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i don’t know if anyone is even on here anymore that i used to rp with but i am back from my long hiatus and i am ready to get back into the swing of things & rp once again. unsure if i’ll be putting this blog under construction or if i will be making a new one,, hm...

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yo ! tis i, yure, with a fresh and shiny new blog, and i’m back at it again with a whole lot of mistakes aka my children, and there’s a lot more to come ( aye ). made with murder, tragedy, and all sorts of fuckery, they’re ready to pull heartstrings and possibly bring others to ruin. you want a murderous demon ? a monstrous wolf ? maybe even vampires ? i got you fam ! if you’re interested, please click on them ↻ / ♥ buttons and i shall check you out !

         ▹ oc multimuse, 18+, singleship & singleverse ! ( written & adored by yure )

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✨ writing tunes.

whether it be melodies that give you inspiration for your muse or songs that get you into the writing mood, pick 10 songs you find to give you the urge, the drive, or the creativity to write for your muse - then tag your favorite peeps to get an insight on their musical inspirational feels.

loving is easy by rex orange county

bigger than love by oh wonder

i miss you by adele 

wait a minute! by willow

electric (ft. Khalid) by alina baraz

somebody to love by queen

nobody by mitski

don’t stop me now by queen

good to me by seventeen

dimple by bts

✨ TAGGED BY: @tuesdayonmars​ ( thanks tev !! ) ✨ TAGGING: @sisterlytwins​, @heartmemos​, @sotshin​, @aestuavis​ + you ! ! ! 

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❝ well of course i am. ❞ she gestures to her own body, a smirk playing on her lips. all she wanted was this iced coffee waiting for her, it was a long ass day already. her dad was already bitchin’ about her hanging out late the night before and her brother was being, well him and that was an issue no matter what time of the day it was. being complimented out of random, however, wasn’t an issue. 

her hand gripped the drink tighter, her eyebrows narrowing. walking towards the other, lydia leaned close to the girl, frowning. she wasn’t bad looking but she didn’t look her age, either.  ❝ you’re not too bad yourself. ❞ she said teasingly, a small chuckle coming from her lips. she didn’t know what this girl’s intention was, but she’d make for a fine companion for now.  

《 @scatteredhxpe⌇lydia 》

            ❝ oh, fuck, you’re like really pretty. ❞

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heyo !!  so i’ve decided to do a total re-make of this blog. it’ll probably take me awhile since i’m going on vacation in two weeks and will be working most of that week into the weekends. i’ll do any drafts i owe, make a quick starter call if anyone wants threads / wants to plot, and yeah !! once again, you guys can catch me on discord where i’m more active. 

discord:  kiwi 🌟 #5326

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☆ 𝒎𝒊𝒔𝒄. 𝒔𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒆𝒏𝒄𝒆 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒔 ☆

“I’m better now.” “I don’t know how I ended up in this mess.” “You can stay the night if you want?” “Please stay the night.” “Stay with me.” “Don’t go.” “I’m tired of giving without ever getting anything in return.” “You’re not even trying.” “It’s over.” “I’ll never be yours.” “You’ll never be mine…” “I had my last chance.” “Give me a second chance.” “You never gave me a chance.” “I never loved you.” “You never loved me, did you?” “This is our last dance.” “Don’t let this be our last dance.” “Please, rethink this.” “Stop trying to change my mind!” “I’m done listening to you.” “Give your advice to someone else.” “I’m just trying to help!” “I don’t care.” “I never cared.” “You never cared.” “I only pretended to care.” “I was stupid to let you go.” “You let me go. I’ve moved on.” “I couldn’t move on.”

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notevenjupiter‌:

Diana hadn’t exactly thought everything through with this offer of hers. It would have been far easier to find a coffee shop before the end of day, but, there had to be a place! And indeed there was, just a few blocks down the road.

For the whole walk, Diana kept her eyes mostly forward, in part due to scanning to find an open shop, but partly because she didn’t want to linger too long on Aislinn. So young, so innocent, the exact age Diana had missed in the child-rearing process… if only she could scoop her up in her arms. 

Arriving at the coffeeshop, Diana held open the door for the pair of them, before letting out another exaggerating gesture of relief once inside the heated building. Maybe she was being a teensy bit too much, but, she couldn’t help it, she didn’t know how to say thank you in a normal way. 

“I know I only said hot chocolate, but… if there’s anything on the menu that you’d like, please. My treat.”

❝ are you sure? i don’t mind paying for a portion of the meal... ❞  

Jolie didn’t plan on being treated -- it wasn’t something she was used to. Not because she didn’t get offers but she rejected the idea completely. Aislinn’s eyes, however, lit up at the request. They didn’t go out often, the paranoia was too great. Aislinn was all she had and she wouldn’t let anything or anyone take that away from her. A quick glance at the small child beside her pushed the thoughts out easily. 

It didn’t take much for her negative thoughts to begin a marathon in her head. Aislinn was sickly, naive and adventurous all the same, it terrified her. Did she even live up to what was expected of a parent? Was she too sheltering? Too protective? She gritted her teeth, hugging herself as if the thoughts were something she could just shut out.

Playing on Diana’s feeling of relief, she agreed.  ❝ The winter is so brutal here, I’m still not used to it but I’m glad this place is so warm! ❞  Jolie gave a small smile, the smallest hint of doubt snaking its way into her mind. Please don’t see through it.  Aislinn tugged on Jolie’s arm, pointing to a picture of a perfectly crafted s’ mores with eggo waffles to make it into a sandwich. Biting her lip, she weighed her options. It was late but it was also a holiday meaning she should let Aislinn have a bit of fun as well. The hot chocolate was sweet enough...but what did it matter?  With a giggle, Jolie patted the other’s head before muttering a ‘sure.’ Turning to Diana, she pressed a slender finger to her lip before offering another smile, a little more genuine this time around.   ❝ what are you thinking of getting, diana?❞  

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(MOBILE.)

lmao it’s liTERALLY 3AM and what did i spend my time doing? making a new oc OTL

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i’m back...?

hi it’s been such a long while. i’m not really sure where to start this off. for the past couple of weeks, i’ve been working and pretty tired. handled the health problems for now, thankfully. i’m feeling much better now that it is all resolved but i’m still feeling pretty iffy about this blog. i’m tempted to re-make but i also will miss all of my old threads. i’m still confused as to what to do but i will post another update once i’m sure, i still owe drafts however i’m not sure if people dropped them or not. ;^; guess we shall see.

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hiatus???

heya…i know i haven’t been on here in a hot minute? or do i just overthink and believe i was gone longer than i really was? ANYWAY… 

 i just wanted to say i’m going on a semi-hiatus or full-blown hiatus, i’m not sure yet. um for a little background i guess, i’ve been having a lot of health problems recently so that requires me to see a doctor way more than i usually do.  plus my mental health took a complete nose-dive so i can’t really focus on anything other than working, coming home to maybe eat a meal, then sleep. i know i’m really slow with replying but i’ve been slower than usual so it makes me feel worse. 

so,,, yeah going to step away for awhile and try to get some shit together and come back a little stronger. i’m super tired and all this stuff happening just makes me exhausted but if you wanna keep in touch and you don’t have it already, here’s my discord.

bunny 🎀#0521

(it’s a little ribbon on it) feel free to pm me if you can’t find it and give me your username. you can still add me if we’ve barely talked/talked at all. 

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hiatus???

heya...i know i haven’t been on here in a hot minute? or do i just overthink and believe i was gone longer than i really was? ANYWAY... 

 i just wanted to say i’m going on a semi-hiatus or full-blown hiatus, i’m not sure yet. um for a little background i guess, i’ve been having a lot of health problems recently so that requires me to see a doctor way more than i usually do.  plus my mental health took a complete nose-dive so i can’t really focus on anything other than working, coming home to maybe eat a meal, then sleep. i know i’m really slow with replying but i’ve been slower than usual so it makes me feel worse. 

so,,, yeah going to step away for awhile and try to get some shit together and come back a little stronger. i’m super tired and all this stuff happening just makes me exhausted but if you wanna keep in touch and you don’t have it already, here’s my discord.

bunny 🎀#0521

(it’s a little ribbon on it) feel free to pm me if you can’t find it and give me your username. you can still add me if we’ve barely talked/talked at all. 

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! 💖🎉🎁 I hope your day’s amazing & all your wishes come true!!!!

thank you so much!! i’m really sorry this was super late (i can be an airhead sometimes) !!!  

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15 ASSOCIATIONS:

repost and fill in the answers you most associate your character with to each question. 

animal: wolf (five bonus points if you can figure out why.)  color: thistle  month: december song: lights by ellie goulding. number: 55 day or night: night plant: chicory smell: peaches, mints, and rain. season: fall food: cinnamon swirl bread, creme brulee, and flamiche.  astrological sign: scorpio. element: earth.  drink: tequila. 

         tagged by: @saevus (thank u so much omg !! ) 

        tagging: @countersides, @notevenjupiter, @heartmemos,+ anyone else who’d like to do it! 

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notevenjupiter‌:

This daughter was just too precious! The love she had for her mommy, the little pout across her cheeks, the way she tugged at her mommy’s leg… it was all endlessly, infinitely cute and sweet. Diana was almost a little jealous… it was this exact period of motherhood that had been taken away from her, and that she subconsciously craved. Maybe, once she and Sigma were fully financially stable again, she could ask him for another child, one who they’d actually be around to care for…

“It’s nice to meet you both! I’m Diana.” Clearly, she was much less preoccupied with manners than Jolie was - if she wasn’t at the hospital, there was no need to trivialize herself with things like that. Life was too worth living to be bogged down by saying every correct word at the appropriate time. Even on her worst days, and this was far from her best day - it was good to be alive.

“I guess we’ve settled, then?” Her eyes scanned the coughing mom and her nervous daughter, before, in a bit of overacting, she pulled her new scarf close around her neck, and huddled her own shoulders. “Brrr! We’d better get going before it gets even colder out!”

Her right hand began to stroke aislinn’s hair absentmindedly. She knew aislinn could be a bit energetic and it was better to calm her down before they started walking to whichever shop was still open. Today had been a long day and it was finally coming to a close. 

  ❝ Yes, lead the way! Diana, it was nice to have run into you today. ❞ It was genuine, to say the least. The woman obviously needed the company and in a way? So did Jolie. She didn’t really talk to the other teachers or any other parents. Not because she didn’t want to, but because of her own past and who she was. How would they even begin to understand what she’s been through? Even if this woman didn’t know her well, she already seemed happier to have some sort of companion on a cold night. 

Aislinn clung to her leg harder and a whine fell from the girl’s lips. With a sigh, Jolie bent down, making sure to remove the child’s hands with ease, settling for holding one with a gentle grip. Turning towards the other, she began walking in the direction of the few shops that were still open, hoping they could find one that wasn’t closing anytime soon. 

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It was hard not to laugh. The other was going through everything so quickly, it was a little funny, to say the least. They were walking side by side, the other named Esther — which she learned earlier on — was giving her a tour of the campus. Artemis clutched her books tightly to her chest, her eyes wandering from building to building, taking in how tall a lot of them were and how many. It’s insanity. 

❝ Uh...only one. Are there any american terms I should refrain from using? ❞

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“Welcome to England, American. Just carry an umbrella at all times. Don’t expect the weather to be nice to you. If you smoke, make sure the tutors don’t see you. No, I don’t know the Queen, and yes, be prepared for your brain to implode by the absurd amount of accents we have here.”

“Any questions?”

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hi everyone! happy munday from ur fav awkward bean! hope y’all are having a good day. ✨💗