secretcasanova

[secretcasanova]

huh? i swore i have this one saved from one of the people requests but when i got back, its not there??

tumblr, are you alright?? i should've had ss'ed the question beforehand (´;︵;`)

although i only forgot the person who asked for a certain request but i certainly remember about an s/o who is just a citizen (with no organisation affiliated like ada, pm and something, no abilities whatsoever or no ties with the criminals and stuff technically then a 3 characters ? if im correct?)

whoever asked for this, i sincerely apologize for losing your ask request but i still vividly remember some parts

[secretcasanova]

ok so i had this idea come to me and was wondering could you do something maybe with akutagawa and a pm!s/o who aren’t actually together yet but all of the rest of the port mafia can clearly see they both like each other, they’re just painfully oblivious to it hahah

BSD AKUTAGAWA WITH A PM!S/O WHO IS BOTH (painfully)OBLIVIOUS

Characters: Ryuunosuke Akutagawa

Word Count: 1402k

Warnings: (Aku and Reader being an absolute dummies /j)

Authors Note: Hey there anon! thank you for sending a request, though I started this for like weeks ago...? Or months now? I ended up didn't continuing it because of school, sorry for the looong wait Anon but here you have it now! I absolutely love this kinds of tropes which they can be stupidly funny and lovable! I hope you enjoy this request since i didn't know whether to turn it into a fic or hc, haha

SFW // Fluff // GN!Reader

Ryuunosuke Akutagawa

To put it all off, you we're working for years now- you were under Kouyou's care which you were her subordinate back then

Your rankings rapidly rose high up, maybe in a same rank as Akutagawa and Higuchi. You might have to be one of the fastest member out of all, who rised up from out of nowhere and claim your righteous title

Higuchi was rather baffled for sure, little did you two know it was only going to cause more trouble than it's worth when she decided to befriend you

She would often boast about her 'senpai' from time to time, you only heard of Akutagawa but never personally met him in due to some personal purposes and mission, you did actually see him one or twice

But you didn't interacted with eachother though

You would tease her about Akutagawa looking victorian one, and how she would instantly deny he doesn't

But due to your (bad)influence, at some occasions you'll catch her laughing whenever you say that every now and then while still denying that fact, there was even a time where you mimicked his actions and to say it at least, it was only slightly accurate.

Then, lucky you, you got yourself a whack at the back of the head by Akutagawa!

You. You two, stared off with a banger where both of your first moments was you two bickering while Higuchi had eventually to step in(or otherwise you three will get scolded- yes even her because of you two)

You thought that it was fun to mess with him and getting his pissy reactions is more worth than yourself getting a nickel on everytime Tachihara tries to prank Gin over something but ended up failing

There was also a day where Mori had paired you both on a specific mission which you two ended up going "what". You don't verbally say it but it's just written in your expression while Akutagawa demanded to exchange people stead instead of his

As much as the two of you wanted to complain more of it, Mori shot a cold glare that meant 'so what I'm saying is, do you want something worse than this?' which the two of you ended up accepting the mission at the very end

You two banter over some slightest things during the mission, no wonder why you and him got caught and resulted to killing a few people there

Even the enemies actually thought that you two are a couple and said "Tsk, the Boss of the PM sent a couple to get us—"

"WE'RE NOT A DAMNED COUPLE!" You and Akutagawa yelled in sync

Yeah they pretty much got sent back to the hell, thrice. Either by you or Akutagawa there is no between that(or even both of you if I'm being honest)

As this goes on, you didn't had any plans for him yet you eventually starting to grown your likings on him, you did not WANT thay at all. In fact, you didn't dare to fall in love with him despite his harsh exteriors yet complete oblivious to some facts.

(Little did you know he, as well thinks of you 24/7 and Gin once heard him say "Goddamn you Y/N" even though you weren't there.)

This is rather interesting, both of your relationships blossomed onto something else's whereas if you're unconsciously talking to him over some work while walking down in the corridor - about to bump to one of the walls?

Just a blink of an eye he already pulled you to the sides while telling you to look where you're going next time

"Awh~ That's surprisingly nice of you Aku." You teases him, but surprised to see a certain red hue appearing out on his cheeks

"Shut up."

And you? Looking after him every once in a while to make sure he had eaten his lunch? At some point there has to be a time where he forgots to eat because of his works(poor aku) so you would stop by, drag him out from whatever he's even doing.

Oh you definitely dragged Akutagawa away while commanding Higuchi and Tachihara something. Just to make him eat his damned lunch

"Have they always been like this?" Questioned by Tachihara

"Well the moment they've met- I'm pretty much sure they've always been like that"

"Surprisingly you approved to her taking your 'Akutagawa-senpai' away, they're sappy as hell"

Oh yeah, Higuchi is now your no .1 supporter by the way because knowing well you took care of it better than she does, so the poor blondie eventually had to give it up and now support you

Anyways

Almost, ALMOST the entire Port Mafia thinks you two dating when it's not(yet), even Mori himself because you know how Elise is still his manifestation and also how usually represented his thoughts on her as well?

Ah yes, young love they said, Chuuya noticed Akutagawa staring at you from that one time while talking to some other men in the headquarters, and he was VISIBLY frowning

Chuuya ushered Akutagawa to you(while giving him a lecture along the way) before watching this whole scenario unfolds, because he cannot stand you two being painfully oblivious to eachothers affection nor the other's.

Akutagawa ended up grabbing your hands and took you away to somewhere else's while Chuuya watches this like a proud mother hen he is.

There are most of the times where you teases him so much that he's just straight up embarrassed, often storming out which you find it cute

Oh. There was definitely a time where he got you back most of the times where he grabbed your face and his was dangerously close to his, you were speechless from that time while he walks away like nothing ever happened after teasing him over something

Since the lounge of the PM isn't always filled with people and when it does, everyone is in there

You were casually talking to the Black Lizard, Chuuya and Kaiji being a menace he is, tried to turn the conversation into chaos whenever he takes up the chance

To your surprise, Akutagawa suddenly appeared and called out for your name

"Y/N, meet me in the armory, now."

"Ah- sure thing"

They thought he's finally going to confess to you, Chuuya and Hirotsu, who tried to reason with them that why eavesdropping them wouldn't go well as it had expected

Well the two are also curious of the outcome so the executive mother hen and veteran grandpa ended up tagging along with them

Akutagawa had basically dragged you since he wanted to tell you something - it disappointed everyone immensely when they found out they're just going to talk about some mission details, again. But the reason why they didn't leaved just yet is that whenever Akutagawa says something, he's rather RELUCTANT about it and it's showing through his tone.

After the end of the discussion where you were about to leave, this part for him was rather unintentional where he took your arms yet again and pulled you close, now it was your turn to be a flustered mess(again).

"Y/N— Tomorrow 11:30 am sharp, outside of this one cafe."

"Wha- yo- I thought it's going to be on sunday?"

"It's not regarding to our mission, you idiot."

"Oh."

"I'll take that as a yes, see you tomorrow. Wear something nice so you won't look like a haggard individual"

"That's very ironic coming from you, Aku!"

Needless to say, the whole entire PM(except Mori, Kouyou and Hirotsu maybe) was cheering when they headed back to the lounge afterwards, and you were confused as fuck about why they were so cheerful over something .

[secretcasanova]

Holy moly- I know this isn't big thing just yet but thank you for the 15 followers! today I'll try to get the other request done and post another... stuff! you'll figure it out eventually if it's a fic or another hc

I hope all of you are having fun today/night (◕ᴗ◕✿)

[secretcasanova]

BSD PM!BOYS REACTING TO GN!Y/N THAT CAN TURN INTO SPIDER

Characters: Ryuunosuke Akutagawa, Chuuya Nakahara

Word Count: 1312k

Warnings: Spider, slight description of it? I don't know technically the reader making them disgusted

Authors note: I can't believe my friend, she could've requested something else but no, its the spiders, and it's honestly freaky when you think about that one giant... yeah. But hey if you don't like spiders or has a fear of it, I don't really encourage tou reading this not unless you can somewhat handle it to some extent, but still, just warning ya!!

SFW // Slight crack??

Ryuunosuke Akutagawa

To think that this man has a fear? over something little? You gotta be kidding me then because he'd still kill those ants(if it wasn't for Atsushi telling him not to kill "anyone" for like, how long? Then him taking it seriously /hj)

You were an enemy- he's more confused on why is there a ginormous creature roaming around the Yokohama and destroying one of the PM's properties? He would still complain if it's Atsushi but he well know that he doesn't have a heart to do that.

Akutagawa realizes that it could be another ability user, because now creature could just target their property for no absolute reason. He doesn't believe that one specific report; "the ginormous beast" one.

There was a time where you turned into a small spider then followed Akutagawa to the headquarters, you were already aware of his prescence as the Port Mafia's dog after all(he almost killed you too while you were in that state to be honest, but managed to retreat to one of the little spaces where he can't reach you).

A little bit time skip, where Akutagawa entered this one warehouse alongside with Higuchi as per usual, telling him to be slightly more silent while he also tell her to shut up as well. When the two reached this one specific place- it has an awful lot of cobwebs and all of those dead rotten corpse's were fully wrapped around by your webs (Don't ask me how you exactly do those, I won't answer it)

Higuchi was already muttering incoherent nonsense when there was a huge shadow looming over the two- again he told her to shut up before finally looking at his back only to see a giant beast with two tagmata, eight giant legs thay were crawling on the ground while it makes a sound, then those little crimson eyes with the warehouse light illuminating it to make it seem like it's glowing in the dark

It was actually more terrifying, especially if its up close.

Akutagawa immediately used his Rashoumon to try and tear that disgusting vile creature apart- being a little pest you are you turned back to your human form for a brief second after it nearly stabbed your main body of the spider, then later on engaged in a battle with the two

You realized that you can't just keep hold of them forever, most of Akutagawa's actions were impulsive but you really did forgot this one woman he was with, then eventually landed a tranquil dart to your shoulder

"C-cheater..!" You snarled at the man in black in front of you, before your vision fully blackened out.

Let's say you got held as a captive by the PM while being interrogated by him, you eventually admitted that you were only commissioned by some of the group to mess with the PM

Mori thought that you'd make a great asset to them, so he eventually offered you the position in the PM- it's up to you whether to decline it or not

If you eventually accept it, you'd annoy Akutagawa every now and then (and also scare Higuchi), even if the two of you are paired up in the missions

If not, Mori would try to rearrange and have a contract between you both, who wouldn't want someone great as you?

In the end of the day, he'd usually shoo you away but now he doesn't, he would still hit you as you fight him back, it all started from a small fight to a huge mess.

Kouyou or Chuuya would probably kill you both if you kept on doing this.

Chuuya Nakahara

He has a huge pride and ego, there are some of the other things he still hides and feign it with his assertiveness and pride

Like, maybe this man hates of spiders- depends. He can handle those all fair and square(yeah sure until you give him a tatantula)

You are a newly recruit of the PM, said to have no ability(or in other words you asked Mori to not have it shown on your records after paying your debts to... him.) and you were put as Chuuya's subordinate

Nothing new, he thought. It would be just the same thing, he really thought. Which that's the part where all of his assumptions are wrong and ended up regretting it in the later parts- he did train you and taught you some basics and all, sure.

There was also a time where you got curious and decided to become a little spider, then spy him on his office— it was rather a boring experience because all he does is to drown on his paperworks, you tried your luck by heading to the empty side of his desk and do a little spider dance

This stupid bit went on until he was going to grab something on the other side, then saw the "spider" dancing in his desk before staring at it for a long lloooong time. (He probably flinged you, at least he didn't try to squash you)

At the same time of your recruitment ever since, he's getting the reports of this "Ginormous Beast" or whatsoever- a person that turns into a giant spider? he cringes by the thought of that

So one day when he's having a small chat with you, he suddenly brought that topic up while you were drinking some water.

"Do ya believe this one report? About the legendary spider beast or whatever? 'cause I don't."

You definitely choked on your drink while he stared at you weirdly.

"I don't wanna encounter them, that's for sure."

Because you ARE them lmao

So maybe one day where the two of you were sent out on a mission to retrieve this one particular information, you got seperated from him to handle with some certain situations, you were assigned to retrieve it while he fights the others

But the enemy's reinforcement are coming from every sides, felt like an endless wave to you so you decided to use your spider form then scared a bunch of freaks. Some ended up dead- you even made a cobweb and made them stuck on the web you made

Some of them are running for their lives yelling that the "Beast" is in this area, the other's eventually retreated

You basically thought it would be fun to scare Chuuya so you tried go over to his back, yet again the shadow looming iver him before snapping his hear to the back

Again, completely frozen- almost as if he's like he's trying to process the whole situation before grimacing by the sight of this

"I don't want to deal with ya."

Is what he said before a red aura appeared in him- you knew he activated his ability so you tried to run away but eventually ended up getting stuck on the ground, forcibly causing you to return back to your human state

"ow—"

"Y/N?!"

Again, hes bewildered and terrified(he won't admit that outloud) befote scolding you beforehand about that whole situation, he'll ask you the ability thing tomorrow so be prepared

For now, you were having fun getting a reaction from him, a disgusted one rather.

[secretcasanova]

holy moly thank you for all of the follows and like!! i'll try to finish this one hc tonight(requested by a friend on discord :D)

[secretcasanova]

BSD IMAGINE

The man who swore to protect you— to have your back during the missions you both have whenever the two of you got a chance to be assigned, the man who you always spend your time the most and not have a single inch of regret. In fact, you'd always love them till the day you die as he repeated the verse that you said, like a chant. You have seen their lowest points, and so did he. He'd often come back home injured as the worries came in flooding your thoughts, and there was a times where it happened the same thing as you. Both exchanged a piece of rebuked statements, but in the end you two will always hold eachother's close.

Just like what you were doing to him right now, he had reached his limits as you cradle him on your arms, with your fingers running through his disheveled hair due to the fight- you managed to take him away and quickly patch him up, you would like to scold him at this current state but the scenario is rather vital, but it wasn't their fault.

"Please wait a little longer, love." You murmured to your unconscious lover with his eyes closed. He looked rather peaceful. With every little breathes he take, he was still alive and well if you are going to exclude his major injuries. Slowly, but surely you started to let him go off your arms gently and have him settled somewhere comfortable despite those cold grounds — you still have an unfinished business to deal with.

Away, you slowly walk out from your safe spot- away from your unconscious love where he wouldn't be harmed again to reveal yourself infront of the enemy, you had to hold them back a little longer until the reinforcements would come

But you don't need those reinforcements, you kept this one ability hidden for so long, but you let your anger took over your whole body and mind as you was rather acting impulsive and rash. The only last thing you remember is doing some kind of ritual before summoning your forbidden special ability, you'd have control over it but the unsatisfiable bloodlust is something you cannot hold.

But you weren't just going to stay idle at the sidelines, you were scared of losing him. You didn't want that thought, so you let everything out and anything that you can do just to bring down the heavens for him one more time.

[secretcasanova]

My friend asked if she can request a hc of chuu and aku, I said yes and she just stopped responding to me

She's probably thinking that I'm gonna torment her with her favorite character :D

[secretcasanova]

Hello! If you don’t mind me asking what bsd characters do you write for?

Hey there anon! I don't mind writing for any BSD characters <33 Tho the only thing that I'm mindful of, is the spoilers and some characters going OOC

The BSD masterlist should be up soon, if not then, tomorrow would do

[secretcasanova]

oh gee, i think i got carried away on my first HC and ironically had more words than my first fic that i made

[secretcasanova]

hey, just recently found your blog and i gotta say your writing is nice!

tho idk if ur request box is open but if so, can i have a hc with chuuya, dazai, aku and atsushi with a yandere!s/o ? since its always been those yandere dazai this yandere chuuya that, yandere aku(?) there yadda yadda yadda

im looking forward for your future blogs!

(p.s i cant ask you anonymously for some reasons and im also new </3)

BSD Boys with an GN!S/O who is a Yandere

Characters: Atsushi Nakajima, Osamu Dazai, Ryuunosuke Akutagawa, Chuuya Nakahara

Word Count: 5398K

Warnings: Slight Spoilers about Dazai(Chuuya's Part), Manipulation, Gaslighting, Slight Descriptive Gore(?), Guilt Trip, Possessiveness, Physical Abuse, Stalking, Toxic Relationship technically, Slightly Suggestive(Aku's Part)

Author's Note: Hello there! glad to see that you enjoyed the fic that I made yesterday and of course my ask box is open! I was supposed to send it early but my dum dum forgor and ended up being on my drafts for a long while(´°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥｀)

Again, I apologize if some of them may be OOC, and I also tried to spice things up on the readers part by making them "act differently" towards to them- and all... If you know what I mean. Anyways I hope you enjoy this HC!

Atsushi Nakajima

You were an uninteresting individual, you rather not waste anything in the name of feelings and love. You were devoted to the Guild and nothing else till one day, the Weretiger came in which he hesitated to fight you at first but ended up engaging so, all due to your pierce nature? No that's not the point.

After the Guild was lost, Lucy took you in with her in the Cafe Uzumaki unknowingly that it's also part of the ADA, just as you think, fate has given you another chance to interact with this boy and you should not fuck things up.

All those blank expressions, all those dull eyes of yours, and your unexpressive gestures — all came crashing down, now tainted with vibrant colors and warmth thanks to him, now you felt more alive than ever as you decided that you need this light, all for yourself, and only for you.

You were much more outgoing and bright than your OLD self, you learned how to blend in within the crowds, you learned how to fake a smile - a little conversation of you and him made something sparked on his heart and eventually drew closer and close to you.

Atsushi is rather... Naïve. That's what makes it so easy for you to keep him around you- even stopping his impulsive moments? Oh, please! You can just boost his confidence whenever you can in any way possible. While he only fought you, never did anything and that's it, but to you he saved your whole uneventful life. You were willing to do so much more for him the moment he gets to be with you

You even fell faster for him than the lightning could even strike on the ground, his determination... You sure do love that sight of a moment!

To anyone else, you two were such a lovely couple and to you, as it should be. Atsushi was such a lovely doll for you.

Kyouka however, doesn't entirely likes you and your behavior towards to him. That excessive obsession- she even caught you once that Atsushi was at the verge of his limit, saying that 'maybe if you tried hard enough to not let one of the others lives slip again, this wouldn't happen my love.'

Dazai already knew this, him and Kyouka were the main obstacles, the main course the moment they got your intentions all figured out, while the rest of the others remained oblivious to this tense situation happening around you.

Which Kyouka attempted to convince Atsushi that you shouldn't be with YOU. Thats unacceptable right? Dazai wouldn't directly act on this situation not until it's getting too dire for Atsushi's own good. Which he is now doing so

Atsushi does think that your controlling nature is a little bit too much, which of course you tried to reason with him that you only wanted the best for him, but you did try to tone it down or otherwise you might accidentally break your own darling, to the point he's not longer expressive to anything else.

Oh! There was even a woman who has an intention to flirt with your man? Like a awkward wreck he was, he tried to say that he's already with someone else's while the other didn't bought that reasoning. Being a responsible and endearing lover you are to him you had stepped right into the scenario, with an underlying threats on your light hearted statement while wrapping your arms around his shoulder, now patting it. Though the wan had scurried away after and checked up on him if he was still uncomfortable and tense about it, which you decided to take him out by taking on a stroll or buy him something, just for him to enjoy the things and even cherish every moment that you do for him. (After work that is)

...?

The moment he arrived in the Agency, Kyouka wasn't there and so is Dazai, and the controversy was heard within the agency office with Kunikida talking about this problem with his other colleagues, as he came in asking what was going on, only to be greeted with a dreadful news about Kyouka going missing and Dazai has been now confined in their Agency's infirmary, has been ambushed by some professionals.

He didn't take this ever so lightly, the poor boy had a break down thinking he wasn't there to protect him, he wasn't there early to look after for his superior or even Kyouka as he remained silent throughout the entire day until both of your works are now done, you already knew the reason why he was so silent but you still shot a question, you two were left uninterrupted for now. No more obstacles to come and ruin your plans.

While the two of you were walking home altogether with your hand squeezing his, now rubbing his knuckles as a little sigh escaped from your lips, maybe doing these kinds of scenarios would be risky and even made him sad- it made your heart ache. But again, it was for the best of him.

"Do... you want to talk about it once we get back, love?" Your voice coo'ed, you were aware that he was so saddened by the news of this while he temporarily stayed silent for a brief second before nodding his head, with that weak energy, all he can do is to do that while couldn't be able to muster up a courage to speak as of now. "Don't worry, I'll make you a hot cocoa if that's what you want as well, stay with eachother and cuddle all night- I'm sure they're strong enough, so have some hope."

Those sweet little lies of yours, has an poisonous meaning underneath that one certain word of yours, all you wanted was for him to be happy for now, at least you don't have anything else to worry as of now. Hiring a professional gang to inflict harm on Dazai, then take Kyouka to somewhere else where or even give her back to the Port Mafia on a meantime, something that Kouyou would enjoy even if both factions had already made a deal regarding to her. And that lady that talked to Atsushi? absolutely unforgivable. To think that she can just walk away after HARASSING your precious light of your life? She was found six feet under somewhere else, but not in the cemetery because she does not deserve to have a goddamn coffin with both of her arms cutted off, just for the safety measure she wouldn't broke out or anything(not that she could anyway). You were nice enough to spare his superior and that little because he was attached to them right to the extent, but he doesn't have the same attachment to them as yours, you were clearly the first one to be prioritized before those two.

But you didn't want him to entirely break either, he was the sunshine to anyones life despite being scolded on and on, you even wished to put a duct tape on Kunikida's mouth regarding to the stories that Atsushi told you about, but all what matter is that you can have Atsushi by your side, all undisturbed by their commotion.

"Sounds good...! I just want to cuddle with you- for now at least..." That... Little smile on his face, you definitely knew that he was lucky to have someone like you, there was no other girls like you to be this caring as you are.

You are a moth, and he was the light. But you'd do anything even if it's taking too far, even if he could burn you on accident you will always love him unconditionally.

Osamu Dazai

Knowing what he is for- a flirtatious suicidal mummy who is a gravely whole nightmare to the enemies, but has a good beneficial to the allies. The last thing you'd want is to get caught by this cunning man, ever.

But that doesn't mean you aren't sly enough to step up your games, anything for your darling. There was a lot of times where you nearly got caught by him, but saved yourself by those vicious cover up lies.

To be more specific, the only reason why he was over the heels for you is that, YOU pretended to be the type of person who is hard to get, he took this bait of yours and thought of it as a challenge unknowingly, because you were unpredictable from that time- he wanted to know MORE about you as you kept on reeling him with your mysterious tendencies. And you are aware that this man isn't that vulnerable either so you took the other route for extra precautions, after all you only wanted him to be all yours, and nobody else's despite his damned nature.

There was definitely a time where he flirted with one of the clients just to make you jealous, needless to say your facade almost slipped, almost revealed your true nature- it's possessiveness. As much as you hate seeing him with the other girls or people even, you still had the will to hold yourself back. But do not worry, you had something else up on your sleeves. If he only sees you as a overprotective little one he will let this slip because he thinks that it's cute, yet once he knows your true nature, it's all over for you.

You don't want your beloved to go away, right? You don't want him to flirt with any girls other than yourself, right?

All you were ever known for was a hard to get type of person- a reliable one. But his suspicions were arising when the moment with those ladies who he usually flirts around in the cafe or the clients of the ADA(to get a reaction from you, but it ended worse.) had actively flat out ignored him right on the spot, and those waitresses in the cafe uzumaki?

Pure Silence. Dazai decided to take a peek on you- the same as the others? numb and actively ignoring him as well? or were you just pretending so you can necessarily avoid him finding out your schemes? He tried all of his best to get your attention in any way he could, because we all know how clingy and touched starved this man could get, but your reaction is just the same as the others.

He had a whole suspicion that it was you who did it, but when you two got back home(with the whole entire walk just a silent one which it internally kills him on the inside) you tugged on his coat before you came in, crushing right into his arms, silently sniffling.

"I'm sorry." You apologized to him for what circumstances? To his eyes, you were are a perplexed individual but this doesn't makes things clearer- but you were trembling on his arms while not being able to bring yourself look over to him. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry- you we're put in danger because of me..."

(you are not sorry)

And this is the part where the guilt kicks in, for ever doubting you that you were the one who did it — he is not completely numb to emotions either when in fact he understands it, he didn't think twice to take you to your shared bedroom, stowing you down on the mattress while having you close to his chest.

This one, was your personal favorite part, where you few him with your perfect lies about an unknown person threatening every woman that Dazai interacted- not convinced? worry not, you had gathered a fake evidence that you have been receiving a death threats or even a piece of cutted fingers, with it's dried blood on the box that you only hid it somewhere because you claimed that you didn't want your beloved to see it or even worry for you.

And as for him? he rather felt GUILTY for doubting his loved one doing such a things like this while he murmured nothing but a sweet, little comfort words while trying to lighten things up

The two of you cuddled eachother close- embracing one another's embrace on this cold night, laying down on your shared bedroom while Dazai was stroking your hair through and through to soothe yourself from this ordeal

"My love, you have nothing else to worry about for now- you're in my arms now, it's alright." He said as he played with one of your hair strand, still kept one of his arms wrapped around your body as you did the same to him yet however... He couldn't get this suspicion off you, he already felt bad for assuming that it was you who done it, but does he have a proof to it? He doesn't... But the way you showed those evidences to him made him feel slightly off too. Again, he will never be sure whether it's actually you who done it. After all, it WAS you. Anonymously searching one of their contacts if they have ones if not you'd still send them an anonymous letter of a death threat if they ever try to interact with your Darling once more, Yosano and Ranpo definitely was looking out on your behavior and nearly got caught. If it wasn't for you bribing Ranpo away with some snacks seperatedly, then as for Yosano'e case you had to convince her that you were in the same line as the other clients and all. — then those dead corpses you threw on the river and kept one of their fingers to send it to the others?

You were aware, that you are trying to keep this former executive mafia all to yourself- who have condoned a lot of manipulation and all. You were ready to give everything what he wanted with a price of him only paying attention to you, only YOU. This would not happen if he only gives all of his attention to you and not waste it by flirting with those clients or other girls.

One can play a guilt trip for sure, a sly vixen you are.

Ryuunosuke Akutagawa

Out of all PM members, you chose to take a liking to this one ruthless 'Black Dog' of the pm, a victorian e—

That aside, you probably got transferred to the Port Mafia after your Boss and Mori had a deal to one another where you will be kept permanently by the PM, while they receive something else. It's not that you were interested because of how LOW they were paying some exceptionally skilled assassin like you. And, of course you cannot tolerate that at all so you weren't complaining about this whole thing.

Another assassin? In the Port Mafia? Gin wouldn't admit it nor she would ever will, but she's rather excited about you with how excellent your skills are, or that's what at least rumor she had heard about regarding to the underlings who was talking about you. You are quite the talk of the headquarters for now.

This doesn't amaze Akutagawa, not at all. It would take him a LOT because you are not the first one who's that good with their abilities, even if Chuuya took you as his subordinate and still trained you and your mobility. It's best to say that both of you started with a rocky path where you despises each others back. With those venomous insults(and if it wasn't for Chuuya who had to step in every time, you two might've had slitted eachother's throat by now) in all actual. Though this part of him was rather unintentional, maybe he sees his old self in you, covered up by some tough facade? It took both of you a good, ggooood while before you eventually had him wrapped around your finger.

The history repeats itself, where Akutagawa craves attention from Dazai- you are giving him the same treatment like from what his old superior does to him, you may never know him but all you know is that it's such a sore subject to talk about to him. He doesn't know what you did to him to make him feel this way and wanted to get more validation off you everytime — but of course you two don't show this side to anybody else, both of you are known as a ruthless couples and that was it. But(you may or may not intentionally become the typical duo of sadist and masochist) for Akutagawa he still kept on coming back to you after hitting him, sure he could've just fought you back with his sharp mouth but, maybe it's not himself that he gets reminded of, maybe he sees Dazai in you. But of course you wouldn't let your darling love you for not who you are, you had yet to drill into his senses that only you can love him for all eternity, and nobody else can do the same- even if you are harsh to him he cannot find somebody caring as you are.

Despite all of these harsh treatments that you gave to him, he still deserve all and every bit of your love, those little kisses and bites from you- well anything you'd do just to make him plea and on his knees. The two of you had your fair and share of the arguments but at the end, you always knew that he'd still come back home- come back home to you. He thought that it's unfair for you to pull that kind of treatment when he thought he's finally getting you, as you turn the tables around, it's him who'd be silently begging.

Gin isn't aware of this situation nor the other's, Hirotsu is somewhat suspicious and so is Kouyou.

Higuchi.

She cannot get the fact that the two of you are together now, yet still tried to pry sometimes because she definitely sees what you are doing to her Akutagawa-senpai. She want to speak about this to anyone else but ended up being silenced by you everytime, so to put this from the top, you are an enemies that always exchanges a death glare to one another. Some may tell Higuchi that she should just let go of Akutagawa because he's ALREADY with you. Of course she couldn't be able to tell the actual reason why you two kept on exchanging death glares, even if she's the misfit of the Port Mafia, you will still drove her away no matter how valuable she is to Mori's assets.

You had enough with her, sure even if you do such a thing to Akutagawa most of the times with those 'Dazai Treatment' you still give him those kisses and cuddles, those soft moments he deserved to earn from you and YOU ONLY. NOT. HER. NOT. H I G U C H I. Not anybody else. A little set up frame wouldn't hurt him, of course based on his actions towards to Higuchi you definitely think that it was a right choice, he shouldn't care about her other than you, you are his love, someone he should look up to.

On the following day where the two of you headed to the Headquarters, Gin immediately informed you two that Higuchi has been temporarily suspended due to the accusations that is actually true, that she has been making some shady deals to some other organisation but all thanks to you, the deal has been revoked- Mori decided not to punish Higuchi with those severe brutal methods for now, and for some reasons.

You had a short talk with Gin for a short bit, you wouldn't want his little sister to suspect anything about you two, do you? She even said that maybe you were the one who can thaw his frozen lakes on his heart or even have him to learn and love such a things, and she was even grateful that you did get to be with him after going a few trial that Gin attempted to put you through of course.

After Gin had went away, Akutagawa stood silent before you while only staring at you, who was bidding your goodbye at her as you eventually caught his gaze - the two of you agreed to not display a affections on the public because the two of you had some reputation. Only few of the others know that you are officially together, though Akutagawa was bothered by... Something, there is something unsettling about you for a odd reasons and why he's all acting this way towards to y—

"Yoohoo? You've been staring at me for a long time now. Is there something on my face?" You spoke with a low- soft voice since it was just the two of you in the lounge at the moment, as he abruptly looked away and scoffed.

"Always been so casual when it comes to these kind." Or so he commented while beginning to walk away, with you catching up to his side while chuckling. "That's you, not me. Who wouldn't worry about Higuchi disappearing? I know she doesn't like me but can't you at least show some concern?"

Oh, you already know the answer while feeding him with such a innocent questions, feigning it while it is full of irony and hate, it wasn't hard for you to ask someone who can make a mask that is identical to Higuchi plus it's voice changer, have someone take photos of the imposter and send it to you afterwards after paying them- and your favorite stage play is when you, reporting this to Mori regarding to her behavior which he didn't have to bought it at first because of the loyalty she had, till you showed those photos to him and had it reconsidered.

Nonetheless, Akutagawa only gave you a temporary silence again before speaking; "Why should I? I could finally have some less nuisance to deal with."

He's right, both of you had a less nuisance to deal with. While you take care all of the others who dares to oppose you and your love for your dearest, even if he can be so rash and mean, you will always give him that one treatment to make him all act up again.

Chuuya Nakahara

To start with this, the boss of the Port Mafia- Mori Ougai. He took you in when he found you as the only sole survivor o- no, correction, when one of the thugs held you as a hostage because of your ability. Now he pretty much took you in, introduced you to Kouyou first since the other 'Executives' are busy at the moment, you did not complain.

Despite your condition, you were definitely a troublemaker that already broke something on accident, on your first day too. So to be spared by the scary guys you had to behave around WHENEVER Kouyou is around, despite her assuming about your behavior(although you ended up getting scolded by her at the very end of the day, much to say she will teach you some manners and... antics.) the moment you settled yourself in the Port Mafia.

Day two, Kouyou agave you a tour around in the headquarters yesterday and had led you to your very own apartment(by yours truly, Port Mafia's enterprise.) which you have been asked to meet with her up once more, regarding to the introduction of this two individuals that goes by 'Osamu Dazai' and 'Chuuya Nakahara'. To you, those names didn't mattered to you at first because you'd be working for them in any way. Which, you were wrong. You found both of them to be annoying- yet fun to mess around with, mainly with Chuuya.

Several years after after Dazai's defection, it deeply affected this little pipsqueak right here and it still did, maybe you reminded Dazai a little bit too much so you decided to 'change' your behavior a little bit. Not just a bit, to be honest. All you know is that you were only having fun, not caring anything else aside from works and all - you we're irresponsible little shit that Chuuya always had to babysit as well, you and Dazai to say at least but now you adapted to be more responsible and caring for the poor darling of yours. He doesn't need more headaches now, does he?

Spoiling you rotten with his filthy Executive payments... Those expensive jewelries or items that you wanted, of course there are some times that you refused- he didn't understand why you would but instead you were rather shy about it and wishes that you could do the same(buy those expensive stuffs for him).

"Loving me is already enough."

That. Sentence. Kept on repeating on your head like a broken records that has been forgotten for about centuries? That won't matter, it sounded sweet to your ringing. You could even give the entire galaxy just for him and his happiness it should be just you, only you and him.

He's perfect, in every way. You will become god and reshape everything else in case if he was ever wrong- you'll make it right for him. His backstory, the Arahabaki. He deserves something better which is YOU. You trust him enough to not flirt with some other girls, have him always message you if he's gonna come home late(because of his responsibilities as a Executive) or about the mission, his words were always true and you know that because you kept a hidden tracker somewhere on his hat. Though, there was a time where he forgot to message you, hells was on a loose and you attempted to track him down with those tracking device of yours? You overthinked that he was hanging out with some other people other than yourself yet it was just him handling another mission. Once he returned home, he wasn't exactly in a best mood when you tried to confront him about the whole thing- making you "worried sick" about him as the argument ensues.

It was rather cold for the both of you, and you absolutely despises it. With both of your backs facing eachother's, with the two of you eating some lunch and breakfast either seperated or in silence because none of you are trying to talk about it. At. All. This tension was suffocating you so badly- if the two of you wasn't so stubborn enough this would've been prevented, perhaps another safety precautions should be added to this when he is going out and forgot to tell you.

Well, today is the day that you planned to get your loving darling back in your arms- in your embrace. You were planning to get that one expensive wine, he has a dozen collection of some wines but you were sure that in his penthouse, he didn't had this one brand just yet, maybe get back home early and cook him something he likes while preparing for you apology speec—

All of your thoughts was dropped when you were walking down on this one corridor, saw him talking to one of the people- they dare to make him smile instead of you doing it? It should have been you. We're you not enough? All you did for him was not enough? For your darling? You should've had resorted to doing this one severe method that you had planned on doing so for a very long time ago, anything to oppose that is a threats to your relationships. You stood there for a brief second not realizing that you both if your fists were clenched closed, harshly enough with both of your nails sunken in your skin before you had to cut your line of thoughts here, you didn't want to bother your lovely for now as you retreated back to your respective office, waited for the day before heading home.

You got home early- the others questioned you why? That's because you forgot there's this one "personal" thing you had to deal with back home and you need to have it fixed asap, luckily Mori let you go home early and so. What's the personal problem if you may ask? This one PERSON that took away all of the things you needed to do for Chuuya, your honey- your darling. You wouldn't let them just take away that genuine smile off him without your permission at all, absolutely not and you aren't going to accept it.

These vicious thoughts that flooded your mind isn't very nice of it, but it has been disposed by you, the one and only. You waited for this one particular person to head out of the headquarters that made your man laughed- it was rather a poisonous thought, you don't want to think about it again and now that you took them down, putted a super glue both on his mouth and nostrils while you tied him up— you took this one scoop, without any mercy at all you dugged the scoop inside of his eyes despite the person's screams muffled in agony, have it scooped it out of their system one by one before leaving them from one of the abandoned alleyway.

Oh those scene kept on repeating and repeating as you prepared the dishes, that juicy beef steak with a little bit of gourmets on it and had the wine prepared till you heard a wooden crack coming from the entrance, with both of your eyes lit up upon his prescence. Without any hesitation you headed to the front- you greeted him with a simple "welcome back" while getting the other stuff aside from his, now puzzled by your actions as you led him to the room, feeling a little bit fishy about your behavior for some reasons. But he still didn't gave you any attention or spoke with you at all

Playing hard to get now? You let go of his shoulder before heading to the kitchen, now unable to fully face him with your head looking down to the ground. Letting out a sigh of regret.

"I'm sorry, baby. I know it was an ass of me to push your buttons from that time so I wanted to make things up now." You rose your head up and whirled your whole body to him, with your gaze softened with a solemn regret that pleas for his forgiveness. Though, who is he exactly to decline this now- all of his loved one's set up, all he could do for now was to lower his gaze with both of his brows frowning. "No, I should be the one sorry for yelling." He tried to reason back at you, perfect. You made him say what you wanted him to say now. Even just by apologizing he does it so well, so perfectly.

"Don't be, it's understandable." A weak laughter came out from your mouth before approaching him and gave him a little smooch on his cheeks- you're making him tempted. He definitely missed this kind. "Although, perhaps you should go take a shower first, I already set the bathtub for you there." Again, you snuck another kiss but this time it's on his lips, he returned it back though and all he said was "Alright, I'll be back in the kitchen for about a minute doll" before heading up to the stairs, you your shared bedroom to go ahead and change now.

He still isn't aware. You're willing to do all of the dirty works to keep his image clean.

[secretcasanova]

a very first bsd hc is coming up soon !!

(does anyone know how to enable a anonymous ask feature on the ask box? this one person couldn't be able to do so and I'm also new to this new whole blogging system ;o;)

edit: ah, i figured out how to, stupid mobile

[secretcasanova]

Sweetness

Summary:

The two of you we're only stopping by to try out this one newly opened cafe because of your lunch break, though. Things are more sweeter than this blueberry cheesecake.

BSD // SFW

WARNINGS: N/A

Word Count: 2052k

N.Chuuya x Fem!Reader/OC

As the sun rays illuminated the city scapes of the Yokohama city, the sun already settled in the heat of the moment. The streets of the city were already busy that is, which you were fanning yourself with your own hand - to say it at least there wasn't enough air coming from there.

While the executive ginger pipsqueak beside you was utterly not bothered by the weather's heat. Those three layers of his clothing...

You couldn't help but to squint your eyes at him while taking a short glance, strolling in the sidewalks as he spoke; "Take a picture of me, that'll last longer." or so he jokingly said, how did he noticed? Have you been staring at him for a long time of period now?

This only made your cheeks furiously turn red before looking back to where you were walking in a attempt to remain calm. (although terribly and miserably failing if I may add)

"Quit that, the last thing that I'd want is a picture of you."

Another terrible lie that had slipped on your lips. A visualization of him on your mind still haven't gone away, those ginger locks- his azure eyes. You could've sworn that you were only meant to be his colleagues and nothing else, but the fate was essentially a bitch to you(or that's what you always thought) to caught up a "teensy weeny" feelings for this Executive. Then again, that is a massive understatement.

Your line of thought had yet again to be cutted off by him. "Have I told ya this story by the way? About Tachihara and Kaiji?"

Would you believe it, that the most feared executive- known to be ruthless when it is needed, an enemy that the others doesn't try to mess with most of the times

is casually talking to someone like you?

"Those two? What about it?" Oh to switch up the topic to avoid any more unnecessary commentaries, with every strangers that passes both of you by as you converse in a little conversation with him - his stories always entertained you and you wouldn't be bored because of that.

"Kaiji put up a transparent foil at the armory, then waited for Tachihara to stop by because of his weapon. He eventually fell for that, somehow." He let out a low snicker from him while telling you this.

Your were obsessed on hearing his laughter, albeit not the corruption one- and you needed more of this. It's not common for him to be always like this, he is a man with a reputation to uphold so.

You rested your other hand on your pocket, a small giggle escaped from your lips, you must've assumed that he scolded Kaiji by then. "That's a shame, I didn't get to personally see it." Or so you joked along with it.

Only if you knew, he had the same wish as yours, to hear more of your laughter- something about yours made him mesmerized for a whole millisecond.

"Oh? so you want that to happen to ya?" There is a thing that you caught on his sentence, you know he wasn't the type of person to pull a pranks out of nowhere. So this was more of a lie to you.

"You wouldn't do that, if you did then I'll hide your hat."

"And I quote; you wouldn't do that as well." The ginger mimicked your sentences, he was fun to banter with most of the times- which the entire Port Mafia thinks that you two were dating, only a brave souls were asking this and not get their heads taken, you and Chuuya will deny that the two of you are not together. Yet some part of you wish that you two were—

"Oi woman, if you are so starved right now because of how you kept on dozing off, were here now." He lightly nudges your shoulder before you realize that the two of you are now in front of this one cafe that he told you about, you. To be fair you were insisting about this offer, but this was the only time where he was free, every once in a blue moon to enjoy his little time but decided to spend his time with you instead.

How many times did you spaced off to be specific?

"Me? Hungry? Says the one with it's stomach growling earlier." You weren't really paying attention to him actually, more like you were admiring of how stunning this man is- and goddamn you even knew that he had those killer looks.

Chuuya looked over to you while squinting his eyes and furrowed both of his brows, he was staring at you like as if his gaze were saying 'we don't talk about that.' before heading over to the door and opened the door for you. Though you rested your hand at your ching before letting out another small giggle because of his expression earlier, before entering and headed over to the counter(with a certain man playfully grumbling on your back). The aroma scent was rather light in the atmosphere, not too strong but it smelled nice- the interiors design were rather cozy and all.

It wasn't that bad, especially you're with him.

The two of you lined up in the counter while looking above to check the dishes- the foods on the menu, it only took you a couple of seconds which you didn't bother checking the desserts for a while as you let him say about your orders after telling yours. Though, while waiting for them to finish you decided to check the menu one more time to see if there's anything you wanted to add

You were dumbfounded enough of yourself to not look at the desserts earlier, perhaps you were on a diet or some sort? Not that you know because it wouldn't hurt to have a little dessert now, do we? And without any hesitation you decided to scoot closer to his side and tugged his coat so you can get his attention

As he turn his head over to your and tilted his head, you lowered your voice but audible enough to hear you speak alongside with that gentle tone

"I want some blueberry cheesecake too"

This, this low- soft spoken voice of yours made him caught off guard, he couldn't help but to muse both of his brows while gazing at you.

"You? I thought ya like something bitter or sour." He feigned a genuine confusion to hide his surprise, well it wasn't that much. It has a underlying tone of sarcasm on his statement still which have not realized it yet. You looked back at him and tilted your head to the side while expressing confusing on your face, wondering where did he get that idea from.

"And where the hell did you get that from?" A little questioned came out from your mouth, it wasn't until then you realized that it was just another one of his remarks- poking fun at you with his mischievous, sly grin that has been plastered all over from his lips. "You know. Based on your behavior and all."

This, is the part where you should've been annoyed by his commentaries but his smile made you feeling some kind of other way yet again, which all you did was to pretend to be irked by him and ignored his remarks for now, before looking back to the cashier who has been waiting for your finalization of your orders. That was all of the orders you both took before paying the cashier.

That aside, another minutes had passed where you got your orders and settled yourself down to this one corner, again most of the topics you two talked about was nothing eventful, just works related while slipping some insults every now and then. You both had feasted on your foods- you weren't done with yours just yet because you left that blueberry cheesecake for the last, with those berries on top of that creamy cake with a dough beneath it.

As you took a small piece of a blueberry cheesecake using your fork, stabbing it before lifting it up away from the plate- the taste, it wasn't too sweet or too creamy while with it's thick layer cover it all of the savoury. Your eyes lit up upon tasting this piece of dessert, unaware that the ginger Executive was watching you take a bite before you took another one, though he couldn't help but to let out a small laughter which it had caught your attention

"Bbwahts punnie?" You questioned Chuuya despite your mouths a little bit stuffed with the food that you're eating. "Don't talk when your mouth is full, dumbass."

Of course he'd scold you for that while you only pouted, he huffed as he raise one of his index finger and pointed it at his lower part of his lips...? "Ya have something in here." Or so he said so, which you stopped for a brief second before gulping down the cake you ate, trying to wipe something off from your lips with your thumbs but ended up getting none.

His other side of his lips rose and so his brows before standing up from his seat in a beat and took a tissue on the table, beginning to lean closer to you and wipe something off from your lips— again, you were absolutely captivated by his looks, with those facial shapes, his fluttered azure eyes. Before you know it he was a little bit closer to you which it made your face turn red while you sat there completely solid, frozen right on your spot.

Once he returned from his seat after wiping those cream away from your face, you impulsively offered him a taste of the cake. "Hey, wanna try this too?" is what you said, you didn't think properly after the action he just pulled. He only rose both if his brows yet again, this time he's either bewildered by your sudden offer.

"I'm pretty much sure that ya need it more than me." He smirked with a slight red hue forming on his cheeks, now resting his back hand underneath his chin after putting his elbow at the empty side of the table, though you still insisted and took another piece of it.

"Just once, you might like it." It was your turn to have a mischievous smile plastered all over on your lips.

"I said, just go eat it."

"Not until you take a bite you idiot."

And yet both of you wonder why the whole Port Mafia thinks that you're dating? Either way he finally succumbed to your requests while rolling his eyes in a playful manner, grunting as well before looking back at you with his eyelids a little bit lowered this time. "I'm really starting to think that you're much more of a stubborn ass than I am."

You scoffed before lifting your fork up, with it's blueberry cheesecake's piece stabbed on the forks edge, you hovered your other free hand underneath the fork while humming along.

"Here comes the choo choo train~" You couldn't held back your giggles, now those little laugh of yours are infectious even if it's just a small, low one, both of you only had the same thoughts and he wished to hear more of these coming out from you- who is he to deny these requests of yours now? Those smile that has been displayed on your expression, he wanted to see more of it.

As you drew the piece of cake closer while he was leaning, now opening his mouth to take a bite of it before you withdraw your fork away from his mouth

As the description has been said before, it wasn't too sweet nor too creamy, he wasn't a big fan of sweets if I may add but...

It tasted awfully sweet for some reasons, and he loves it.

And there it is, my first short fic of my favorite boy chuu chuu train

English isn't my first language so I apologize in advance if theres any errors, I hope y'all enjoyed this :D

[secretcasanova]

Well, yeah screw being a anonymous that reads the peoples work, silently which I do adore most of the their writings

I do enjoy writing as well for my favorite boy so I decided to give it a shot, I'll send the very first fic(?) of Chuu