scruffyslowpoke

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Monday : damn I’m hot

Tuesday : not my favorite look

Wednesday : life is suffering & happiness is a lie

Thursday : what is gender, anyway?

Friday : damn I’m hot

Saturday : I want to go back to bed

Sunday : DAMN IM HOT

pretty much

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I want a queerplatonic relationship so bad.

I want someone who I hold hands with as we walk around the streets. I want someone who, on valentines Day, takes me to some restaurant where we laugh at all the stupid valentines things and are instead celebrating draculauras birthday (I'm a monster high fan)

I want someone who will have film nights, and we'll cuddle. Someone who don't mind me trying to take a nap on them (I'm sleepy like constantly) . I want someone who will know me well enough to, on my bad days, they'll know what food I want and what shows I want to watch. And I wanna know exactly what to do on their bad days, too. I want to help them as much as they help me.

I want someone who loves me and cares for me. Idc if they've got a romantic partner already. I just want someone to care about me like this.

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You’d think being aromantic would absolve one of alloromantic problems. But no. Queerplatonic yearning.

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the friendships with the level of physical comfort and affection that makes people mistake us for a couple. yeah those. those are the best

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manifesting this rn

qpp who’s been yearning for months x QPP WHO JUST ASKED TO BE PARTNERS OUT OF THE BLUE???? giggling and blushing and kicking my feet rn HEHEHE

<3

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The desire for platonic intimacy is killing me rn. Like not even sex just like hugging and holding hands and cuddling like I need friends I can be close to.

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the queerplatonic yearning is still here.. I haven't recovered from it guys-

HHHHHH-

aughhhhhh-

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feeling ever so queerplatonic today. i want to confuse people so bad.

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having queerplatonic squishes are the worst bc you're just sitting there thinking to yourself- "GAH- I really hope we're best friends in every life bc damn you make me so happy."

But then you're so worried about them not feeling the same so you sit there also being like: "Oh Yes. I love you a Normal Amount! I am Totally not pinning Frog and Toad story things or Moomin and Snufkin things to a pinterest board and imagining us being Best Friends Forever! Totally not!"

please someone just.. bury me with dirt and let me nap there for a bit-/j

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Made this blog to go on gay rants, so that's what i'm gonna do. I have a HUGE queerplatonic crush (squish?) on my bff, and I just want to talk about it. I don't immediately plan on telling them, since we've established that we both don't see the taboo on what labels relationships have. They are aro/ace as well, and have been in qpr's before, while I haven't. I would love nothing more than to be in a qpr with them, but since the label isn't extremely important to me (yet lol), I just kind of want to ramble into the void. While the label of a qpr definitely isn't the most important thing about our relationship by any means, I do think making it official would be incredible. But I do also see the side that they might not want that label for multiple reasons.

Anyways, they are the coolest, sweetest person I've ever met. They are always so unconditionally supportive, and I always feel so comfortable around them no matter what situation we are in. We can read each other better than anyone else I know, and I love them so much <333 All that aside, just wanted to start off this blog by spreading some positivity, plus maybe asking for advice on how to ask them what labels they are comfy using for our relationship. So if you guys have ANY advice, it would be really helpful, or maybe just start some great conversation :DDD

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not sure if this counts but: peacefully trying to vibe to music and then a particular song comes on and bitchslaps you into a completely different gender

evil

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Intro Post

Name (s): River, Gray, Jac (queline) <- preferred if i'm feeling fem Pronouns: Any but asking would be nice :))) MINOR Current Thoughts: I love public libraries. . . Welcome to my blog!! My name is Gray, and I made this blog to just be a pretty average "queer teenager does queer teenager things" blog. Please send asks about anything to do with being queer, music, o literally anything else, I love giving shitty advice that sometimes works. I am sapphic oriented aro/ace and genderfluid, and I probably won't do much fandom posting here.

DNI: Homophobes, Transphobes, Racists, TERFS, etc. etc. If you're an asshole or a bigot fuck off I love rats and crows :))) Not much else to say here, hope you have a great day!