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Thirteen aesthetic

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Intro!! I'm not great at this so bear with me 💔

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Hiii I've had this account for a while but never really introduced myself.

I'm Angel, I mainly get called she/her but I'm fine with he/they as well!!

I would love to have more friends so please hit me up! I want more friends and this introduction is kind of a thing to help me with that!!

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$h3dtmblr (mainly $h tho)

NOT A RECOVERY ACCOUNT

I am absolutely all for recovery if that is what you want to do, it is always your choice in which path you wanna take. But I personally have not, and probably will not, ever be in recovery/recovered.

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Very mentally ill unfortunately (also fortunately??)

Not really diagnosed with anything currently but I have suspected (by medical professionals not myself, I quite frankly have ZERO idea what's wrong with me) bipolar disorder, BPD traits, anxiety, depression, and possibly other things bc I have other symptoms in which do not align with those things listed. (Such as mild hallucinations, severe focusing issues, sleeping issues, ect)

I also have many undiagnosed physical issues as well that I am trying to get sorted out. I have been diagnosed with POTS by my cardiologist but as much as I wouldn't be shocked if I did have that, I'm not trusting of that diagnosis considering they did not do the proper tests on me to diagnose me with that. (They also diagnosed me with it on the first time meeting me and it was like an hour at most.)

Been $hing for almost 8 years now. (The most I've ever been clean has been like 2-3 months and that was NOT by choice)

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I'm here on and off bc sometimes I will feel perfectly fine and I convince myself that I'm faking it until I inevitably drop to the lowest pits of hell again🙏.

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Not comfortable sharing my age publicly but if you wanna be friends DM me and I can tell you my age!! I would just prefer not to have my age on my public profile!!

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Music lover (of all genres, even country bc I live in the south 😭) til the day I leave this earth, and even in hell I will be bumping my music 🫶

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$moker (nic, cigs, w33d), not a big dr1nker I only do it for the taste bc I HATE the feelings of being dr*nk. Tipsy is fine tho.

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Highschool dropout due to mental/physical issues. And also because highschool is useless in a lot of ways. But I will not get into my opinions on that 😭.

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I've been rambling cause idk what to put 💔 but yeah!!

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TW SFX FAKE AI GENERATED

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So I've had this account for a while but never posted any of my own bc I'm REALLY bad at taking photos but here's a few of the semi good ones I have 🫶 also I know I'm big IGNORE IT 💔

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i disgust myself everyday by being myself

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I want to kill myself but i am afraid I will Wake up

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bro how do normal ppl cope. Like… you don’t excessively drink, sh, starve urself, smoke

What do u even DO

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feel like crying and screaming and pulling my hair out, i hate being alive, i don't want to keep going, i just want to lay down and give up

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forced to say “it’s okay!” Instead of throwing a fucking chair at their head

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If you think your favourite person genuinely likes you. Think again

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someone get me out of this fucking nightmare. PLEASE.

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Me :>

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🦋🩵💠 Everything is blue 💠🩵🦋

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