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Oh I miss this manga! Need to reread!

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Sheo want’s to play a game by Rageman@rageman709

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crack open a boy with the cold ones 🩸

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it’s the little things

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This episode of Bluey is called:

Camphor Tree

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Best dad

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By Enric Sant

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HEH (by Brian Bolland from Batman: The Killing Joke, 1988)

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I am so glade no one reads these it’s like my own personal venting diary.

But I don’t know what to do anymore we moved states I’m all alone sure I have my family but we’re the outsiders looking in, I lost all my friends everything I got a new job and I’m the only one working , we’re living in my parents basement my mental state struggles. My bf and I had our 8 year anniversary he did nothing I did it all took us to get food alone with out our son, I tried to make plans. He did nothing. And still has done nothing, he wakes up and masturbates every day and I wake up to it, we haven’t had sex in a month or so now I haven’t had an orgasm in months it seems and he get to jerk it every single night I hate it. He’s rude and will stay up playing games when I have to wake up early and I’ll ask him to get off, he doesn’t help me try to put our son to bed, I just don’t know anymore. I’m leaving in bed crying and he has no clue. Nor will he ever he doesn’t pay attention to me, or what I post on here it’s all only about his free porn he can see. I just want to die recently but I know I can’t cause my son! I love him soo much and would never do that to him. But I just wish I could end all the stress and pain. Between what I feel is a failing relationship and being in a new everything and losing it all and just being a working mom I just don’t know how I’m gonna get thru it I just want some attention and help I feel sooo small like a mouse inside no self a steam anymore I’m fat and I feel ugly, and it’s all from having a kid. And being reminded I’m fat or I’m losing weight I just hate it all

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So yesterday was mine and my bf 8 year anniversary and it was a fucking failure, all we did was go out to eat, fight and I woke up this morning to him jerkin in like he always does! Like it’s so unfair I paid for the dinner I took us out to eat and it’s almost been a month since I have had an orgasm, people are like when’s the wedding but if he was to ask I wouldn’t say yes, it just makes me wanna scream!

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@sunnyrayzxo

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