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dr. jack abbott | older

(i have not finished the pitt. i do not understand the appeal. HOWEVER. @thesewordsareallihavetogive is in love with him, i receive many texts about him daily, and this is my gift to her mwah. i made it in 10 minutes kind of as a joke but i think she’ll take it)

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i was deep diving back into marvel ao3 content and realized… i have no ships in this fandom i genuinely care about. half the time, i clear out like all relationship tags because i don’t want to deal with it.

i tolerate tony/pepper in canon compliant/divergent fics. i can accept minor things like steve/bucky. i think peter/mj is cute if done right. but nothing i actively ship?

how did i live like this and not notice?

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physiology test tomorrow, you all know what’s up!

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Ted Lasso and Believing

insp

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zava WHOMST

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“I don’t want people think I’m being a prick if I say it.”

Everything – and I mean every little fucking thing – about this scene is making me feral.

Jamie being aware of the problem (and the show being careful to establish that he would know more than the others about this type of play, by explicitly tracing the line from Cruyff to Pep to Jamie in the introduction video). Jamie wanting to speak up for the good of the team but also being aware that, yeah, this might land wrong. Vocalizing that.

And then the entire room gives Jamie the signal! Even Trent, after a moment’s hesitation! Did he know about this practice beforehand? How established is this? How often do they give Jamie the signal?

At least occasionally, I bloody well hope, because I love Jamie being a prick sometimes and Jamie loves being a prick sometimes – look at that little smile when he gets the go ahead? He’s so pleased! He gets to be a prick!

Though honestly, I think he’s also (and probably even more) pleased about the room trusting him here? The want to hear what he has to say, and they trust that it’s for the good of the team, not just him being a diva. You go ahead, Jamie. Be our prick. It must feel particularly good after the way his concerns about Zava was dismissed. 

I love it. I love all of it.

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music

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TED LASSO 2.03 Do the Right-est Thing

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college aus will never be able to be fully authentic because nothing can prepare you for how random college is. what do you mean i spent my monday night at a russian singing concert.

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Y’ALL. SOMEONE WANTS TO MAKE A PODFIC OF MY MARVEL FIC. i feel so insanely famous i have no words.

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i love when something is tagged “___/___ if you squint.” IMMA SQUINT REAL HARD.

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OKAY WAIT ALLOW ME TO EXPAND ON THE "Bite The Hand" EDIT IDEA

perhaps it's about Derek & his pack

or or OR

Theo & the Chimeras & the Dread Doctors...

whatdyathink

THIS IS MY TASK FOR THANKSGIVING WEEKEND. LAUREN I AM ON IT 🫡

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okay u know what song would really eat for some sort of edit... "Bite The Hand" by boygenius... I know you see the vision too pookie

YES IT WOULD. IM SO ON IT.

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malia tate | alibi

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Love how Scott moves to stand in front of Isaac when Derek and Peter corner them in the lockers towards the end of season 2. Scott's like "if you wanna hurt this 6'2" rabid weasel who'd fight god, you're gonna have to go through me!"

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it is 2024. WHY is there still scott and stiles discourse on my dash. i’m 21 years old and it just baffles me that you’re arguing about the moral implications of what these 16 year olds are doing. they can barely drive, aren’t even adults, and you can forget about a fully developed frontal lobe. they aren’t abusive to each other, they aren’t horrible to society, they are teenage boys. get a day job.

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people watching Teen Wolf (apparently??): Scott is a neurotypical boring character with no vulnerabilities or nuance

Scott McCall: ‘in response to an extremely traumatic series of event in which my agency and bodily autonomy were wrenched out my control at the age of 16, i am now tying my self-worth directly to the well-being of every single person in this town (including those who have repeatedly tried to kill or actively harm me) and if i ever ‘fail’ to save someone i probably deserve to die or suffer a bunch more than i already have :))). also, the narrative has emphasized at multiple points that i will sacrifice myself not only out of compassion but because of a deeper feeling of complete worthlessness in the face of my own limitations. i am desperately sidelining my own past as much as possible yet my PTSD is still shaping how i try to act out the values of kindness and mercy (sometimes to rigid or illogical extremes) because these qualities weren’t shown to me when i was at my most vulnerable. it feels like someone trapped a monster under my skin and even though i am trying to use my abilities for good, it’s still hard to unlearn the pure terror and pain that i associate with becoming a werewolf against my will :)))’