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fucking sucks to fundamentally believe yourself to be less important than everyone else
but nonetheless we persevere
#jae’s thoughts#personal#do not worry! i am getting therapy about it#talked to my therapist about it today in fact#wild combo to have a superiority complex AND think of yourself as less human/deserving than everyone else
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need to find myself a gideon so i can make her wear the “motherfucker” choker to my “we do bones” one
#so who wants to cosplay griddlehark with me#my makeup arrived today so it’s time to learn how to do skull face paint!#jae’s thoughts#tlt#the locked tomb#we do bones motherfucker
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the tragic thing about reading the locked tomb series is that it has made my queer yearning EXPONENTIALLY worse
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almost 5am, i’ve finished harrow the ninth, and im still full of questions and confusion
need to sleep so i can wake up and start nona the ninth
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muir managed to make that reveal/confirmation more insane in the only way possible
a goddamn “hi _____, i’m dad”
#yes i had my suspicions but it’s still fucking insane#still don’t fully understand who her mom/commander wake is#oh my god this book is insane#it’s 3am but i still must continue i NEED to know what happens next#haven’t read this ravenously since i truly cannot recall#jae’s thoughts#tlt#the locked tomb#harrow the ninth#harrow the ninth spoilers
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oh my love how i’ve missed you!!
#i just started chapter 44 and i’m so glad to have my beloved back#also i’m now pretty certain that i was right!#it’s in second person cause gideon is narrating it#jae’s thoughts#tlt#the locked tomb#harrow the ninth#harrow the ninth spoilers#gideon nav
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….. is harrow the ninth narrated by gideon?
#ive been wondering who the narrator is ever since that fucking line on page 315 that uses “me”#and the way some things are said like how harrow (“you”) is described is making me think it’s gideon#like “you were always such a little bitch when you were angry” (356)#it feels a very gideon thing to say#anyways i’m currently 38 chapters thru!#jae’s thoughts#tlt#the locked tomb#harrow the ninth#idk whether to tag this as a spoiler or not cause i have no idea if it’s true or just speculation#i will just to be safe#harrow the ninth spoilers
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my only criticism about the locked tomb series is that god has the same name as my dad
#it’s jsut off putting#kinda funny tho#to be fair it is a very common name but it’s jsut funny to have normal old john next to mercymorn and loveday#anyways shoutout to my dad he’s great#jae’s thoughts#tlt#the locked tomb#john gaius
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“none house with left grief”?? you’ve gotta be kidding me
#tamsyn muir i hope you know you’re the funniest person#jae’s thoughts#tlt#the locked tomb#harrow the ninth
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me reading harrow questioning her faith because god made a stupid joke & he and his first saint acted like normal friends: oh hon you have no idea what is about to happen in less than 2 pages of my god
#…….#like idek what i expected the distraction plan to be#but a threesome was NOT it#jae’s thoughts#tlt#the locked tomb#harrow the ninth#harrow the ninth spoilers
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tell me i did not just read literal god making a “your mom” joke to his first saint
#honestly that’s so funny#the way muir writes the saints & god and how well they know eachother after 10000 years is so interesting#like yeah ofc they would be able to communicate thru gestures and expressions#they’ve had decades on centuries on millennia to learn how to read eachother#(quote from pg 278 of harrow the ninth)#jae’s thoughts#tlt#the locked tomb#harrow the ninth
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currently reading harrow the ninth and wow i was not prepared for how much this book would mess with me
like it’s a very well written work, and as such i feel so lost. not the kind where the author is inadequate, but the kind where they are so good at their craft that you almost feel crazy cause i can FEEL what im missing something, i can almost see the hollowed hole that would hold the information that pieces everything together but i don’t yet have it
#truly what is happening#DON’T TELL ME THO!#i’m just finished with act 1#oh the time period & pov switches are so cool and so mindfuckening#and the idiosyncratic “is this how it happens” moments?#OH i need to know what’s happening#jae’s thoughts#tlt#the locked tomb#harrow the ninth
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dan dabbing in this, the year two thousand twenty five, to cope with being friendzoned by a catboy is so funny
#jae’s thoughts#date everything#timmy timepiece#timothy timepiece#dnp#dan and phil#dan and phil games#daniel howell#dan howell#dnpgames
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i finished gideon the ninth earlier today and i’m feeling things i dont wish to confront right now and i desperately need to get myself to a bookstore asap to get the next one
#bad news is it’s midnight so i can’t do that right now#good news is there is one quite near my house and i can go tomorrow#anyways how dare that book and those cosmically doomed lesbian make me have feelings#and i do not mean just wow im reeling from that plot and whatnot#i mean wow i didn’t expect that i would find myself so intrigued by gideon what’s happening i knew i liked women but i didn’t expect to like#the (i don’t even know how to describe her humor) butch from the necromancer book#it’s also definitely colored by the fact that i like harrow so much because as a small person more often than not clothed in black that’s#also more than a bit of a bitch i see myself in her (minus all the horrific trauma because oh my god what the fuck)#anyways i have a lot of thoughts about this book and am going to go find some aus to read to make my heart happy and sate my desires until#i get the next book#jae’s thoughts#tlt#the locked tomb#gideon the ninth
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if my body doesn’t get a grip and start letting me sleep for longer than 4 hours a night i am going to start committing crimes
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going to bed 🥰🥰
#my bed
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tell me how etho can reference circle goes in the square hole but he doesn’t know what studio ghibli is
truly a specimen of a person. what planet does he live on? i need to study him like a bug
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