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INDIVIDUAL CIRCUMSTANCES (2023) // TO MY STAR 2: OUR UNTOLD STORIES (2022) — ha yeon woo and kang seo joon being far too similar to handle

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KIM KANG MIN & SON WOO HYUN as HAN JI WOO & KANG SEO JOON TO MY STAR 2: OUR UNTOLD STORIES (2022) dir. Hwang Da Seul

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Fandom: HIStory3: 那一天 | HIStory3: Make Our Days Count Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Xiang Hao Ting/Yu Xi Gu Characters: Xiang Hao Ting, Yu Xi Gu, Sun Bo Xiang, Lu Zhi Gang, Xia En, Xia De, Xiao Gao Chun Additional Tags: Second Chances, Time Travel, Time Travel Fix-It, Fluff and Hurt/Comfort, Romance, Mentions of anxiety attack and depression and poor life choices, Whipped and Smitten Hao Ting, Protective Hao Ting, Still a Dumbass Sap, Confused But Secretly Liking All The Attention Yu Xi Gu, Major Character Undeath?, is that a thing?, writing this to heal my broken heart Chapter Summary:

Hao Ting comes back to himself as Xi Gu is finishing up. He gasps which dissolves into a pained moan, looking around like he can't recall where he is. Xi Gu quickly tries to assure him, explain what happened when Hao Ting reels him in and throws his arms around his waist. He clings, face buried against Xi Gu's stomach as he breaks down into sobs, muttering the words, 'You're alive, you're okay.' interspersed by Xi Gu's name like a broken record.

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This^^^

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Ao3 environment: kudos system. Making a writer think readers didn't care about the story to set aside a minute to write a comment and simply click the kudos link.

THINGS WHICH MAKE WRITERS ANXIOUS:

not writing

writing

people reading their stories

people not reading their stories

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HIstory3: 那一天: A disappointing masterpiece

This is a hard one for me. 

Let me start off by saying that this series, though an absolute favourite of mine, has deeply hurt me in every single way. I’m talking about can’t-sleep-spontaneous-crying hurt here. Even months after its wrap, this binch is STILL hung up and reeling in sorrow and disappointment. Had it not been for that dumb ending, it could have set the new standard for queer content but of course, the gays can’t catch a break. So since I’m still not over it, I thought I might as well rant about it and just point out the loose ends as well as the stuff the show conveniently overlooked in its quest to completely ruin a beautiful gay story and induce trauma to its viewers smh ikr.

Oh before all that, a little confession: I haven’t actually seen the last ep in its entirety yet and no, I don’t plan to do it anytime soon. In part out of the interest of my mental health but frankly, I don’t want to waste any more time crying. I mean I’ve seen the tweets and the scenes where Hao Ting just completely lose it and those have already fucked me up so I think I’m good. Does it make me a fraud for writing this? Perhaps. But I know what happens so I think I’ve suffered enough. Now that’s out of the way, let’s dive right the fuck in shall we?

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Aww, I was expecting the chat logs. 😂😅

Chih, why you had to be threatened with revealing your private conversations to come visit your Dage on set. Hahahaha. Poor Husky just wants some love.

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Favorite XiangGu Kisses: Episode 6

"Stop fooling around."

"I'm very serious. I wanted to kiss you just now."

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Chapters: 1/3 Fandom: HIStory3: 那一天 | HIStory3: Make Our Days Count Rating: General Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Xiang Hao Ting/Yu Xi Gu Characters: Xiang Hao Ting, Yu Xi Gu Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Time Travel, Fix-It of Sorts, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Sad with a Happy Ending, Reunions, Closure Summary:

He chokes back a sob as soon as their skins touch, the terror blanketing him whole slowly receding as his fingers rake through the soft strands of hair, one arm circling his slender waist. Xi Gu's thundering heartbeat finds its rhythm against his own. He's warm like he should be. Alive. And Hao Ting weeps in relief. "You're okay."

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The Kiss, today (23/10/2012) in Marseille, France. 

Two young women kissed in front of anti same sex marriage/adoption protesters. 

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Sensual Hao Ting + shy Xi Gu❤

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Ship it like a binary star

HIStory3 MODC, Yu Xi Gu/Xiang Hao Ting, other minor pairings.

Summary: Xiang Hao Ting was excited to start as a new faculty member of the Physics department at University H. He never expected to meet Yu Xi Gu, his polar opposite, from high school. However, instead of animosity, admiration blooms. This does not go unnoticed by the student population. Not one bit.

@shaenanigans Here you go! I hope it doesn’t disappoint.

Cameos: HIStory 1 My Hero: Mai Ying Xiong and Gu Si Ren Stay Away From Me: Cheng Qing and Feng He Obsessed: Shao Yi Chen and Chiang Jin Teng, Li Mo Bai and Lei Zhong Jun HIStory 2 Crossing the Line: Qiu Zi Xuan and Xia Yu Hao, Wang Zhen Wen, Wang Zhen Wu HIStory3 Trapped: Meng Shao Fei and Tang Yi, Jack (Fang Liang Dian) and Zhao Zi (Zhao Li An)

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Babies. 😭 It will never not hurt thinking of all what could have been. Ugh. Why do I do this to myself.

𝑯𝑰𝑺𝒕𝒐𝒓𝒚𝟑: 𝑴𝒂𝒌𝒆 𝑶𝒖𝒓 𝑫𝒂𝒚𝒔 𝑪𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒕 - 𝑾𝒂𝒚𝒏𝒆 𝑺𝒐𝒏𝒈 𝒙 𝑯𝒖𝒂𝒏𝒈 𝑱𝒖𝒂𝒏 𝒁𝒉𝒊 / 𝑿𝒊𝒂𝒏𝒈 𝑯𝒂𝒐 𝑻𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒙 𝒀𝒖 𝑿𝒊 𝑮𝒖 𝒊𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒔

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Jesus cries. I miss them. 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Two beautiful boys in love 😍

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I think I'm afraid that I don't want to get better

A lot of people with mental illness do not want to get better. Or at least go through a period where they don’t want to get better. There’s many reasons for this: fueling off of your pain, fear of change, fear of the unknown, avoiding the pain/difficulty of recovery, not believing you’re worth recovery, not believing you can get better, not “believing in therapy/treatment”…ect. I think this in part comes from how many of us have been taught to believe that negative equals realistic and positive equals unrealistic. You are capable of getting better. You are capable of recovery. And deep down you do want to get better, there are just many things that are keeping you from that desire. But you can only start recovery when you consent fully to getting better, you have to commit to it. Here are some quotes that really helped me with this, I hope you’ll find them helpful too:

“Do not call the inability to start laziness. Call it fear. Stop yelling at yourself. Be nice. Call fear by its right name.”

“Many experience a sudden disinterest in recovery at some point. To therapists, this surge of sudden disinterest (“It doesn’t matter”) is a routine coping device employed to deny pain and ward off vulnerability.”

“As with any rupture, there is both tension and relief. Long-seated depression breaks up like an ice floe. Long-frozon feelings thaw, melt, cascade, flood, and often overrun their container (you). You may find yourself feeling volatile and changeable. You are.”

“At the root of a successful recovery is the commitment to puncture our denial, to stop saying, ‘It’s okay’ when in fact it’s something else.”

“Most blocked creatives have an active addiction to anxiety. We prefer the low-grade pain and occasional heart-stopping panic attack to the drudgery of small and simple daily steps in the right direction.”

“It takes grace and courage to admit and surrender our bad coping devices. Who wants to? Not while they are still working! Of course, long after they have stopped working, we hope against hope that this time they will work again.”

“We’ve gotten brave enough to try recovery, but we don’t want the universe to really pay attention. We still feel too much like frauds to handle some success. When it comes we want to go.”