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Completely, utterly, most certainly dead ☠️

😭

Especially if I don’t gosh darn get my ass into gear and write him back to life! 💜❤️💛

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It’s like Jeremy Clarkson often says…😂 but also, then my brain turns into a potato and the words refuse to be written! 🙃

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Today was a rough one. A young work colleague passed away suddenly overnight. It’s hard finding the right words to a small team in shock, trying to comprehend the loss.

Whoever follows me, take a note. Be kind to each other and when you get home tonight, hug your furbabies and your loved ones and don’t forget to appreciate the good things we’ve got life, no matter how bleak or rough it might be right now.

Here’s some love to wherever we are in the world

💜💛❤️

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Little Kitten has Fallen...

I did it. I finally goddamn did it. I killed the main character that was already killed but I did it myself, hot damn.

Happy Birthday @alicesuicide - I'm sure heartbreak is what everyone wants as a gift! 😭 💜💛❤️

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Y’all, my work has fucked me harder than Magnus fucking the webway the last month, but I’ve got 3 weeks off and I’m damn well gonna finish that one shot Distractions and get Kitten killed during this time 🙏🏻

Then we’ll work out a better work-life balance 💜

Other than that, from me and my furry babies, I wish you all a very Merry Christmas/Yuletide/Krampus and to all, a blessed 2025 where everyone’s lives get a bit more happiness 💜💛❤️

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They even mention the hammers of war! 😂 and the stray cat! 😻

three person poly relationship made up of two people who are already dating trying to coax someone with horrific self worth issues into a loving relationship. stray cat style

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Does the Emperor catch baby Magnus after all????

When catching magic babies, remember to wear conductive clothing to enable safe grounding of baby curses.

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A few days late (still working on Ashes - new unexpected fight scene came to life! 😅)

The sassy lad is Toby, the confused black loaf is Saffron and the sleepy princess is Lily 🥰 Toby is my parents doggo, and every visit is a joyful mess of puppy energy 😂

💜💛❤️

Bonus trio photo too 🥰😂

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Okay so...

Birthday is tomorrow and I still haven't finished either chapter I intended to (screaming internally)

But in a conversation with myself today, I feel like Ashes will have a chapter this weekend, because it doesn't have to be perfect - it just has to be.

And godamn it, Kitten has to die...so he can actually live again! ❤️💛💜

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Happy 8th Birthday Saffron 🥰💜

With my cuddle buddies at my side, hopefully I’ll have a chapter up by my own birthday this month 🙏🏻🎂

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A little bit of Sanguinius wing study for fun . Tbh I just like drawing them

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And some additional cuteness keeping me company despite the incessant coughing 💜 Lily (sable) and Saffron (blue merle) 💜

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This might look like ‘just’ a cute photo of Lily using Chobani as a pillow, but it’s actually a lie.

Lily thinks she’s lying on me and getting pats, instead of it being the big ‘mean’ cat she avoids 😂 and by ‘mean’, I mean, he just wants to cuddle everyone and every animal lol 💜

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Mini-Magnus is alive and well! He's moved into my new apartment and is guardian of the aloe.

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And I hurt my own feelings hurting the fictional character! 😭😭 💜💛❤️

“My poor baby. My poor sweet little boy,” I lament out loud over a whole grown adult man who is not mine but is in fact a fictional character with fictional hurts. What matters is my feelings are real

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Procrastination and ADHD dysfunction can take a hike, because I finally damn well finished Chapter 10: The Gathering Storm of the From the Ashes of Mars series.

And up next in Chapter 11, we'll be killing Kitten, AGAIN, because somebody needs to damn well bring him back to life as he was rather than "just" a sexy vampire hunter with a hot oversized ginger fiance <3

The goal is to kill him by the anniversary date, so let's gooooooo

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"fuck it we ball" is for stress about the future "it is what it is" is for stress about the past and "this too shall pass" is for stress about the present thank you for coming to my TED talk