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back on here complaining about my hormone imbalance holy shit i have never been this freaked out. my acne is so bad and i’m on my period every other week but like holy fuck i rubbed off like 5 times yesterday 😭

and i just got on a call w my psychiatrist to talk about my meds and he’s like the most average 40-something white guy but let me tell you he asked me “how does that feel” and my brain buffered for a second. and told me how much id grown up (im going to college in 2 weeks and he’s known me since i was a mentally fucked up 3rd grader)

ovulatingggg fuckkkk it reminds me of that nasty ass leon oneshot where he watched you grow up then you fucked when you were like 20 something

i actually need horse tranquilizer like i need to be sedated so bad

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i get so many kpop reels on my instagram of the boy bands and they’re all horny and almost kissing and touching each other and i eat it up

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sharing a room w my siblings on vacation and i needdd to jerk off so bad rn i hate it here i wanna go back home. im so horny omfg

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It’s incredibly important to me that the anime decided to include this scene that wasn’t in the manga. In the manga, Maomao does pass out in Jinshi’s lap after saving him from what was obviously an assassination attempt.

HOWEVER, the manga cuts off at this point, keeping strictly in Maomao’s perspective, and cuts straight to when she regains consciousness in bed after being treated for her injuries. The manga doesn’t show how she got back. They SAY how, and she briefly mentions, “wow that must have been embarrassing; he carried me back,” but we don’t SEE it. We don’t get to feel the true impact of what that means. But the anime DID show us, and holy shit.

They SHOW us how taboo this is. They show Jinshi carrying her out of the temple, after a public attempt on his life.

They show us the shock and horror on Lakan’s face as Jinshi silently walks past him. Horror at the state his daughter is in, horror at another man—a man with a status he could never dare to question—staking such a public claim over his child, horror at the fact that he could never have this level of closeness with her (as Maomao would never allow it).

Everyone hides their gazes, as is their custom when someone of his rank passes by, but the air is different this time. Jinshi is furious, he’s terrified, and he could not give a single shit about how inappropriate it looks to these palace officials.

The shot that slowly follows her trail of blood—even though it’s a small detail—that in particular leaves such a intense impression of how poignant this is for him.

Maomao talked about this scene in the manga like it was nothing to her. She did what she set out to do: she saved the person who was targeted by the attack. She didn’t even know the target would be someone she knew. But she has no idea that this happened afterwards as a result of her bravery. To her, it likely wasn’t even an act of bravery at all. She acted on impulse; she did what she knew was the right thing to do.

The anime didn’t need to include this, because the manga didn’t show it. But damn, I’m so glad they did.

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traveling with my family is the best bc we treat vacation like vacation. all my friends with parents who make them wake up at like 7 am tell me they’re so jealous

we all wake up whenever we want, go have breakfast and then just figure out what we want to do that day if we don’t already have plans

when we’re out walking around a city for a long time my dad will always find a cafe or restaurant that we can just sit down and have a coffee

nobody has to do anything they don’t want to do, additionally we can all do different things if we wanted to. I took a train to ikebukuro alone while the rest of my fam went to shibuya the other day bc i wanted to keep shopping and buy some yaoi.

my parents both say that they wake up early and hustle every day at work. why the fuck would they want to do that on vacation and just like that is so true and real

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I can’t call myself a proship because i think you shouldn’t be writing erotica of incest, pedophilia, or rape because that’s disgusting and you need to reevaluate your life.

I can’t call myself an anti because I think they take things way too seriously. the pixels on my phone don’t know or care that they’re 17. they can have as much nasty sex as they want. I also won’t harass anyone bc of what they post bc don’t like don’t read.

I like age gaps and toxic relationships and somno etc.

I am Problematic™️: the middle ground in between anti and proship.

TL;DR: both sides are complete weirdos. being normal is free.

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it’s like a costco

this frame is so fucking funny. ego and anri really watching homotrons 3000 on SIXTEEN MONITORS

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i have a crazy a hormone imbalance disorder and i have been on my period since june 2nd, my acne is the worst it’s been since middle school, and i am horny and/or sad like 24/7

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my first thought seeing rafayels long hair was that it looks like my baldur’s gate character when i have like 3 different hair mods on and they dont mesh together

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i feel like a 2nd century christian with the ichthys the way we have to sneak around the normies

my tiktok/twt/pinterest search history looks like

sylus x rafayel yaoi

crowfish

fishcrow

crow x fish yaoi bl kiss

I need more bl content in the lads fandom

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非意外不合作

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gay oeple 😐

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Suguru everyone's sweetheart everyone's crush. Everybody loved you and wanted to get in your pants sooo bad. Rip to world's most beautiful princess gone too soon from the world

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i feel like when you date satoru, you get suguru as a free gift. a gift you definitely didn't ask for. you envy a friendship like theirs so you don't mind him hanging out with you two. you never noticed but slowly your romantic "dates" started including him. he was there next to you in the movie theatre. he was seated by your side at the restaurant. and soon...he was in the bed with you too.

satoru was mad comfortable around suguru and you only noticed it when you three were chilling in your bed, but soon your menace of a boyfriend pulled you onto his lap and started moving your hips. fully clothed btw. you try to push him off playfully, embarrassment masking your face, but it only makes him tighten his grip, your cunt pressing further against his now hardened cock. soon enough, he started moaning. like the most pornographic moand ever.

"unh! uhn! ah fuck yeah. grind that sweet pussy on me fhuuck" you look next to you, and suguru is chuckling...with his hands in his pants. you lose your composure and hide your face on satoru's shoulders.

"aww she's hidin' 'er face now. c'mon pretty. 's just me," the black haired man cooed.

"pussy's—ughh pressing on my cock, suguru. i told ya she wouldn't mind you with us. fuck!" Suguru could see the wet patches on both your bottoms where you connected. "my attention isn't enough for a pretty girl like you. let us both take care of you, baby." you could only nod.

suguru shuffled and moved closer till he was behind you, lifting up your shirt to kiss your back as he trailed up his lips. once his mouth met yours, he slid a finger between your warm and wet slit. you hissed at the sensation of his cold fingers, closing your eyes only to open them and find suguru pushing his tongue down satoru's throat and...his other hand stroking his cock. fuck. your clit throbbed against his middle finger.

"like me kissing your boyfriend, right? i think your boyfriend would like it even more if i made you cum."

yeah. suguru isn't the free gift you asked for. but you were damn sure he was the gift you needed.

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