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I really want to post art but my bro took the tablet so I can’t draw anything So here’s some art I did last year. This is Nappa. in korean it means ’bad’, or ‘not good’ I made them to vent out my own frustrations within myself. Nappa is the embodiment of no good. They’re not good at anything. Their existence is no good. Nappa was the side of me that despised my existence. Nappa just really sucks.

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this is another one the public really liked

It’s still here.

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Blue lips

Blue face

Blue tears

Blue taste

Blue suits you better

Now that you’re dead.

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I’m not a nice person

Peel me away

And I’ll show you who I am

I’ll judge you, I’ll judge you for who you are

And I’ll see what they can’t see

I want to lash out, I want to rip you apart

I’m done being nice.

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My brain isn’t itself anymore.

It’s not a cry for help

It’s a statement.

My brain isn’t itself anymore.

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you know how when one thing just triggers how angry you are, all the things you repressed just comes out and every little thing that made you growl begs to spill out?

Another shit drawn few days ago when I got sick of caring for anyone.

Son, your monsters are showing.

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vent piece from few days ago that is relevant today

There’s just so much to do and I needed a place to vent 

sorry

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Is it worth the pain?

I’m the problem

I’m trying I’m trying

I’m trying to fix myself

But it takes more than a month to change.

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Get over your emotions you freak

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Don’t start

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What are siblings for But to hate curse and hurt

I slammed my hand against the concrete and broke branches and now my wrist hurts

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For one second It’s not about you

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And you’re back

But things have changed 

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Featuring my panic attack from last night

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I am vain For that is all my efforts are I try I try I try But my efforts are fruitless.

I am vain My work is flawless Look at me Look at me Please look at me

I am vain Acknowledge me I believe I am great But I am proven wrong

I am vain

There is no point

Why do I even try

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Too fucking much