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no one will stop me from impregnating that damn breaker box my friend

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hear me out on the electricity tho cuz damn🥴

The older I get, the more I say off the wall shit that I never thought possible, and yet I utter the insane string of words unflinchingly.

I wanna fuck that door.

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i can fix them and whatever the hell’s wrong with their club.

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fun thing about me is that my eastern european mother is fine with me being bisexual and non-binary but draws the like at me wearing goth makeup

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pride month is always fun for me as a bisexual and fem-leaning nonbinary person (i'm afab).

never queer or trans enough for a lot of people, apparently.

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one thing about mental illness that isn't talked about enough is the inexplicable irritability; because what do you mean i want to tear everyone in my vicinty apart only because one of my best friends built her minecraft house too close to mine

i swear i'm a good friend. please forgive me..

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the sheer embarrassment of forgetting an easy word in your native language is a curse i'll never escape

"sorry i forgot what 'box' is in polish for a good 5 minutes, so i didn't text u back right away"

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WHAT DO YOU MEAN CUB MET OBAMA AND BILL CLINTON

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me: *surprised ren shouted me out at the beginning of the stream*

also me: *finally stopped just lurking*

"hmm i wonder why that happened"

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please bother me

bring back tumblr ask culture let me. bother you with questions and statements

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implications are going to be the death of me one day, and it's all going to be neurotypical people's fault.

I think a lot of autistic taking-things-literally goes under the radar because what the diagnostic tests and shit ask about is not what that generally looks like in an adult and often not in kids either and much more importantly it’s not what generally actually causes problems in real life instead of being irritating for caretakers or funny to bullies or easy to diagnose

I have absolutely no issues understanding metaphors or idioms. When someone says their heart is on their sleeve they mean they’re emotionally expressive and openly display their feelings, not that they have a chunk of cardiac tissue on their shirt. I very rarely have issues with sarcasm. I sometimes have issues telling when someone who’s said something mean is about to say “just kidding”, but tbh I think that’s more on them than me.

BUT

My grandmother asked me “Do you know when the trash was taken out last?” and I said “I think Eliot took it out yesterday” and a few hours later she yelled at me for “not taking out the trash when I asked you to” and I was like???? You didn’t ask me????

I dread filling out forms and am crap at filling out diagnostic tests or personality quizzes because there are always questions I don’t know the exact answers to (how am I supposed to know what day I got dental surgery seven years ago?) or don’t understand exactly what they’re asking or the wording’s unclear and they could mean this or the wording says this but I’m pretty sure what they actually meant was that and should I answer what they said or what they meant, and how does everyone else just whip through the form? Does everyone else remember the day they got dental surgery seven years ago? Does everyone else somehow understand all these questions?

I get tangled up by bureaucracy because the rules on the website say that for this you need that and for that you need the other and for the other you need something else for which you need the first thing, and I go in circles for hours or days or weeks or months or years because their stated rules say there is no way to get what I need, and when I talk to somebody else they’re like “just call them?” and I’m like “how could that help? the rules say that what I’m trying to do is impossible”

And all of that? That’s how “taking things literally” ACTUALLY affects your life as an adult. It’s not “haha you think ‘getting under your skin’ means parasites”. It’s “you have real difficulty functioning in the world because everyone else is conveying things through implication and assuming that you know that rules are flexible and questions are approximate and you’re supposed to lie on job applications and ‘it’s required’ means ‘it’s preferred’, and you don’t”.

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this made my dopamine absolutely skyrocket

They be dancing!

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hi, all. i've already made a lengthy post explaining the reasons we should not support this upcoming seventeen album, which you can read here. it is far too long to delve into in any substance here considering this post will already have some serious length to it, however, it discusses the already ongoing boycott and the reasons behind it, as well as the reasons to boycott this album, which include their overwork and mistreatment, and more significantly, their continued collaboation with zionists in the past and on this album, as well as the involvement with a producer promoted his company's work with self professed n/azi kanye west in a highly antisemitic song. i strongly suggest you give it a read.

however, i would like to drive the point home with this post, and that is because both the members and their company continue to be willfully uneducated and ignorant of these matters, and further... unsavory things about their upcoming activities are coming out. they recently announced a 10th anniversary celebration in collaboration with airbnb. airbnb is a pressure target on the official bds boycott list. a pressure boycott per the bds website includes boycotting when there are reasonable alternatives to the company or product. (i don't know about you, but i've never been in a position where i am absolutely forced to use airbnb.)

airbnb is complicit in israeli occupation. settlers list hundreds of homes, apartments and villas for tourists to stay in, allowing both airbnb and illegal settlers to profit off land stolen from palestinian people. they quite literally allow war crimes to be used as tourism. this now makes 2 zionist or zionist adjacent collaborations linked to seventeen's anniversary celebrations, as well as one n/azi adjacent collaboration. i am encouraging you all to boycott more than ever.

there are carats in gaza fighting to survive every day and it is a slap in the face to them that you would sit down and put any money towards this album, even by offering seventeen and hybe so much as a cent of passive income through streams.

those of us wanting to boycott are unfortunately very much a minority but please don't allow that to discourage you. this is how you can use your voice. this is how you can make a difference. if you feel discouraged by the imbalance here, i encourage you to educate others and urge them to join the efforts.

○ this site can be used to watch youtube videos (the music video, the gose episode, etc) if you truly must as it will not give them any official views.

○ this is how you can still use streaming apps like spotify to listen to their music in just a few very simple steps

○ this drive contains a link to every release except spill the feels. you can dm me for stf files and i will reblog this with hbd files when available.

➥ reminder: seventeen are rich. this will not hurt them and this is not an act of hate against them. please consider expressing your love for them by urging them to show accountability, not buying into everything they do.

★ may 21, 2025 // going seventeen special episode: do not watch or engage with the special episode released on this date via any official sources. this means to avoid watching it on youtube/weverse, liking it, commenting it, or engaging in any official plybe posts regarding it.

☆ may 25, 2025 // special "hbd stage" in seoul: avoid official livestreams, official rewatches, and social media content related to this event. pirated content is fine.

★ may 26, 2025 // 'happy burstday' album release: do not stream or purchase the album in any format. do not use any promotional hashtags on social media. do not watch the music video via any official means, or engage with official uploads of it.

☆ june 2, 2025 // release of "nana bnb" show: do not purchase any official copies of the episodes or watch it on any official platforms. (keep in mind disney+, which is will be available to stream on at least in korea, is also a bds boycott target)

do not stream any content from seventeen in an official capacity. this includes title tracks, bsides, solo releases, mvs, and official interviews/performances, past or present. avoid platforms like spotify, apple music, youtube music, etc. do not save, like, or add these songs to playlists. utilize the links included above instead.

limit social media interaction. do not directly like, comment, repost, or share any promotional content.

do not directly buy albums, merch, or paid weverse content. secondhand and pirated content is ok. do not engage in any music show voting events.

do not use any trending tags associated with the comeback or activities. do not use sounds from the album in your tiktoks, edits, or reels.

➥ buy from fans, not from hybe! support ethical artists and creators and purchase their merchandise instead. ➥ donate to the carats for palestine campaign and other palestinian aid organizations. ➥ educate when you have the opportunity to. have tough conversations. loop others in. there are many who hold unfortunate positions regarding this but there are also many who are just unaware.

being a fan of something does not mean you cannot have criticisms or grievances, and it especially does not mean you cannot use your voice. you do not have to swallow your feelings about anything these artists do. you do not owe them anything and they are not entitled to your unwavering support. in fact, when it pertains to matters as disturbing as these, your support of them makes you entitled to speak up when they act in a disappointing fashion.

this is not hatred of seventeen. this is desire for them to better themselves and hope that they will remember their humanity before they act. i encourage you to remember yours, too. you are a human before you are a fan of something. think of your fellow humans, especially those suffering in gaza. act in their best interest, not seventeen's.

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PRETTY BABIES OMG

go my lesbians

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I'M TOO BISEXUAL FOR THIS *malfunctions*

Scar nation what do we think

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would that also make ren scar and bdubs' grandfather?

If Cleo called Doc her dad, does that mean Etho's his (ex-)son in law and Scar & Bdubs are his grandchildren?

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about me! ⋆˚꩜｡

basic info:

name: vic/vicky

pronouns: they/them

age: 19

languages: polish, english, german, also learning chinese and korean

note: i'm autistic and have social anxiety, so i may not catch on to certain jokes, etc.

fandom info:

general fandoms: hermitcraft* and life series, kpop, dan and phil, steven universe, kakegurui, apothecary diaries, devil may cry, tomb raider, love and deepspace, hoyo games, bg3, obey me, portal, mirror's edge, mlp:fim, cruel prince, life is strange, stardew valley, star wars, fnaf, arcane, resident evil, and more...

*if you see me in twitch chat as 'veeclipse' say hi or send me an ask later :)

music: cigarettes after sex, queen, day6, the cure, girls' generation, matt maltese, monsta x, radiohead, tommy february6, taco hemingway, she wants revenge, seventeen, ariana grande, the beatles, pink floyd, and anything that's listenable tbh

other interests: crocheting, classic literature, guitar, writing, history

DO NOT INTERACT

under 16s, homophobic, transphobic, ableist, pro-israel, pro-russia, racists, maga, supports generative ai