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TAYLOR SWIFT The Eras Tour (2023) dir. Sam Wrench

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I don’t know what to do anymore.

I love him…I do? Maybe I love the idea of him. All the beautiful qualities he possesses that I no longer see.

It’s like it was a trap, or maybe I’m just stupid. Or maybe I’ve changed him because I’m such a horrible person.

All I know is that I have tried. You’re not easy, no job, lost, unstable, conflicted emotions. But I’ve seen past all of that and have loved you for YOU. I’ve tried endlessly to make you happy at the cost of my own happiness.

I feel like I constantly just GIVE GIVE GIVE

And that’s me, when I love someone. I will give that person the world even if it breaks me. Even if I can’t be on it anymore.

I didn’t mind to start with, because you gave me all I ever wanted - LOVE, AFFECTION, ATTENTION. I fell so in love with that, with you, truly thought I had somehow {in this fucked up world} found my soulmate.

Now you take it all for granted and I see none of this love. You say it, but not enough. I don’t see it, I don’t FEEL it.

Maybe I really did create this.

You’re so complacent, comfortable. I’ve made you this way. You don’t have to do anything yet have everything and all of me.

Maybe I was manipulated from the start and you have always been this way.

All I know is that if there is pain then it isn’t love and I am in so much pain around you lately.

You don’t care enough/anymore. So I can’t either.

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Happy 36th birthday to me. Don’t love, it just breaks your heart, even on your birthday.

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Ready for my heart to break all over again. Folklore saved my life and I’m obviously in need of saving again. I cannot wait. ❤️

Midnights, the stories of 13 sleepless nights scattered throughout my life, will be out October 21. Meet me at midnight.

Pre-order now: https://taylor.lnk.to/taylorswiftmidnights

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I loved you like the moon touched the sea, indefinitely, within every ripple 🖤 - shant.ace

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This.

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Truth.

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You taught me how to fly ❤️

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& every day you cross my mind. It’s less and less. But it’s still there, still hurting. You were my person. The only one. Maybe soulmates aren’t forever, they are are just to remember forever. You will always be my one that got away. Always, my kryptonite.

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Fucken Gemini’s.

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📷 @shant.ace

I love you more than you will ever know.

I search for you everywhere.

It’s breaks me a million times a day.

Do you know what it’s like to love someone so much that doesn’t feel the same for you?

I wouldn’t wish it upon anyone.

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📷 @shant.ace

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I’ve started writing on Insta, come follow me ❤️ @shant.ace

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I’ve started writing on Insta, come follow me @shant.ace ❤️

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