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Apologies and reactivation

Where to start, i don´t even remember the last time i updated on this page and i feel very bad for leaving so many readers hanging, i don´t know if any of the ones who were waiting for War of the heart will read this but if you do, i´ll update, i already finished most chapters i only have to correct them and they´ll be ready.

i don´t really have much excuses besides that i was finishing my degree and moved to France for work so i couldn´t find neither time or inspiration.

I´m very sorry 

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Hello my dear readers, happy new year, i know i disappeared for a long time but don't worry, i'll update next week and I plan to finish this story soon.

I want to apologize for not being more constant but it had been a difficult year.

Happy new year.

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When will be the next chapter I can't waitt

This week I'll update 🥰

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Hey could i get tagged in youre Taglist for War of the Heart?

Yes, of course, you'll be tagged

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YES A WAR OF THE HEART UPDATE ❤️❤️❤️ can i be added to the taglist please so that i don't miss anything? tysm in advance!

Yes, of course, you will be added. 

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i was wondering if u were going to finish the story

Yes, next week there is going to be an update and i will say how many chapters are left

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NANA, Ai Yazawa

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Is it okay if you could add me to the taglist? I don't want to miss out on your fics!

Yes of course, you'll be tagged

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Hey i've waited so long for your update and it was totally worth it. I absolutely love your writing 🥺 i have questions tho, who's memory is playing at the end of the chapter? Is it someone that has to be presented yet? I don't think is reader since it seems they were disccusing her .. could be wrong tho. Anyways hope you're having a wonderful day ✨

Hi, I'm really happy you liked it, maybe I wrote that part a little confusing but yes it's reader, she was a kid so she wasn't really aware of what they were discussing.

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War of the heart. pt 8

Pairing:  Kakashi x reader, Itachi x reader

Summary: The mission begins

Warnings: Mentions of blood

A/N:  English isn´t my first languge, please keep that in mind, i hope you like it.(i appreciate comments and criticism).

The ages and order in the events may not correspond to the anime canon.

The parts in italics are memories/dreams with memories.

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Part 1  Part 2  Part 3 Part 4  Part 5  Part 6 part 7

Leaving the mountain had been easy, you could see the road and the surroundings without any problem, so you assumed that after completing that mission for Itachi and Kissame you would not return to the mountain.

Feeling anxious about not knowing what was going to happen was legitimate, but at that moment, as you traveled the main road towards the town, the reason for your shaky legs was another, although you were not able to distinguish which.

The road to the town was familiar to you, yes, you had traveled that area in several missions but never along the main road, so you didn´t understand why the feeling of having seen those trees and small stands on the road.

-We will stop here-said Itachi placing his hand on your shoulder and pushing you towards a Dangos stand with benches on the side of the road, having Itachi close by made you feel enveloped and absorbed by him, it was difficult for you to see something else and it was impossible not to wonder what would have happened if Itachi had continued to be a ninja in the village. 

Would you have fallen in love with him instead of Kakashi? Was that what you felt at that moment? Or maybe it was just a connection resulting from the need for survival, whatever it was, thinking about that made you feel nostalgic and empty, feelings that pushed you even more to take refuge in Itachi.

-Isn't it dangerous to go down the main road?- You asked as you entered the cabin, his hand did not leave your shoulder and you thank him because the anguished sensation of your legs had calmed down.

-This town is very far away and normal people don't know who we are.

Itachi asked the old woman who served the stall for two servings and he handed you one, a small glow lit up in his eyes as he held the dessert in his hands and you smiled at such a human gesture, you were curious to know what face he would make while eating a sweet But before you could leave the small stall to sit down, the old woman stopped you.

-Ena? Is it you? -Said the woman grabbing your arm, you looked at her confused and then at Itachi.

-I'm sorry, you confuse me with another person-you said carefully letting go of her.

-Really? My eyesight fails due to age, but your voice ... is also the same-she said getting closer to look at you, almost touching your face, you fell back colliding with Itachi and you grabbed him. That old woman and the situation you were in was making you feel uneasy.

-Madam, I don't know who Ena is, you mistake me for another person, I have a very common face, there is always someone mistaking me for another person -you said trying to laugh to reassure you.

The woman finally seemed to give up and walked away from you-I had forgotten that that girl died, excuse me.

You didn't say anything else and went to the bench that was outside-She's an old woman you shouldn't take it badly-Itachi said while eating one of his dangos, it was an interesting sight, seeing him eat sweets but you couldn't enjoy it because the tremor had returned to your legs and your head had started to ache.

-Ena-you repeated the name that the woman had said-I heard that name-you said resting your head between your hands and suddenly, you heard the name again, but shouted by the voice of a man, you got up suddenly and looked around, seeing you Itachi imitated you.

-Did you hear something?- You asked him and he denied, taking you by the arms and making you sit down again, he placed his forehead on yours and closed his eyes.

-You have a fever -he said

-No, I really heard something.

- (YN) the only noise there is that of the trees, nothing more.

-No, no, no, I heard it, it was the voice of a man, I know I heard it, I have not imagined it -you almost screamed desperately and Itachi wrapped you in his arms trying to calm you but nothing he did could stop what that name had triggered.

Suddenly you walked away from him and coughed up blood, it was useless if you tried to contain the cough or the blood, Itachi crouched next to you offering you water, worried, but suddenly he moved away and got defensive.

-You shouldn't be able to do that -he said and you touched your face, guessing what he meant, the Bakyugan, something that you had bothered to hide so much, had activated itself -Don't use it, if it won't get worse, you've consumed a lot chakra blocker.

-I have not activated it-you said screaming and without stopping trembling, without knowing what to do, Itachi took you in his arms and went into the forest with you, leaving the dangos abandoned on those banks of the road, your body fell like a dead weight against the trunk of a tree, you breathed in a cut way and you did not see anything, your eyes were closed, you only noticed pain, a lot of pain and something liquid that ran through your hands, in the middle of the darkness, suddenly you felt something warm against your body and you were able to calm down. 

When you opened your eyes Itachi was hugging  you, your back against the tree and your hands nailed in his arms, you looked at them and saw the blood that came from the man next to you.

-Are you better? -He asked, separating from you and wiping the blood from your hands, you looked at the wounds you had done and lowered your eyes in shame.

-It will be dark soon, it is better that we hurry to get to the next point-he did not say anything about the incident, he did not ask or complain, he turned with his back to you and gestured for you to get on. -You keep shaking, I don't think you can walk.

-Thank you-you murmured against his neck, once he had already caught it.

The path through the forest was silent, but it was not quiet, Itachi seemed to be debating whether to tell you something or not, finally, when you reached a small cabin hidden among the trees, he spoke.

-You will probably have a similar attack again- he said, touching your forehead and brushing away the strands that fell on it.

She began to move around the cabin, lighting a fire and taking out water and food that she had stored, they seemed to have shelters everywhere, it was incredible that no one had found any yet.

-What do you mean? -You got up and started preparing the food that I had taken out, you needed to distract yourself with something.

-You have consumed a liquid that blocks the chakra during all these days and the day it enters your mind, a part of your memory was blocked, I think by a seal.

You stopped short of what you were doing and looked at him, staying in front of him, leaning on the small wooden table-I suspected the cakra blocker but what do you mean with a seal?

-Someone has blocked a part of your memories, but if you run out of chakra completely that seal will surely break or be temporarily deactivated-Itachi looked at you and continued with the fire-but you already knew this -he said before your lack of reaction and surprise.

You bit your lip nervously and crouched by the fire-I didn't know it but it doesn't surprise me.

You ate in silence, no one asked anything else, you didn't want to think about what happened, you just wanted to move on without worrying about anything else, you just wanted to continue as if nothing happened and with Itachi at your side that made it easier for you, even if he didn't speak much It was as if you understood each other perfectly, you didn´t feel fear or worry, you needed to remind yourself of the situation you were in, because otherwise, it felt like a normal mission.

-Hey Itachi- you called him when you were both lying on the floor, wrapped in blankets, ready to spend the night, he turned and his red eyes were the only thing you saw in that dark room.

-Nothing- you murmured and turned your back to him. To your surprise, his arms wrapped around you and his head rested on your back, without saying anything you slept.

You did not understand what the elders were saying, the conversation was very long and you only wanted to taste the sweets that were on the table, but it seemed that no one had thought of offering you any and you did not want to interrupt to take one so you stayed by the side of Minato, clinging to his shirt as you looked around the large office, your eyes finally landed on the grey-haired boy leaning against the door and as soon as he looked at you you stuck your tongue out at him and hid behind the Hokage room.

It was his fault you were there.

-Kakashi saw it, if it had been someone else it would have been dangerous.

-I understand, but if we tell him, he can understand that he should not use it and does not seem to remember anything of what happened.

-Minato, I understand your concern for his welfare, but this will benefit him in the future.

Suddenly there was silence and the blond man looked at you and smiled, then he looked at the boy in the doorway and he approached you, pulling your arm out of the room.

"I have left a basket of apples outside," said the red-haired woman. "Can you go get them?"

You nodded and let the gray-haired boy pull you, but before the office door closed, you said a few last words -Blocking the memories won't solve the problem, when they discover her ...

You ignored the words and ran down the hall to find the apples.

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Hi, I really like your fiction and ur writing is really good. When’s the next chapter gonna be out? Thank you ❤️ (no pressure)

Hello, don´t worry, it will be out, between today and tomorrow

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Hello, I'm back.

First of all I want to thank all the kind and nice message I received from all of you during these days. I finally ended my exams and passed all of them.

And here are the good news, THIS WEEK I'M GOING TO UPDATE WAR OF HEARTS.

A lot of things are going to happen in the new chapter, I'm really excited to share it with you.

Thank you for your patience and support.

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War of the heart

Hello everyone, I know I should have updated War of the heart by now but next week i start a week full of exams and it is impossible for me to concentrate on correcting and writing properly, especially with how important the following chapters are. For that reason, I apologize for the delay but I want you to know that I appreciate your patience and that I will continue the story as soon as I finish the exams, I will not abandon it.

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Hey i wanted to ask if i can get Tagged in you're taglist! Kg not thats okay! Bye LOVE YOURE WRITING GHJBFFFUJ❤ Have a nice day!

Tnak you  ❤ ❤ Of course, you´ll be tagged

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I was wondering if I could like maybe be added to the War of the Heart tag list? I totally understand if you can't 😊 I really like the story line so far,keep up the good work! 💛I'm rooting for you!💛🍒

Thank you so much and yes, of course, you´ll be taged in the next update  ❤

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War of the heart

Hello everyone, I'll upload the next chapter of War of heart next week, i want to put a lot of things in this chapter so finishing writing it and correcting it is taking me more time than i expected. Thank you very much for your patience.

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Hey i wanted to ask if i can be in youre taglist! Je not thats okay too! LOVE YOURE WRINTING BTW!!!!

Yes of course, thank you so much, I'm glad you're enjoying it.