’s, that er just small portions. Are NOT the ones that are gonna help you lose weight. It’s the high volume low calorie foods that will fill you up without making you gain weight. <3<3<3<3<3

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If you don’t want fruit or vegetables are you even hungry?

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Here is some thinspo <3

You know you wanna be Them

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I love just talking on here bc I can actually be honest.

anywayyyy so I was doing pretty good at staying in my cal limit butttt then I got drunk and then idk even know what happened

the next day (today) was really hungover even tho I didn’t even drink that much I only drank like half a bottle of wine that was like 9% or something like that and a shot of something I have no idea what was but these dudes that were like a few years older than me and my friends told me to try it and I tasted fucking disgusting but idk 🤷‍♀️

anyway back to me being hungover so when I woke up I was just like fuck it I need food bc I hadn’t eaten since before I started drinking so yeah just ate anything I could find:(

That all😋

[sayla-stuff]

The feeling when you’re eating a low calorie meal and you get full before finishing>>>>